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Thursday, July 29, 2004

Junior. Sets. His. Target.

1st thing 1st, Thanks Chew Lian Da xin xin 4 waking mi up today!! Xiao Pi Pi V grateful!!

Hee.. Went out today with Felix. Caught a movie lo.. Ya. Went to Pastamania for lunch.. Shopped with him too. Dunno y is he soo loaded, he bought so many stuff from Topman.. Sooo rich. Full stop. Felix sent mi home too.. guess wad? In a cab. So nice. Haix. If certain ppl treat mi tish gd i'll be juz as happy.. I had a gr8 day! Thnks Felix!

I hate home. My mum is trying to imprison mi again. So exciting. It made mi more sad, confused & frustrated with the mountains of problems i have already. Weee.. Dunno wad's her major malfunction, she called my aunt & complained to her abt mi. Den tt aunt, she called mi to lecture mi. So fun rite?

Best part is, tt aunt hung up on mi becoz my cell kp ringing & i have to answer it. Be4 she hung up she say tt its so hard to talk to me, den "click"... du du du du du... Fuck. Nice comforting relatives. Best of all. She's one of my favorite aunts. Den she'll tell my grandma, den uncle, den it'll all spread~ Wheeee...

Ok. I dunno why, but i tink im getting too attached to certain ppl. This will stop soon. Yeps. You noe whu you are... Im cleaning my room now, doing up all my resolutions, deleting ppl from MSN.. Ya.. I want to start treating my life more seriously now. Everyone treats mi lyk a 14 yr old. I hate it.

I luv the freedom my parents give mi, can choose nt to go home, stay out as late as i want, go clubbing, pubbing, drinkin, thy wont call or watsoever (nor get excessively worried) Budden, Y would i wanna do all of e abv if thy cut off my pocket money?

So i cant pay my bills, & my mum blames mi for the expenses. Now she wants to cut off the SCV cable, so no more cartoons for mi, & the internet, corz she says its too expensive! i mean its lyk, i don get pocket money, n u wanna take away those too? Worst part is my dad watches scv too n i pay the full bill myself lor!! Kor is the worst. He juz sit n do nothin to help. I hope he juz moves his ass back to Melb. Hmpf.

Quarreled with Hazel too! So "fun" today! I told her i'm nt free tml bcoz i gt class & she says im nt making an effort in the relationship. Its lyk i jio her out sooo many times but she gt performance practice, her classmates & her sistas so we cannot mt. Now she blames mi? I asked her to meet at nite instead but she says she's goin out with her parents for dinner. How appropriate.

I hate July. It Suxs. I hate my parents. They sux. I hate (xxx). (xxx) suxs. I hate my life. It suxs. Some ppl juz sux too. period.