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Tuesday, August 31, 2004

Junior. Di. &. Jasen. Kor.

Arghx.. Made Jasen Kor angry wit mi le.. Hee.. I nominated him for Ngee Ann's shuai ge.. So sad nw.. Nv tok to him today at all..

So help mi vote him k?
http://ch8.mediacorptv.com/belle-beau/male.php?uid=1311

Junior. &. Edison.

Sooo tired.. Sooo tired.. Went to Bishan to eat my favorite oyster omelette with Edison. Arghx.. I hate him.. Beat my head wen i'm late again. Kept saying i stay at AMK shld reach BS v fast.. Wad shit logic is tt? HmpF.

Walked arnd J8.. Kinda sick & tired of walking thr le.. Headed to town again! I've been goin everyday.. Omg.. Went Heeren AGAIN.. Edison bought mi a bear brick wen i say its soo cute! Weee.. I got a white one! muAcks! Thnks Edison!

Kenneth called! Checking whr was i.. Heee.. He asked mi to go to NYC to join him. Wah.. i didn't noe he can skate soo well.. His fwens are cool oso. Very pro at skating i guess? They were lyk doing tricks to impress mi? muAhaha.. Sat thr talking with Edison abt my R/s probs.. Fwen probs.. Family probs..

Went to have dinner with them at Long John Silver's! muAhaha.. Got Kenneth to treat mi! So i ordered e prawn combo! Heee.. Thnks Kenneth!

Caught Openwater the movie! A couple Daniel & Susan gt left behind wen thy went diving & e diving boat left them behind. Hw can soo lame one.. The crew shld done a better head count! I lyk e part wen she got attacked by jellyfishes! muAhaha..

Home now.. Took a nap.. Talked to both my dears.. Miss them both soo much.. Feeling damn lethargic, restless & moody now.. Helped my Kor to pack his luggage.. Will miss him sooo much wen his gone..

Junior. Comes. Clean.

Let's go back
Back to the beginning
Back to when the earth, the sun, the stars all aligned

'Cause perfect didn't feel so perfect
Trying to fit a square into a circle
Was no lie
I defy

[CHORUS:]
Let the rain fall down
And wake my dreams
Let it wash away
My sanity
'Cause I wanna feel the thunder
I wanna scream
Let the rain fall down
I'm comimg clean, I'm coming clean

I'm shedding
Shedding every color
Trying to find a pigment of truth
Beneath my skin

'Cause different
Doesn't feel so different
And going out is better
Then always staying in
Feel the wind

[CHORUS]

I'm coming clean
Let the rain fall
Let the rain fall
I'm coming clean

[CHORUS]

Let's go back
Back to the beginning

Monday, August 30, 2004

Junior. In. School.

Called Mrs Weers my mentor in e morning. She wanted to talk to mi abt sumthing. Haix.. I thght it was sumthing bad.. But its nt.. Weee

Arghx.. Soo bored nw! In sch doing my bizness finance project.. So sleepy.. Kept on thinking abt going Heeren.. Go shopping.. MuAhaha..

So many ppl came back to sch today to do tt friggin project. Yawnz..

Junior. &. Yuwen.

Yuwen is crazy? Lyks to laff alot. Alot. Alot. Haha. Went to have lunch together with therest of e gals at Mac. Weee.. Had a discussion whether is the guy workin at Grinning Gecko a guy/gal. Haha.

Worst is Yuwen say i gt no adam's apple! HmpF!

Junior's 1666. Time.

Took a pix of the school clock when thr was "Bzzt.. Bzzt.. Bzzt" sound from the PA system! The clock was lyk jumpin time from 19:99, 17:66, 16:66.. So cool!

Junior. Is. Redeemed!

Went to Pretty Face disturb Ms Tan again! Muahaha.. Sprayed Kenzo, Anna Sui, Hugo Boss lyk pesticide in the shop.. Weee..

Went to shop in town. Didn't notice tt stalker was following mi.. Arghx.. SO irritating! Everywhr i go.. He follow.. Wad the hell lor.. I stop at Famous Amos, he stop to see mi buy no nut cookies.

I go Levi's walk arnd, he went in too. Dotz.. I walked to Heeren see my boardshorts, he came too.. Arghx..

Worst is.. I didn't buy my board shorts! AGAIN rite? I fnd out tt i gt a SMALL ASS. SMALL WAIST. SKINNY LEGS. Ya.. Tried on 32 for size.. But it juz slid off my waist.. Arghx..

Tt stalker followed mi walk all the way back to Takashimaya. I headed back to Wisma Atria to check out e Flash & Splash thr. Went to Paragon to check out e Quiksilver boutique. Walked to e plaza nxt to Shaw & browsed thru e remaining Quiksilver & RipCurl boutique. Tt stoopid stalker still following mi.. So irritating! Grr..

Called Gary dear to come pick mi up. I walked all the way back to Heeren. Look at my Baby-G. Heee.. Gary dear juz ended class & drove to pick mi up. muAcks! The stalker finally left! muAhaha.. Told dear abt him.. Heee.. Dear got mi a Nike Dri-Fit WHITE shirt too! muAcks! Luv him sooo much! Went his house. Den.... Now home le.. Weee..

Junior. &. Xxxxxx's. Song.

When you have to look away
When you don't have much to say
That's when i love you
I love you
Just that way

To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
That's when i love you
I love you... Endlessly

And when your mad cuz you lost a game
Forget im waiting in the rain
Baby i love you
I love you anyway

Cuz heres my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cuz that's when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind

The more i learn the more i love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when i love you
When i love you no matter what

So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cuz the movie made you cry
That's when i love you
I love you a little more each time

And when you get quiet
Match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
Thats when i love you
I love you more than you know

And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that u give when u show up late
Baby i love you
I love you anyway

Cuz heres my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cuz that's when i love you
And nothing you do can change my mind

The more i learn the more i love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when i love you
When i love you no matter what

That's when i love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do can change my mind
The more i learn the more i love

The more my heart can't get enough
Thats when i love you
When i love you
No matter what

No matter what...

[I luv tis song. It made mi cry. I shared it with tt special someone before. Hearing it makes mi think of the time we spent together, the hurt & pains, the joy & laughter, all the precious moments tt passed by. I will always love him no matter what, as a fren now. I finally moved on.]

Sunday, August 29, 2004

Junior. Is. Disappointed.

Arghx. Was supposed to mt a fwen to go shop together but she didn't turn up. Bleahx. Went to Bishan to meet Charles Kor. Weee.. Finally he gave mi my birthday present! Muahaha.. One more belated birthday present to go from Marc!

He went to Mac to study & stuff so i went arnd J8 to walk arnd. They have this Garfield look alike contest, 50 FAT CUTE CATS took part. Thr was this fucking bitch tt used her cat's cage (with her cats inside) to push & make her way. Fucking owner. She ask ppl to "get lost" "move it". Dam du-lan. Took many pixs of her 2 cats with FLASH on my digi-cam when she's nt around. Hmpf.

Her cats went cr8zi & started meowing lyk fuck. Tt's wen i took my cue. Time to shop! Weee.. Bought a few more ankle socks & aroma-theraphy candles. Wanted to get new studs from Perlini's Silver but it costs $18.. So gave up the idea. Saw nice leather braclets from MUJI! Arghx.. I soo wanted the white one! Budden $19.. Hmmm..

Junior's. Havainnas!

Went back to CityChain to see my beloved Baby-G! TMD! Someone bought it! Arghx.. Sooo miserable.. But the Adidas one is stil thr.. Tough choice..

Muahaha! Charles Kor got mi those slippers! My Havainnas! Goin to wear it to school tml!

Junior, Monica & Kai Ling!

Called Monica to come "pei" mi.. Haha.. She brought along her fwen Kai Ling! Quite chio but too bad.. She's gt a girlfriend. She's a lesbian if u stil don get it. Bleahx. But she's soo nice! I luv her dress sense! Simple & sweet. I kept telling her she looks lyk a super tanned Gigi Leung & she keeps patting my head.. Saying "Guai".. Grrx..

Stop treating mi lyk a kid boy! Stop calling mi childish idiot! Stop patting my head! Stop tickling my chin! I hate it! Stoopid Monica! All ur fault! Oways gib ppl bad impression of mi! Hmpf!

Accompanied them while thy had thier nails done at the nail parlour at J8. Weeee.. I gt to help out abit.. Haha.. I know few of the ppl working thr wad! I helped to collect money! Was cashier for 30 mins! So exciting! "Thank you very much, see you again, bye!"

Went to Aji-Sen for lunch aft tt.. Sooo hungry!

Junior. &. BIG. YELLOW. POSTER.

Called Jephthah. Wanted to see is he fwee to go out.. But his meetin a fwen later so forget it. Went to AMK to do abit of gossiping.. Chris shop is moving! Haha.. Went home to Zzz.. Dam tired.. Gary dr called mi.. Heee.. Don't tell u all wad he say!

Junior & Ashlee Simpson - Autobiography

You think you know me
Word on the street is that you do
You want my history
What others tell you won't be true

I walked a thousand miles while everyone was asleep
Nobody's really seen my million subtleties

Got stains on my t-shirt and I'm the biggest flirt
Right now I'm solo, but that will be changing eventually, oh
Got bruises on my heart and sometimes I get dark
If you want my auto, want my autobiography
Baby, just ask me

I hear you talking
Well, it's my turn now
I'm talking back
Look in my eyes
So you can see just where I'm at

I walked a thousand miles to find one river of peace
I walked a million more to find what fish is which

Got stains on my t-shirt and I'm the biggest flirt
Right now I'm solo, but that will be changing eventually, oh
Got bruises on my heart and sometimes I get dark
If you want my auto, want my autobiography
Baby, just ask me

I'm the baddest girl in this messed up world
I'm the crazy girl in this crazy world
I'm a simple girl in a complex world
A nasty girl, you wanna get with me?
You wanna mess with me?

Got stains on my t-shirt and I'm the biggest flirt
Right now I'm solo, but that will be changing eventually, oh
I laugh more than I cry
You piss me off, good-bye
Got stains on my t-shirt and I'm the biggest flirt
If you want my auto, want my autobiography
Baby, just ask me

Saturday, August 28, 2004

Junior's. Slack. Day.

Went to TTS hospital to visit Irene tt juz had her appendicitis operation.

Headed to Zen ge ge's house for a swim.. Kor, Zen, Edison & Gary dr ended up Zzzz.. Guess thy muz be damn tired ba.. Talked to Gary dr.. Dozed off on him.. The SUN was soooo HOT.

Changed & rushed to town mt Hazel hunni & gal sisters to go shopping. Went to Far East Plaza & got my self a manicure & pedicure. Was having a promotion. So i had it free!

Now i noe why gals lyk to go for such treatments.
Thy get to:
1. Gossip
2. Bitch
3. Rest aft long shopping trip.

Yeh. Saw Joyce with her stead, bumped into Michelle & Melissa my HOT lesbian jies! No one can possibly tell tt thy're lesbians. Thy gt nice long hair, nicely manicured nails, gr8 makeup & nice figures.. Oh wells..

Miu Miu lost my lip balm.. So went to get a new one.. Cherry flavour'd.. But i didn't know its colored too.. Arghx.. I hate cherry lips! Worst is cnt R-E-F-U-N-D! Watsed my money..

Had a long day.. Tml going town to shop again!

Friday, August 27, 2004

Junior. Is. FUCKED. UP.

Fucking hell went back to school today JUZ TO DO FUCKIN SPSS when i did so much the day before. Dam FUCKIN pissed.

I had to retype the FUCKIN survey 3 times over & over again. GREAT! Michelle said no one went back to school to meet her. Geraldine keeps saying "I am reaching soon.." Michelle juz keeps callin & callin mi.. & i have to go back juz to help redo all the shitty mess she created.

FUCKIN hell. Tt bitch Geraldine still gave mi comments.

Junior:" Arghx.. Should ask Suanne help us!"
Bitch:" Plz lo, muz depend on urself, cannot everytime ask others"

I am lyk.. HELLO? We need to hand in the project? She juz bother to type the report which is so EASY. Cuz i did 1/2 of the report already. She has to "go for tutorial" so she promptly left.

FUCK tt mofo Geraldine pussy sia. Its lyk so FUCKIN attitude? I typed the FUCKING report, she FUCKING typed a few more words & say she finished HER share of work. Wad the FUCK. The words she inputed are "NYP Students", "Roadshows" etc.

Stayed back late with Michelle to do the crap. AND "I" cannot finish it at all. Note "I". Dunno wad is she doing.. FUCKING hell cannot get the last gal to come, i nvr see her FUCKIN chee bye face be4, nvr hear her fucking voice be4, i dunno who the FUCK is she.

Did so much today, practically 1/2 the whole SPSS project, everyone juz promptly say, "Nt free tml". Den? Expect mi to fucking come back on Saturday to do it? So FUCKIN ridiculous & "Kuo Fen". Geraldine says she has to work. Cannot reschedule huh? What the FUCK, she's lyk doing minor things & wanna claim all the credit.

No idea. Sherard goin sch alone tml. & I DON FUCKING CARE.

Recieved a call from TCS Mediacorp. Arghx. I had to reschdule a whole event. Some FUCKIN ass-hole didn't make the arrangements properly. Haix..

Went PS with Zach & Brian Kor. I will not go out with both of them together anymore. Thy are in a r/s, & stil ask mi out to be a light-bulb. Thy went to kiss/fondle/etc at Fort Canning aft i shoo'd them away..

Met up with Daryl! Thnks for the Meiji milk! Weee.. Had a good chat with him & went back home.. Called both my Hazel hunni & Gary dear to whine.. Dam FED UP TODAY.

Thursday, August 26, 2004

Junior's. Bz. Day.

Had a tiring day today.. Had breakfast with Gary dear at Delifrance, den i went to Ngee Ann Poly later to mt Sylvester. Heee.. We crapped alot! He kept making mi laff!

Rushed back to sch.. Was late for my ICCM ICA2.. Met Joan on e way too.. & she strolled to the Lecture Hall.. Dotz.. Brian, Michelle, Felicia, Kor, Gary & etc. called & called my phone! Grr.. Til Joseph behind is irritated.. Wadever!

Went to Shopping Arcade to buy sweets, den crapped alot with Ms Tan! Muahaha.. Goin thr tml use e free perfume.. Blaehx. I'm a miser! Left cuz its too boring thr! Went to Engineer block to mt Jeremy.. Crapped with him too! He was telling mi some gross stuff..

Headed down to J8.. Supposed to mt Charles Kor, budden he didn't return my call, nor reply my sms.. Qt pissed. Wait. Very pissed. Walked arnd with GiGi awhile be4 i left. Met my classmates, Miranda, MoMoPeach & Evvone! Weee..

Headed for Lido togethr.. Was late mting Brian-Kor at KFC..

Took tis pix at Lido! Wanted to take Chucky & His Bride's Pix.. Budden some ppl nt being cooperative..

Headed to The Forum to study aft i made many indecisive decisions on whr to study..

Junior. &. Fav. Seat.

Headed down to e Forum. Some cute gal sitting on my fav seat! Grrx. Went to 7-11 to buy my alove vera yogurt.. Tasted SOUR..

Zack Kor was thr wen i'm back.. Didn't talk much.. Dunno wad to talk to himi abt.. But his nice? Bleahx.

Saw many "potential" handbags tt could be forgotten, many pregnant women too! Its a baby day! Wanted to move over to my fav seat but its quite dirrty.. Til this pregnant woman sat down and.. OCCUPY IT FOR SOOO LONG..

Bz day.. Got many phonecalls.. Worst is Vanessa called & i'm flirting/cursing her on e phone! She oways SHOUT my name very loudly or HITS mi wen she sees mi.. sobx.. Hee..

Talked to Gary dr too.. His telling mi to study hard.. Arghx.. I don wanna dissapoint him..

Left Forum Mac..

Junior. BIG. Lightbulb.

I feel lyk a BIG lightbulb x2 when out with Brian & Zach Kors.. Thy are lyk so "flirting" & "loving" in-front of mi! Hmpf! Sooooo don wanna go out with them together le!

Felt kinda grossed out actually.. Budden nw i noe how it feels when i'm out with Gary dr & the general public gives their prejudiced views.. Haix..

MuaHaha.. Called Brian Kor to ask hw he felt bout Zach Kor den vice versa.. How can 2 ppl having mutual affections for each other not know? Dotz.. Oh wells.. I may juz revert str8.. :P

Went to mt a fwen to clear things up with her.. Shh.. I'm nt saying. Met up with Gary dr.. Den went home..

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

Junior's. Monica!

Went to Monica's house juz nw to get back my jacket. Kinda left it at her house.. Bleahx.. Then she took many many pixs on my digi-cam.. dotz..

Monica is still single now! Any eligible bachelors out thr? Muahaha.. Her critierias are:

1. No Smoking
2. No Clubbing
3. No Drinking
4. No Swearing
5. No Sloppiness
6. Muz Be Romantic
7. Muz Have Self-Confidence
8. Avg Looks Acceptable
9. Muz Nt Be a Miser
10.F-A-I-T-H-F-U-L

Tt's All! So guys out thr apply now!

Junior. Is. Flirtatious.

Had a great day today! Thnks Maxel Kor for waking mi up! Budden.. I fell back aslp.. So tired.. Furthermore its raining after soo many days of heatwaves.. So nua'd more..

Went to school in a rush as usual.. Stats lesson was crap as usual.. Had to rush a Statistics SPSS project with Michelle, Geraldine & Sherard.. Geraldine's phone is totally C-M-I (Cannot Make It)

Gerladine's Hp Smashed Screeen

Crapped & joked tt NYP should consider selling BBQ seafood & cigarettes.. muAhahaha.. Maybe have pool/billiard facilities! Yay!

Headed down to town to meet Gary dear, had our dinner at MOS Burger. Arghx.. Dear keeps asking mi to eat more saying i'm too skinny, nt gd to hug! Hmpf. Did abit of studying with him, but ended up laughing cuz he keeps tickling mi!

Headed to Heeren to find Kor & Edison! Shared Movenpick's Ice-cream with dear.. Kor & Edison bought hot-dogs! Met up with Kor's ACJC schmates, crapped with them alot alot.. Thy kept saying i am flirtatious! I hate them! Hmpf!

*Hmpf.. Brian Kor bluff mi.. So bias.. Bleahx

Went home with Kor.. So tired.. Got to study for ICCM tml.. Haix.. Trying to forget.. But.. Its hard for mi.. Very hard..

Tuesday, August 24, 2004

Junior. &. Gary.

Its over with..... Tt's all..

Felt damn moody & restless in class.. Sorry Chew Lian jie.. Made u kinda worried? muAcks.. Went home to change & waited for Gary to pick mi up. He kinda whined when i told him i wanna fin'd watchin my Kim Possible 1st.. He got mi some Famous Amos Cookies too.. muAcks!

Went town & had such a hard time finding a parking lot at PS! Set at Cafe Cartel & talked.. talked.. talked..

Gary My Sweet Bf!

Den he asked mi e Qns.. "Can i be ur boyfren..?"

& I said "Ya.."

Don tell u all wad happen le.. Weeee..

I needed tt "someone" to be thr.. Now tt i found him.. Wish mi all e best!

Monday, August 23, 2004

Junior. Sunburnt.

Arghx... Went to learn tennis with William ge ge today... Played from 11am-3pm. So dam tired & sunburnt. Dunno y these few days soo farkin HOT!! Apparently i feel lyk a lobster now... Sunburnt plus got hit by tt freakin tennis ball 1,000,000 tyms le..

Nothin much to say today... Juz noe tt i am SOOPER TIRED... Made these GUY theories while on e train with Miu Miu juz now..

Guys tt's sweet----------> Looks CMI
Guys tt's shuai-----------> FLIRT
Guys tt's both------------> GAY
Guys tt's both & nt gay--> ATTACHED

Worst Case:
sweet+shuai+str8+single = IMPOTENT

No wonder Miu Miu until no Bf.. MuAhahaha..

Sunday, August 22, 2004

Junior's. Cheerleading!

Dam tired now.. Everywhr is either aching, got luv bites, bruises, sunburn or else got cuts. Skipped w8boarding today! Woke up dam late.. Was dam tired from before..

Edison came over my house today! Wahaha.. We had a "Father & Son" time together, watched my Kim Possible marathon on Disney chn eating hashbrowns.. Think tt's wad i wanna do with my son if i ever get married.. Wahaha..

Called Will ge ge to play tennis with mi l8r.. Budden I called him 15 mins l8r again to say im too tired... nt goin.. gt scolded by him.. Bleahx. Esther called mi to ask mi join her for cheerleading practice! So cool! So i went.. Wahaha.. I think no one othr den Kor can understand my complicated tinkin..

I went for the practice & did some warm up.. Stretching & stuffs.. Did back-flips, cart wheels, hand stands & learnt lotsa lotsa cheers.. & learnt how to clap properly.. Grrx! I gt small palms for a guy.. Bleahx!

Kinda sprained my leg too.. So pain.. Was whining to Calvin dear.. Bleahx.. Best is got Cal to say "ya..." to lookin aftr mi.. Weeee.. Felt so happy ovr tt.. Arghx.. I muz really listen to him & learn how to take care of myself.. I'm lyk 18 already & oways getting ppl to worry abt mi.. Bleahx.

Showered & went town with them. Kinda got them to go try out the chocolate apples again! muAhaha.. Met up with Gary awhile, but he left to do his project. Arghx.. So went to find Gladys! Weee.. Sat in e shop helping her to sell shoes with tt freakin ice-bag on my leg..

Finally she knock'd off, headed cafe cartel for dinner & went home.. Which is til now.. I am waiting for my Power Office Gals to start but e fuckin PM talks & talks & rants & rants.. Fuckin hell draggin & wasting my show's screen time..

Hmmm.. Had a very happy & exhausting day.. Very happy mi & Calvin makin up.. Bleahx.

Saturday, August 21, 2004

Junior. &. Jack's. B-day!

Nt a consistent blogger le! So tired aft everything.. Went out late today. Was dam tired. Zen ge ge came to pick mi up & dropped mi in town. Met up with Natalie & Florence! So long nvr go out with them le... So happy! Calvin dear called to ask my kor to go fetch him.. But Kor is MIA again.. So didn't get him.. Sad.

Went to Taka & ate more chocolate apples! muAhahaha... Tink i helping e boss m8 lotsa lotsa ching ching le! Went to K-Box again! This time round gt connection connection den gt ____________. Cannot say.. Later get my fwen in trouble!

Charles Kor so sowi... Supposed to meet him.. Budden i kinda tired and went home early.. He's sooo sweet as a Kor.. Went to town specially to buy my present, den took a cab to mt his fwens at Balestier for movie.. Arghx.. i feel bad. Went to Heeren to fing Gladys.. Went to her workplace & helped her sold 4 pairs of shoes.. Wahaha.. Her lady-boss say i gt sexy legs for a guy! muAhaha..

Ken ge ge came to get us. So squeezy! 6 of us squeezed into the car with mi sitting on Clarence ge ge. Reached Zen ge ge's house after the security man laff'd at us for squeezing into a pathetic car.. Saw my son Edison! Soooo happy! I didn't know he would be coming.. & my son made mi a birthday card! Cried seeing it..

Kor went to get Edison in the afternoon.. So touched by kor. I didnt know he could be tt thghful.. He gave a Quilksilver shirt + a hug & kiss. & i got Kor to sign a very nice contract, nvr to call mi "kiddo", "lil kid", "childish idiot" & other kid-related words. Weee....

Worst is before i could keep it, Benny tt asshole + Hansel & guys dumped ice into my shirt, n rubbed it all over mi! Grrx... My skin turned red & its soooo pain! Den Benny poured ice + h20 on mi.. With a large piece of ice landing on my foot. Thnks sooo much! After tt got dumped into the pool countless times..

Went into Zen ge ge's house.. muAhaha.. Zen ge ge was makin out with xxx! All tt kissing & groping.. Bleahx. Bad influence for small kids! Wait.. I am 18! Yeh. He threatened mi with my present.. Arghx.. I hate him. 1st time in my life i see sooo many shoes & slippers in my life! Best is the guestbook! Thnks Rachie for the idea! I got 67 ppl turning up for our b-day bash.. So many signatures & doodles!

Finally are my presents.. Haven opened any of it.. Was too tired playin.. Haha.. But from my shopping expertise telling the box shapes & shakin them.. No one got mi my Baby-G! Bleahx..

Started our BBQ & gt the party started! Kor brought his DJ equipment & started scratchin e disc & etc. Blah Blah.. I ate mountains & mountains of prawns.. & finally came the cake part. IT IS FUCKIN ENORMOUS. I was so excited i "pushed" Kor into e pool. Bleahx. Blew out 18 candles.. Budden i felt thr shld be 36! hmpfs! kor blew out more candles den mi... & he smashed his cake on my face.. Arghx.. I hate him!

Played card games & won some money, started gossiping and catchin up. Didnt know tt Carrie gt a child of her own & she's a single mum.. She's lyk 20 only.. Used to nua with her in town & people watch. Made mi thght of wad i wan in life wen i chatted wth her..

Benny brought mi his present to open & it turned out to b condoms. Dotz.. Wahaha.. I got lotsa lotsa luv bites frm certain dum ppl everywhr.. Arghx.. so pain everywhr & bruised.. (ALL THIS TIME ZEN GE GE IS NO WHR TO B SEEN..)

A few of us went back up quietly & taped "Zen's & xxx Sex Video".. Wahaha. He's so going to kill mi.. Didnt know his tt h-u-g-e..

Some fucking neh neh complained to the security about us.. & security came 3 times.. I mean its like, how can u expect a quiet party wen thr's 67 hot & cr8zi ppl? So we partied louder to "get back" at tt bitch, blasted the speakers, started singing, danced, finally tt annonymous neh neh i tink cannot take it, called 999.

Arghx... Zen ge ge got a warning from the police.. Felt dam bad.. Cuz he juz moved in. I tink his going to have a bad name in his residence. Muahaaha.. Oh wells.. Too tired to blog any further. Will upload the pixs after Hansel ge ge send mi.

Hazel hunni gave mi ________. Cannot tell u all! mUahaha.. So many secrets rite? mUahahah.. Thnks hunni! muAcks!

Calvin dear gave mi a very sweet sms. Touched. He ended my day with a happy ending. muAcks!

I luv being 18!

Friday, August 20, 2004

Junior's. Last. Day. Of. 17.

Decided to skip class today & go town to nua. Muahaha.. Met up with Felicia & her grp of frens & went to take more stickers. Went to pasta mania & i ordered my standard baked seafood pasta. Got into a cheese fight with Kelly.. Grrrx.. Went KTV aft tt to sing!

Learning how to sing "Rooftop" as usual.. Stil sounded lyk a gal.. Arghx.. Hazel hunni say i shld sing gal duets instead.. So we singing TWINS song now onwards.... Rachie & her fwens joined us l8r & we switched to a BIG room.. Weeee.. Met a new fwen, Stacey & found out we have alot in common.. Haha.. Went to PS to watch movie after we fin'd shopping at Heeren.. OK rather i fin'd window shopping..

Calvin's in town too.. wanted to meet him.. Budden i have to go in for my show.. arghx.. i miss him soo much.. he travelled to PS too..

Watched Quil.. So touching lor! Its a true story based on the friendship between a blind, cantankerous widower & his labrador retriever guide dog.. Quil also has a birth-mark of a bird spreading its wings.. So cute!

Went to the chalet.. Started playing h2o bombs! Weee... Budden i didn't get very wet.. Haha.. i was nua-ing on e bed.. Til Zen ge ge dragged mi out & i kana "shower" grrx.. Didn't stay over at the chalet.. Its sooo freaking packed.. 30 over ppl staying over.. Where can i slp? In the toilet?

Went home, met B-Kor had supper.. Den called Hazel & Calvin.. Miss them sooo much..

Thursday, August 19, 2004

Junior's. Upset. Day.

Guys.. I mayb starting over new again with Calvin. Don't stop me. Support mi plz k? Lyk wen i was thr for u all wen u need'd mi.. Giving time now for him to decide.. Meanwhile.. I have to listen to him.. Shhh.. Nt everything can type on blog u know? *winks*

Had a wonderful morning! Thnks Maxel Kor 4 calling mi up.. Was late meeting my CJC gal-pals.. Finally memorized thier names! MuAhaha.. Samantha, Xin Yi, Geraldine, Jamie & Jia Yi.. They kinda pon sch today so we went town to people-watch! Hee.. So bad lor! Kp saying i am a childish idiot! Hmpfs! Wee.. Sat at Starbucks starting from 9:00am to 10:00am.. Played UNO! Eeee.... Jamie-Cheater-Bug! Kp givin mi draw 2 or else draw 4! hmPfs! But had lotsa fun! One of my forfeits is to kiss the lamp-post.. pengs..

Went to Heeren to shop around.. Haix.. I'm stil broke.. Very broke.. Went to eat Sakae Sushi! They treated mi.. Felt soooo bad.. Hee.. Best is they bluff mi say they go toilet & they went to Flash & Splash to get mi a Quilksilver pencil box.. So sweet! Den went to take many many stickerS! & we stuck one somewhere at Heeren.. To remember today..

Went to school to meet Michelle & Joan.. WAS LATE AGAIN.. Haix.. I got off at the wrong stop! Was sms-in Eileen & i thght reach YCK already so got off.. Den stuck at AMK for 8 more mins..

Dam fed up during ICCM lesson. This fuckin asshole & bitch.. No names.. Gave my peer evaluation poor. Whoa. This idiot made mi cancel my wakeboarding lesson to go sch do project bcuz he forgot to tell mi they are meetin, made mi search for PICTURES ONLY.. AND FUCKING HELL NEVER USED ONE.. AND I GOT THE FUCKIN PUBLISHIN DONE (i got a com expert---> Lucifer do for mi).. AND HE FUCKIN HELL SAY I NVR DO A THING. Ok... I will get back at him. This is one deep deep grudge. Have to go see the lecturer to talk & stuff.

The lecturer Mr Ho even made a gal cry.. OMG.. Went in, he asked mi abt my poor appraisal & i asked him str8 in his gay face izzit x-guy & y-gal tt gave mi poor appraisal. He said he cnt mention names.. But as i cont'd probing its quite clear no doubt. Worst of all.. Tt x-guy is lyk a fucking boot-licker. My god! I hate boot-lickers now. Thy can fucking go fuck themeselves in hell. Can tell how pissed i was today?

Cooled down when Michelle joked more with mi.. Went to buy more chocolate apples! Shared wth her & went to the Student Union to look for her fren & we got another apple.. muAhaha..

Went to mt Felix at Design Block.. Wee.. He gave mi a black box.. Haven open.. Promised him not til my b-day! Left after tt as Felix stil gt lesson.

Crapped with Michelle abt stuff in the Union room.. Den got ready to go town.. Crapped with Jia Wen & her frens.. Worst is Diana keep saying i got nicely shaved legs! Grrrx.. Den keep asking mi how i do it.. dot dot dot.. Ok.. Tellin her the secret tml.. MuAhahaha..

Went Cathay K-Box to Sing! Sing! Sing! So sad no "Pieces Of Me"! Budden sang "Rooftop" Haix.. My voice sucked. I need a more manly voice!! Argh!! Y can't i go deep & mellow like Zen & guys? Hmpfs.. Played guessing games & drank soooooooo much water.. So bloated now..

Went to the chalet to meet Kelly & Melissa. Saw sooo many presents stacked for mi & Kor.. Wahaha.. So many ppl staying over.. Sorry guys! I really don wan to stay over! So i went home instead! Got biz-finance tml.. Hope tml is a better day! Since its the last day i'm 17..

Junior. Town. Again!

Went to school late in CJC shirt.. Hee.. So skipped B-Law.. Studied Statistics with MEl, Zul & Ros.. Saw FREAKIN HOY.. Gave mi tt sickening look. WADEVER. Wahaha.. Zul & I went to e fair for a walk & we shared chocolate sprinkled apple! So yummy! Thnks Zul! Hee.. Shared a piece with Shu yi too.. Den crapped with Jia wen & rushed back for Biz Marketing lesson.. Sianz..

Went for my Stats ICA.. I hope i do well? Hee.. Made new fwens lyk Michelle, Joan & anthr ROY which is soooo much more SHUAI, NICE, COOL & GENTLEMENLY. Can tell from hw he helped Mich & Joan to buy stuff although his in a rush.. So sweet lo!

Hee.. I joined NYP's Sports Club & i am nw secretary! Weee.. Mich is president mah! Heee.. Saw Victor ge playing frisbee while he's having TEP.. DOTZ.. Wee.. Went with Joan back to the concourse.. Brian-Kor on e way to meet mi.. Weee.. Got Joan to buy a Chocolate apple! Weee.. Den she gave mi a slice! Hee.. Which i wanted to share with B-Kor budden he don wan.. Disturbed the gals sellin cakes or sumthing too! Muahaha.. Went to have lunch at FJ & went to disturb Jia Wen.. Wee.. & She gave mi FROZEN strawberries!! Yummy!! Took one for B-Kor too! Haha.. & i gave him my "sour" expression wen i got brain-freeze.. & he juz laff & laff thr.. HMPFS..

In town saw this really cute yellow beetle! So took pix of it with FLASH.. Wahaha.. E driver stared at mi! Weee.. Went Heeren to check out prices for Havainnas slippers.. Getting anthr pair soon! I hope Charles Kor buy it for mi.. Budden he forgot all abt my Kor, so his gonna tink of wad to buy us! Weee.. Saw this gal on the train & concluded she's dam rich.. Saw her again at Heeren too.. Haix.. Mini I-pod, Gucci Purse, little silver trinklets, necklace & anklets. Dotz... Asked B-Kor to seduce her, knock her out & get mi her stuff.. muAhahaha..

Junior. Sees. Ferrari.

Wahaha.. We saw this Ferrari outside Hilton Hotel! & thr's one more infront of it.. OMG.. Filthy rich ppl. Bleahx. So tired of walking too.. Singing too.. Hee.. B-Kor knows sooo many cars & their series number.. Found out i only know Nissan Sunny, Volkswagen Minicooper, Mini Convertible, Beetle.. & thy all look the same! Hee.. I luv retro cars wad! Wee..

Junior's. B-Kor.

Brian Kor! Wahaha.. Callin his mum! Weee.. Got her on my phonelist le.. So he better don bully mi tt much.. Or else i will not hesitate to have a good conversation with Mrs Wang! Muahahaaha.... (MoJo-JoJo laff-ter)

Junior. Spots. Handbag!

Saw this handbag at The Forum's Mac... Dunno who left it behind.. I peeked into the bag & thr's a transparent purse, inside can c a $2 note stuck in-between lotsa lotsa receipts.. & an umbrella.. B-Kor kept tellin mi an old man was thr.. I was lyk ok.. We'll wait til the woman or MAN who carries the handbag to retrieve it.. I was lyk looking arnd for women & men tt are potential handbag carriers!! Weee.. Especially tt 2 gay men who adopted a daughter! Wahaha.. Worst is i face stiff competition from Mac staff! Thr's this freakin nerdy Mac guy tt kept "bio-ing" e bag lor! Fucking hell. Maxel Kor gave mi Jedi advice on NOT TO TAKE E BAG... Haix..

Junior. Lost. The. Bag.

We are sitting to the left & the handbag is opposite us only.. I could've taken it on many many occasions.. Sooo many occasions.. The bag was thr at 6:20pm all the way to 8:15pm den the fuckin careless irresponsible woman came back to take her handbag. I mean its her handbag rite? You would panic & rush to find it or sumthing? She's lyk talking on her handphone.. Strolling in with all her bags of stuff she bought.. MaxMara, Samsung Hp, Guess.. Fuckin hell man. I shld've juz take it. She saw her handbag & said "Oh its here." Took it and left... I was lyk stunned lor! How can any fucking fucked up'd woman be soo unconcerned about her belongings? It took her lyk fuckin 2 hours to reach Macdonald to get her handbag.. I mean she's in town where everywhr is accessible? I cont'd to mourn the loss of "MY" handbag... Hmpfs.....

Junior Is A Thief!

Arghx! B-Kor drew this on my B-Law book! Grrrx...He wanted to write robber! Hmpf! Heee.. But i settled for thief.. Haha. So dissapointed in myself for nt taking tt fuckin bag!! Weeee..

Junior's. Goddess. Aphrodite!

This guy is a crazy man! He is lyk saying stuff abt god.. Evangelizing.. & taking $$.. Bleahx. I went cr8zi & started saying "Goddess Aphrodite will bless us all with luv & handbags!" & many more other crap.. Dunno.. But tt guy left soon aft i took this pic.. Wahaha.. I tink i pissed him off.. Bleahx.

Weee.. Trying to hide from B-Kor.. Outside LV at Hilton Hotel.. Was singing my song again the whole day! "On a monday.. I am waiting.. Tuesday.. I am fading.. And by Wednesday.. I cant sleep.." Pieces of mi rock!! Weee... & i hate the tail at the back of my head.. Its colored ash & its dam ugly. period.

Junior. &. Busker!

Decided walking to Somerset to take train! Wee.. Saw this man busking & gave him the last 20 cents i hab left.. Heee.. Den while we passed Takashimaya, this AUNTIE said tt we are GAY quite loudly.. pengs.. Its lyk i onli put my hand on Brian Kor's shlder.. Dotz! So fed up! Worst is she has a young son & she's with her husband. She saluted sorry continuously. Mi too! I saluted her with my middle finger continuously too! Fucking bitch. In CJC uniform anyway! Don care! Wahaha... But mi & B-Kor laff'd bout it & said tt she's gd at spotting! Heee..

Junior's. Return. Trip.

On my way home, a group of CJC gals got in from Orchard station & was staring at mi til one of them Samantha asked mi how cum i can dye my hair without being caught by e DM & which class i'm from.. Heee.. Told them i'm nt from CJC.. & crapped with them til i reached my stop AMK.. Weeee.. Goin out with them on Thurs morn.. Thy kinda skipping sch! Wee.. Mayb going town to r'lax & take stickers stickers! lOlx.. Weee..

Tuesday, August 17, 2004

Junior's. Cinderella. Story.

Weeeeeeeee.. Had a really really wonderful day today. Othr den failing Marketing Management.. Finding out thr's a Stats Topic A & B test e nxt day, today went realli well!!

Crapped lots with Wen Shin, Li Ru, Peng while thy're doing thier TEP. Heee.. Went to J-8 to meet Lester! So long nvr see him stil no change! But i like his bag! Walked around J-8 while waiting Charles Kor to come. Saw Vannessa with her fwens & crapped to! Weee.. Dumped my art stuff to Charles Kor & rushed down to Heeren..

Met my CHS juniors! Thy are like so haha shuai? I dunno. Went to take lotsa lotsa stickers with dem! haha... Met Sally & her sis too. They juz did hair extension & they look stunningly chio! wahaha.

Gary finally arrived! Haha.. His my date for the day. He is such a sweeeeeeeeeeetttt guy! He helped mi carry my freakin heavy bag, & held my hand everywhere we go. Heee.. In town somemore leh! Weeee... Went to Cathay Cineleisure to buy tixs! Gary treated me to watch I, Robot.. Went to have lunch at Long John's Silver.. Gary paid too.. :P

Gary even bought mi Famous Amos Cookies lo! Soo happy! Went for the show & fnd out Fiona watching with her bf! Haha.. Shared the hotdog with Gary! Yummy!

After the show we walked around town.. from Cathay Cine to Esprit to Taka to Wisma to Far East to Adidas Concept Store to Tangs to Levi's! Gary bought himself N3bp.. I so wan tt jeans too.. He wanted to buy for mi.. budden.. PAI SEH! Den i say "DON WaN!"

Heee.. Walked to Heeren again! Went into HMV & Gary bought "Autobiography" cuz i was humming "Pieces Of Me" e whole day! haha.. Gary is soooo nice! plus factor is cute! Heee.. Now i'm at his house.. Typing today's blog.. Tinking of stuff.. Tinking of..

Junior's Gdbye!

Some creep is eyeing what i do & telling my fwen what am i doing. I hate sickos lyk tis. SOWING DISCORD. BLARDY MATHAFARKER. FULLSTOP. & thr's this "ex-classmate" of mine tt has soo much fucking EGO. Freaking annoying, always "right", dam arrogant, PRIDE-ORIENTATED, typical Male Chauvinist Pig. WORST, he doesn't have anything in the 1st place to flaunt about. period.

Going to upload pixs of Zen ge ge's house.. But lazy..

Kinda sad? Nah. Its all over. Trying to forget. I sound so abstract. Cloz fwens/kors/jies shld noe wad i'm talking abt..

Excited! Going out with Gary later! Intro'd by Edison! Hee.. Gonna catch a movie! & go take sticker sticker! Heee.. Cathay Cine here we cum! Heee.. Sylvester asked mi y am i going out with guys, den my ans was.. "if sumone treats u go watch show will u go?".. bleahx. He asked to meet up for a show sometime too.. Weee.. Syl's goin SIM.. SO FAST?! I better work harder..

Monday, August 16, 2004

Junior. Is. Flirtatious.

Guess wad? I don whine anymore. Yeh. One of e changes i wanna see myself have. Mayb juz a little wee bit.. heee..

SPCA now. Supposed to be home studying for biz law. Who cares.. Lazy mi! Heee.. Helped clean e cages, dogs & cats.. SO freakin smelly wen i got thr.. Almost fainted..

I dunno. I tink i'm in heat? Tt sounds sooo wrong. HAHA. Budden i dunno.. I'm in a very very flirtatious mood now.. heee..

Thought stuffs thru. I need to live healthier! Sleep earlier! Den my skin will improve. All e stress is givin mi outbr8ks! My Kor is so shuai in his uniform.. Haix.. Oh well! I will jia you!

Nt going to bother asking ppl stuff. I'll wait for them instead. Oh. I got 5 dates.. Budden.. Nah.. Heee.. I btr tell Calvin dear. Bleahx.

Sunday, August 15, 2004

Junior's. Sunday. Esplanade.

Went Zen ge ge's house. He got mi soo dirrty helping him clean it. His house is soo big & nice. Wished tt i can move out & stay all alone.

Went to see Jovan get a perm. He looks like an african bushman. Freaky!

Went to meet Brian Kor to study. But ended up late.. & Brian he ended up reading magazines & zzzz... Went to Zara together.. & I saw a Tazmanian devil T-shirt!! SO STYLE!! Gonna spend $39.90 to get it no mattr wad!! & seriouly I tink B-kor he looks gd in tt jacket + T-shirt outfit!

B-Kor helped mi get e Ashlee Simpson Notice. So happy! I got 2 now! Kept irritating him by singing "pieces, pieces of mi..."

* Ashlee Simpson Showcase @ NYC Skatepark Orchard!

Went to meet Miu Miu & went to Esplanade together! So nice e fire-works! Yeh. Den i thght of Calvin... Hazel... All my fwens... Den i tink about myself... Sadded. Thy are so perfect. I AM SO NOT.

I tink mayb, juz mayb, i'm in luv with 2 ppl. How? Sadded.

Saturday, August 14, 2004

Junior's. Sentosa. Hoobastank!

Left Calvin's House.

Went Sentosa Beach Party.

Danced. Partied. Flirted.

Hoobastank was gr8.

Saw Charlene. Saw my ex clubbing fwens.

Left Sentosa early. I hate seeing them.

Heard heart-br8kin news.

Depressed. But kept to myself AGAIN.

Friday, August 13, 2004

Junior's. Friday.

I went Calvin's house. FULL STOP. Lazy say anymore thing. Too tired.

Junior's. Thoughts.

I feel tt i am not a good bf towards Hazel & Calvin. Haix. I feel sooo guilt-ridden now. I thght thru many things. About my priorities & stuff? Had a really really gd talk with my Kor & Maxel.

Like Steve ge ge oways told mi "Time to grow up!" I think e time has come? I found out tt i'm neglecting my studies, hurting ppl's feelings, getting lazier & lazier, starting to feel lyk a total train wreck myself.

Time to get back on track.. & fix all the problems.. Although certain stuff are too late to amend, budden, i wanna strt a clear up e mess i made. Yep. With my new classmates' help i tink i can! Weee.. Hazel I luv u. Calvin i luv u too.

Msn'd with Calvin & he thinks i am hiding things from him. I feel tt mayb sometimes i do, but, I dont wanna rake up sad memories, its lyk peelin the bandage off a fresh wound.. Cal dear i know u really really care.. You were really really worried wen i ran off suddenly.. I won't do it again. I promise. I promise i'll tell u everything. You muz tell mi everything too. I know u do read my blog.. I hope.. Ya.. So u juz know k? muAcks..

I sooo hope to see Hazel hunni at the chalet on the 21st.. I miss her soo much.. I wanna celebrate my 18th Birthday with her.. Hee.. She says she got something to give mi tt day.. Nt sure wad is it.. Budden i hope its nt xxxxxxxxxxxxx. Haha.

Read Kathy's blog too. So sad to see wad she wrote. Beauty is in e eye of the beholder.. Luv is blind. If u fall for someone, u juz fall for tt someone. You may nt even know if u have fallen in luv. You have to feel it. 4get it. I'm not fit to talk abt luv wen i messed up my own r/s...

I found my Princess & Prince Charming. But whr is my happy ending?

Thursday, August 12, 2004

Junior's. Confession.

I was pretty sad & in bad shape for the past 2 weeks.. Thr was too much emotions running in my head.. R/s, fwens, $ probs, sch, etc. Ya.. & i have to remain cheerful & happy & be nice to everyone.. Or else evryone will lyk get worried, which i don wan them too.. I'll rather be sad myself..

I recently sent the wrong signal to Charlene.. & we had a misunderstandin.. She asked e "bf" qns & i told her i'm in luv with Hazel n Calvin.. & she cried.. I felt lyk a jerk.. Worst is she cried outside Paragon.. I dunno too.. We went for a couple of movies.. Shared drinks.. Shared cabby rides.. Held hands when we walked.. Budden i do tt to all my gd fwens wad!! I hold hands with Rach, Mich, Monica, Angel too!! Maybe its reali my fault? I dunno.. I reali dunno.. I am reali scared of fallin deeply into a r/s.. I am nt someone tt will commit fully.. I need someone tt luvs mi more than i luv him/her.. sobx..

I had a talk with hazel hunni too.. It made mi feel more guilty.. Sobx.. I told her abt Charlene, & she says "Its ok dear.. At least u r honest n told mi.." Budden i can tell tt she's rather upset abt it.. Haix.. My hunni she's pretty, nice, understanding, smart, hardworkin.. All e qualities im not.. Heee.. one word from her and it relieves all my stress.. She makes mi feel happy.. She's more than a gf. She's a part of my life..

But, we seldom meet up. We can only chat on e phone. Or bump into each othr wen we're in town. Wen she's bz. Im free. Wen im bz. She's free. How to meet lyk tis?

Calvin dear is anthr person tt walked into my life.. Though i dunno him for long.. lyk arnd 2 mnths? But he's shwn so much care & concern.. He's my "bf" too.. Hee. We are confused too.. Abt our r/s..

Calvin dear don't get mad at mi.. I noe im childish most of e tyms.. Need u to do a reality check on mi.. Sendin mi encouaging sms to study harder.. Budden haha.. I stil "bu ting hua" Hee.. Sow i lost my temper at u e othr tym.. e toilet mirror broke n i gt a cut wen u called mi.. Tt's y i kup u.. Sowi k?

I promise i'll tell u wad i do, who im meetin frm nw onwards k? Evry single one.. Heee.. Don't worry.. I dont flirt arnd lo! Hmpf! Shld be u tell mi wad u doin instead lo! Grrrx.. Ya.. Esp. wen we're meeting less nw.. I really missed u k? lyk really? Esp. aft wad u did to mi lo!! Grrx.. Haha & oso all da nice tings u do lo.. thats wen i luv u.. no matter wad..

Wednesday, August 11, 2004

Junior's. Notebook.

Watched The Notebook today with Rachel & her classmates too.. Cried again.. Wad the hell rite? I dunno.. Getting very emotional lately.. Confused about relationships & stuff.. Watchin romance movies makes mi sad now? Weeee..

The movie starts with Allie ravaged by Alzheimer's, lives alone in a nursing home, the memory of her passionate youth all lost. Duke a patient reads to Allie the story of her life from her own tattered notebook. She and Noah fell in love in the 1940's, but her parents tore them apart. Years later, when fate brought them back together, she had to make a choice between her first love and a man she was betrothed to marry.

The Notebook is a testament to the enduring power of love.

Junior. Cried. Today.

I feel so sad. Becoz things didnt turn out the way i expected it to be. I didn't expect it tt way.. Very confused now.. Cried once yest'd nite. I tink im bottling too much in mi. Wayyyy toooo mucccch in mi.. Its a sooner or later ting i cant keep up my cheerful image soon.. I may juz buckle & cry one day.. lyk today..

So sorry Rach.. & of coz ur classmates, have to ask them sing with mi.. Heee.. & my voice sounds so horrible.. I wanna learn how to sing "chuang wai"!! I can sing chinese songs ok! Grrx.. Sang "Wo Bu Nan Guo" again.. Hearing the lyrics made mi cry lyk fuck. arghx.. Ruined my image infront of Rachie's fwens.. Bleahx.. Budden "bluff" alot of huggies.. Heee.. Thnks.. I really appreciated it..

I dunno wad i want now.. Mayb to meet my bf Cal? or meet my gf Haz? Or juz go out with fwens n r'lx?

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

Junior. &. His. Ass.

Haha.. Had a talk with B-Kor aft i froze awoke.. Yeh.. Quote from Lilo & Stitch:

"Ohana means family, family means nobody gets left behind. Or forgotten."

So B-Kor no worries k? U will nt be forgotten.. No one is.. My fwens are lyk family to mi.. Haha.. I luv u guys!

Called Jasen Kor today.. Hee.. Zheng Jie Xiang Kor Kor! Haha.. Budden he's v bz.. sobx.. I hope im not accidentally in luv.. Bleahx.

Went down to Citylink to meet Kendrick!! I hate him!! But i lyk his hair!! Soooo cool!! Haha.. I hate him!! He kept pullin my jeans down to flash my ass!! I hate him!! He made mi look so gay!! Grrx!! Haha.. Nxt time i go out with him muz wear undies lo!! Haha.. Gt fetish not to wear e insides now.. Heee.. *Rach Doesn't Too OoPs..* Saw Irene & Keisha with thier classmates & thy all say im very tanned.. dotz.. Haha.. Banged into Penny "pantis" too!! Haha.. Ka-Pok'd 2 of her Godiva chocolates & shared with Kendrick! Weee.. Thnks Penny! muAcks!

Highlight today is i saw Joey Swee! She's really pretty in person.. Actually i luv her car more.. Haha.. Its apple greeeeennnn!! Met up with Kor n his b-ball fwens.. Argh.. Thy are lyk sooo tall.. & thy keep rubbin my head... Arghx!! Went home early.. My tummy wasn't feeling well e whole day.. Yah.. SUXS!!

I luv Guessx3 tonight!! I wanna marry a rich gal.. hmmm or guy? So thy can look aft mi 4ever.. & we can live happily ever after.. Im kinda confused now.. I dunno who i realli luv.. & who realli luvs mi.. I need time.. I need space.. I need u?

Junior. 100. Days. Luv. Story.

Peter and Tina are sitting in the park doing nothing, but just gazing into the sky,
while all their friends are having fun with their beloved half.

Tina: I'm so bored. Just wish I have a boyfriend now to spend time with.

Peter: I guess we're the only leftovers. We're the only person who isn't with a date now. (both sigh n silence for a while)

Tina: I think I have a good idea. Lets play a game

Peter: Eh? What game?

Tina: Eem..It's quite simple. You be my boyfriend for 100 days and I'll be your girlfriend for 100 days. what do you think?

Peter: Oookay..Anyway I don't have any plan for the next few months.

Tina: You sound like you aren't looking forward to it at all. Cheer up. Today will be our first day and our first date. Where should we go?

Peter: What about a movie? I heard that there is a really great movie in theater now.

Tina: Seems like I don't have any better idea than this. Lets move. (went to watch their movies and sent each other home)

Day 2: Peter and Tina went to a concert together, and Peter bought Tina a keychain with a star.

Day 3: They went shopping together for a friend's birthday present. Share an ice-cream together and hugged each other for the first time.

Day 7: Peter drove Tina up onto a mountain and they watch the sunset together. When the night came and the moon glowed, they said sat on the grass gazing at the stars together. A meteor passed by. Tina mumbled something.

Day 25: Spend time at a themepark and got onto rollercoasters, and ate hotdogs and cotton candy. Peter and Tina got in the haunted house and Tina grabbed someone's hand instead of Peter's hand by accident. They laughed together for a while.

Day 67: They drove pass a circus and decided to get in to watch the show. The midget asked Tina to play a part as his assistant in the magic show. Went around to see other entertainments around after the show. Came to a fortune teller and she just said "Treasure every moment from now on" and a tear rolled down the fortune teller's cheek.

Day 84: Tina suggested that they go to the beach. The beach wasn't so crowded that day. They have their first kiss with each other just as the sun is setting.

Day 99: They decided to have a simple day and is deciding to have a walk around the city. They sits down onto a bench.

1:23 pm Tina: I'm thirsty. Lets rest for a while first.

Peter: Wait here while I go buy some drinks. What would you like?

Tina: Eem...Apple juice will be just fine.

1:43 pm Tina waiting for about 20 minutes and Peter havent return.
Then someone walked up to her.

Stranger: Is your name Tina?

Tina: Yes, and may I help you?

Stranger: Justnow down there on the street a drunk driver has crashed into a guy.
I think its your friend.

Tina ran over to the spot with the stranger and sees Peter lying on the floor with blood over his face and her apple juice still in his hands. The ambulance came and she went to the hospital with Peter. Tina sat outside the emergency room for five and a half hours. The doctor came out, and he sighed.

11:51 pm Doctor: I'm sorry, but we did the best we could. He is still breathing now but God would take him away from us very soon. We found this letter inside his pocket.

The doctor hands over the letter to Tina and she goes into the room to see Peter. He look weak but peaceful. Tina read the letter and then she burst into tears.
Here is what the letter said.

Tina, our 100 days is almost over. I had fun with you during all these days. Although you may be greedy sometimes and less thoughtful, but these all brought happiness into my life. I have realize that you are a really cute girl and blamed myself for never taken the time to knowing that. I have nothing much to ask for, but I just wish that we can extend the day. I want to be your boyfriend forever and wish that you can be beside me all the time.

Tina, I love you.

11:58
Tina: (sobbing) Peter. Did you know what was the wish I made on the night there was a meteor.I asked God to let us last forever. We were suppose to last 100 days so Peter! You can't leave me! I LOVE YOU, but can you come back to me now? I love you Peter. I LOVE YOU.

As the clock struck twelve, Peter's heart stopped beating. It was 100 days.

Monday, August 09, 2004

Junior. &. Mahala. Hawaiian. Beach. Pub

Went to Sentosa today... I hate Kor!! Left without mi!! I had to share cab with Helen & Sharon!! Den forgot abt Angel... Hee... Sowi my dear gal!! Nt intentional!! muAcks!

Went to book the court!! Hee.. & da boss nvr charge mi n Kor da $3... Weeee... So happy... I luv da boss!! Played lotsa volley ball today!! Budden i don't think i am very tanned! i applied lotsa lotsa sun-block! Yeps! Haha. Zen ge ge & e gals are! HAHA.

Heee... Wore a very low-waist billabong boardshorts today... Ya... I was kinda lyk a flasher? Oops! Hee... Kinda attracting lotsa gays' attentioon... Dotz... Ya... I heard comments la! Lewd ones... Bleahx... I dunno la!! Zen ge ge & Kor & Hansel ge ge are lyk gal magnets!! I am da gay magnet... sobx sobx... Bleahx. Ok wadever! At least my ass got a nice tann!! Weeee...

Zen ge ge I still hate u for smacking the volley ball on my head!! It hurt K?!? YA. I HATE YOU!! But we had lotsa lotsa fun!! Haha. Especially wen we played and Kor pulled Zen's shorts down, Haix... Thght he nvr wear... Heee... Budden he came chasing after mi & nt Kor lor!! Grrx!! Haha...

Junior. &. Beach. Volley.

Hee.... Made many new fwens lyk Kendrick, Vivian, Sebastian, Victor, Shi Ling, Rolinda... etc... Cannot remember le! Hee... Sorry if I left u guys out K? Ya... Thnks Kendrick!! For buying mi ice cream!! U r sooo wayyy coool... Haha. & stop callin mi kiddo! I hate tt! Heee... & stop touching my asssssssssss & pullin my shorts!!! Grrrx!!!

So sad... I wanted to bring back the ball though... Haix... Abit bad rite? Anyway Shi Ling brought hers! Its pink! Wahaahahaaa... I kept laffin at it and called it Jigglypuff!! Heee.... So farni lor!!

Junior. Left. Palawan.

Weeee... Overall had a sooper dooper fun day! Thnks guys at Sentosa! One regret is forgot to ask them for thier contacts! Bleahx... Only got Kendrick's & Vivian's! Grrx.... Weeee... Went Bugis for dinner... Ya... Kinda missed the chinese food thr... Haha. Peking roast duck!!

Kor drove us home... & I drooled on the window all da way... Got scolded by Kor for tt... But kor carried mi home... all e way into the room lo!! muAcks... Didn't knw i was tt tired... Haix... I enjoyed my day! Looks lyk im gettin all my luck back!!

Sunday, August 08, 2004

Junior's Lucky Sunday!

I HAD A VERY VERY GOOD DAY TODAY!! Finally!! Today is lyk such a FUN LUCKY FANTASTIC SOOPER DOOPER DAY!!

I went church today with Kor! Made soo many new fwens! Soo happy! They are my Happy-Happy-Happy-Sistas! Haha. Haley, Helen & Hena!! muAcks! Thnks for teaching mi how to read the bible again, n learning hw to embrace Christ. Weee.

Went to SAFRA l8r to find Hansel! His lyk soo totally cool wen rock climbing! heeeeee... den i bit him. HE FUCKIN HELL HUGGED MI & MADE MI STINK WITH HIS SWEAT. I h8 him!! Grrrx. Ok. Jessica im sorry! I won't say u & Hansel again! Don't send ur BF after mi!! Heeee...

Weeee... I spilt juice on Kor again... Made him sooo angry... Cuz we nd to drive back n change... ya. Made Calvin daer angry oso... I dunno he wanted mi n kor to go out eat dinner with him... Haix... I dunno... So sad... Haix... tt's the down turn in my day... Haix...

Went for steamboat at Marina Bay! So nice! So yummy! Met up with 1/2 the gang! Took sooo many pics today budden found out the digi cam didnt store the freakin pics. FUCK. Haha. Had soo much fun! Best is wen we were lyk cookin the sotong and Fiona dropped the hot sotong on Benny! Haha... & mi n Kor keep wanting to "kiap" e same food @ e same time. I hate him! Keep "kiap-ing" my food! Heee. Rachel u e best! Help mi CHOP e crabs! Or else Zen ge ge thy all PIG my one!

Homex now. Cal stil angry. Haix. 1000 sorries. muAcks! Hazel hunni goin to slp. Juz removed her make-up. Weeee... Confused again... Should i or should i not continue?

Saturday, August 07, 2004

Junior. Confused.

Went KTV l8r with the gang. Sang lotsa sad songs. Was reali sad. Yup. Dunno y. I tink PMS or sumthing? hahx. Really no idea. Mayb bcuz im tinkin too much.

Ya. I tink miss calvin & hazel too much? I dunno. I shldnt be tt emotionally attached... Weee. Kk. Back home. Nw rotting. Cleaned my air con... So dusty inside! No wunder! Bleahx. Sowi xxx Kor. muAcks! Miz ya Calvin... I tink... Sowi Blog. No mood to talk... Sad.

Arghx... Worst is i have tish stalker guy tt keeps callin my cell!! grrx. better don let mi find out who gave him my no.!! SO irritating! Thnks Riex jie anyway! Jephthah! Fiona too! Calvin dear too... For intercepting the call...

Dunno y, but can sense Cal's upset with mi ovr sumthin. Dunno.. Heee. Budden he sent mi a cheerful gd nite sms. Im tinkin too much rite? Oh wells... I luv ya too idiot! Weee.. Sad.

Friday, August 06, 2004

Junior. Is. A. Bad. Kid.

Haix... Sorry bloggie. Really tired & moody & sad & confused the whole week. Yupps. Haix... I am sooper confused becoz of..... Those tt are cloz to mi shld noe whu bahx. So sad. Was sick. Yep. Ok la. THnks Zul & C-lian Jie! Heee. I dunno. Budden i went to NP to meet a fwen. Went home. Went Fiona's house, met Vic ge ge get to back my visor, went to Chris shop to wait for xxx Kor. Went NTUC to buy my chips.

xxx is a very bad Kor. Keep bullying mi one! Bleahx. He eats Mcdonald fries without salt.. So cute rite? Hahx. xxx Kor stayed over my place.. SO SOWI!! He had to slp on e floor.. Cuz he say my room air con nt workin.. IT WAS!! Arnd 430am i woke up being too cold. So sowi.. xxx Kor if u read my blog im sowi k?

He woke up arnd 8 plus & was late for his stats test.. OMG. His paper starts at 9. Haix. I feel bad. I didnt hear his cell ring. Bleahx.

Thursday, August 05, 2004

I hate the name Stanley. Alot. Don't ask mi why. I juz hate it. I oso hate those with those cheena names. period.

Wednesday, August 04, 2004

Hunni cut her fringe... Looks so much different. No Comments. Silence is the best policy. Bleahx.

Junior. Is. Damn. Fucked. Up.

I had a sooper bad day. Freakin bad. wadever i do, something crops up, & everything goes wrong. Fucking hell. Spent $4 to get around on buses today, can even alight at the wrong stop. Fuck. Went to arcade... Won lyk 13 credits budden kana scolded for being too asshole. Ya. So i have to give up my seat to his chee bye fwen. Fuck.

Worst of all. I had to cancel my wakeboarding today. Wee $80 gone... Sianz... Haix... Juz to go back sch for a 12 noon meeting. I was not notified in the 1st place! So i was like dotz... Hello? I was lyk already at East Coast? & den he threaten mi say don give mi peer evaluation points... mofo. Thnks for helpin me have a "gr8" day. Oh ya. I tink my grp leader for ICCM is abit gay... period.

Didn't get a chance to meet Felix in school today, & YA. Saw tt freaky stalker guy again. My god... I have to run, & i tripped over my jeans, n splat. Congratulations! I won e top prize. Went for NYP's NDP crap. Such a watse of time... Haix... Ppl were bidding for biscuits. Someone paid $200 for a small pack of titbits.

*I'm trying not to input alot of things in my bloggie... ommited lots due to its violence.*

Thnks alot Shu Yi, Kathy, Li Ru for e encouragement talk! muAcks! You all R da best sistas! Thnks Liang Jie too... Hee i was lyk wanna cry in the sports hall wen tokin abt tt asshole to her.. Ya... Very frustrating!! Thnks Zul 4 listening to mi whine too! muAcks! Thnks Chew lian da xin xin too! MuAcks!

Calvin dear... I really understand... Don't worry k? muAcks! My gf Hazel gt new haircut! Heee... Oh ya, one way to cool down is to "da xiao ren"!! It made mi happier. Lots happier.

[Jasen Kor Looks Lyk Julian Hee! Certified by Jack & Junior Ang]

* Xiao Ren of xxx. Kana slapped with slipper, crushed, poked with needles. Hmpf.

Tuesday, August 03, 2004

Junior Hates Today. ALOT.

Today suxs. I hate today. I dunno y, but i went home and lyk having PMS. Haha. period. Was feeling really really moody. I asked my neighbour to shuddup. Im an idiot rite? Fark. Thier kid is lyk screaming freaking hell for Saint Pete's sake!

Woke up early today ALL BY MESELF!! Ya. Went to AJC today.. Accompany Kor for some interview. Ya. Went to ACJC & RJC today oso. I think i lyk RJC the best. The uniform is cool, the school is cool, everything is cool. Yeps. & Ms Jenna Goh( i tink tt's her name) offered mi sooo many sweets in the office lor!! Haha. Weee. Bleahx.

Today in class was fun. Zu & Ros was lyk makin fun of mi!! I was lyk copying my biz finance notes & thy kp pestering mi!! Haha. Bleahx. Weeee. Revised abit of biz finance. I better ask Ros for help. Or i am soo way screwed for Friday...

Went to the arcade too! Was damn pissed. My air slam is gettin very very lousy. Ya. Muz train my Athena liao. period. Ok thnks to some guy in my class for returning my Levi's sweater!! I didnt realise i dropped it outside Jubilee!!

Ok. Feeling really moody now. I was like very rude to ALL my "chiong" buddies.. So Sorry!! Really not in the mood mahx!! Ya. Dunno Friday doing wad, stay home, go Chi Blackx, Zouk, Phuture, Embargo, PS watch movie, or juz chill with Kor wherever his goin? Haix. Any suggestions? Anyone?

Monday, August 02, 2004

Junior's Hilton & Jasen Richie

Ok. Class today was good. enjoyed myself. yupps! My new class is lyk very hardworkin ppl. So different from my class. My class skips lectures lyk crazy, while my new class goes for lectures spontaneously lyk they're addicted to it... So way... period.

Ok. Had to do cross cultural tingy with Ming Hong.. Ok i don wanna comlpain, budden he thinks too much & wants too much. Hello? The teacher wants 3 points... Juz gib him 3 & get over and done with!! Bleahx. OK la, he's really a nice guy.. crosses fingers.

Ok. I am really really happy today. Jasen Kor Kor finally called mi. Budden i was lyk doing the freakin project so didn't have a chance to talk much with him... Sucks Big Time. Bottomline ish im really happy he called. muAcks Jasen Kor Kor!

Sunday, August 01, 2004

Kor bought this trucker cap for mi!! muAcks! Heee...

ThE wHitE PaRtY!!

Hee. Had a party today at Kelly's house today!! Thnks Kelly dear! muAcks! I really luv'd the gathering! Rachel & I planned to gather the 20 of us today for a party since we hardly went out as a group since our term started...

Theme of party---> WHITE!! Hee. My favourite color. Bleahx. Everyone today turned up in white!! So way white!! Haha. Hey guys, thnks for turning up. ALL OF YOU! I thght a few like Naomi & Benny won't be free but they turned up in the end... muAcks!

Luv Ya All!! Buddies 4 life!!

Zen <--total idiot
Jack <--my kor
Rachel <--cr8zi sista
Penelopee <--"mama"
Angel <--cloz sista
Benny <--Vespa Kor
Fiona <--best neighbour!
Melissa <--lesbian sista
Hansel <--anthr idiot
Kelly <--rich sista!
Monica <--horny bitchy sista
Jamie <--couzin
Hazel <--my hunni gf
Michelle <--Melissa's lesbian gf
Daniel <--Joker!
Lester <--cartoon fan!
Naomi <--mama no.2
Beverly <--quiet sista
Vanessa <--anthr horny bitch!
Chris <--dum dum!

Sorry guys for being childish at all tyms... Haha... & needing u guys to keep scoldin and reminding mi... Ya.. Resoultion to study v. hard le!! Weee~ Enjoyed myself today! I luv ya guys!