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Friday, August 13, 2004

Junior's. Thoughts.

I feel tt i am not a good bf towards Hazel & Calvin. Haix. I feel sooo guilt-ridden now. I thght thru many things. About my priorities & stuff? Had a really really gd talk with my Kor & Maxel.

Like Steve ge ge oways told mi "Time to grow up!" I think e time has come? I found out tt i'm neglecting my studies, hurting ppl's feelings, getting lazier & lazier, starting to feel lyk a total train wreck myself.

Time to get back on track.. & fix all the problems.. Although certain stuff are too late to amend, budden, i wanna strt a clear up e mess i made. Yep. With my new classmates' help i tink i can! Weee.. Hazel I luv u. Calvin i luv u too.

Msn'd with Calvin & he thinks i am hiding things from him. I feel tt mayb sometimes i do, but, I dont wanna rake up sad memories, its lyk peelin the bandage off a fresh wound.. Cal dear i know u really really care.. You were really really worried wen i ran off suddenly.. I won't do it again. I promise. I promise i'll tell u everything. You muz tell mi everything too. I know u do read my blog.. I hope.. Ya.. So u juz know k? muAcks..

I sooo hope to see Hazel hunni at the chalet on the 21st.. I miss her soo much.. I wanna celebrate my 18th Birthday with her.. Hee.. She says she got something to give mi tt day.. Nt sure wad is it.. Budden i hope its nt xxxxxxxxxxxxx. Haha.

Read Kathy's blog too. So sad to see wad she wrote. Beauty is in e eye of the beholder.. Luv is blind. If u fall for someone, u juz fall for tt someone. You may nt even know if u have fallen in luv. You have to feel it. 4get it. I'm not fit to talk abt luv wen i messed up my own r/s...

I found my Princess & Prince Charming. But whr is my happy ending?