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Saturday, September 18, 2004

Junior. Awakes.

Had a dissapointing day.. Cuz nv meet my dear.. Tml also cannot see him.. & e many days after.. Im feeling soo empty inside.. Dunno y oso.. I dunno.. Im nt confused.. Im juz luv-sick? Even i myself dunno.. Whu can cure mi?

His workin tml.. Thght he can make it to my house.. Fine.. Working is gd! So he can look aft'd mi! I need lotsa lookin aft! muAhahaha.. But i don wanna be dependant on him! Im nt a leech! Weeee.. I wanna look aft'd him too! Feeling damn down now.. Dunno wad to say to him too.. Arghx.. Y am i feeling sooo horrid nw..

Thght we cld have our dinner.. catch a show.. & i send him home.. So wanna meet tt dum dum for da 1st tym.. Wanting him to hold & hug mi.. Sobx.. Instead i end up callin Rach go Bishan J8 with mi to eat.. Worst is i see ppl i don lyk thr.. Sowi Rach for e misunderstanding wor.. Thnks for treatng mi e choc cake wor..

Heee.. I'll listen to u & start saving ching ching in my bank.. Arghx.. I wanna be financially independant! Don wan u all keep treating mi stuff! Grrrr.. & i saved $30 today! Yay! Weee..

In pain everywhr oso.. Kinda sunburnt from playing tennis wit William ge this morn.. But it doesnt matter.. Cuz somewhr deep dwn hurts more.. Arghx.. Today's entree is ermm very very messy.. Arghx.. Im juz typing wad goes thru my brain nw..

Time for mi to wake up le.. Start revising le.. Zen ge ge said something tt triggered mi.. Mayb it'll kill all e lazy cells in mi.. "Junior di ure smart, u tink fast, but ure juz plain lazy. You have to change tt att'd!"

Each word cut deep into mi.. Mayb i shld start on revision.. Muz start doing my tutorials.. Haix..