Wednesday, September 08, 2004

Junior. Cried.


Went out to have supper with Edison & Fiona.. Arghx.. I cried again.. Recieved a call.. Made mi very confused & sad.. I am soo confused.. I know wad i want now.. But i am afraid.. So afraid.. To lose those i luv & those tt luv mi..


Would i lose tt someone if we develop our fwenship into a r/s? I don wanna lose_____. Tt someone has become an impnt part of my life.. I feel soo bad.. I thought tings thru. I don wanna waste anyone else's time.. Gonna make things clear by today hopefully..


Am i really tt attractive? I am ugly, stoopid, childish, dumb, idiotic etc.. Y do some ppl wanna fall for mi..? I juz made them wait for mi.. Am i leading them on..? Arghx.. I moved on aft my br8.. I know it takes time.. It hurts alot.. Its not easy.. But life has to go on..


Im gonna be commited soon.. To tt special special someone.. That is if tt someone accepts mi.. Or i'll be tired of r/s & stay single..

[_Flirtish Fwens_]
*click.head.to.link*
*under.construction*



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