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Saturday, September 11, 2004

Junior. Is. Confused. Again.

Arghx.. I am feeling very down now.. Recieved sms from ____. Izzit a hint to reconcile & get back together? Or am i thinking too much? I clean forgotten abt ____ le. I dont wanna hurt ____ again. Its oso very hurting for mi too.. Very very very very hurting.. I don wanna be hurt again..

"K" told mi his sick with headache.. MuAcks.. Muz take care worx! Kinda sad oso.. Cuz nvr bother to reply my sms EVERYTIME! Nvr call mi lyk promised too! HmpF! Sms mi oso ermm nt about "mi" stuff.. Is "K" serious..? Or..? Arghx.. But "K" is sooo hardworking & caring.. "K" is lyk a catalyst for mi to work hard & to luv him too..

I am feeling sooo confused.. I need an answer from ppl i lyk.. Nt ppl tt lyk mi.. I wanna woo.. Nt be woo'd.. But i need to be looked after in a R/s.. I can't look aft my dears well.. But will try my best.. Feeling soo moody.. Soo lost..

I juz need someone tt would hold mi wen we go out, be there for mi wen i'm in all my different moods.. & i promise i won't flirt arnd.. Nt anymore..

Gonna go for a midnight jog.. Laters!