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Sunday, October 31, 2004

Junior. Blah. Blah.

Heee.. Photo embossed to protet identity of _____ (>.<) Maybe i will turn str8 one day? MAYBE.. JUZ A BIG MAYBE.. Fine wit being Bi for now.

Guess who? No prize for guessing right wor.. Maybe a ____? Heee..

Wad Junior sees thru a bottle @ da' beach! Sunny.. Hot.. Bikinis.. Racks... :x

Jean "hunney". Anyway my photo album's up~ Rach & cliques u guys can go see da' pix le!

Missed all my new friends.. Soo many, too many to name all.. Go eat my medicine liao.. Ka-pui~

& stop tellin mi my entry's gettin shorter & shorter.. Im lazy!

Junior. Is. Sick.

I declare to da world today Mr Jun is fuckin sick right now. If u guys got any last word u guys wanna pass to mi plz do that now cuz i might not even make it for tmr.

One last party to go today.. One last xxx.. One last of ____. Im not having enuf slp, dehydrated, insomianic, stressed & totally shagged.

Seriously.. I hope some ppl get a life.. I don wanna sound rude.. BUT i reali do try to talk to everyone on my MSN list..

Juz tt sometyms i 4gt to set "Away" Got cursed by 5 fuckers calling mi a "dao kia". Fuck dem.

I feel totally weird... Im actually missin someone which i totally shouldnt do.

Thursday, October 28, 2004

Junior & Simple Plan-Welcome To My Life-

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
But deep inside you're bleeding

No you don’t know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don’t know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Wednesday, October 27, 2004

Junior. Quake.

Feeling soo much jealousy in mi now. Why did i lose? Am i not gd enuf? Mayb its_____.

My blog's getting messy all over again.. Oh wells.

Time to go out to drink & relax. Lift those thought off ma mind awhile.. Anyway "Quake" is quite a nice dwink.

& i learnt how to concoct simple cocktails! WooHoo~

Tuesday, October 26, 2004

Junior. &. Scratches.

Sober now. My back stings. Lotsa scratch marks on it. Ouch!

Monday, October 25, 2004

Junior's. World.

Fuck u. u. u. & u. So wad if im a flirt? I don give a shit. I luv sex, parties, clubbing & socializing. If u cant handle mi, fucking set mi free.

If u wan mi to be nice to u,
1. Bribe mi
2. Interest mi with sumthing ure gd in
3. Treat mi
4. Be of certain use to mi
5. Not fwens wit ppl i don lyk

But i guess im easily bribed.. Heee.. Gonna go out have early early br8fast! Weeee.. I luv strip parties! Heee..

Junior & ____

Too lethargic to blog.. Feeling dam sick from all-night parties.. Hopping from one party to e nxt one.. The sex, booze, shots, gals & guys. Hee.. Im feeling da' heat!

Kana shoot by Jasen kor for miss(ed) him.. Grrr.. I MISS YOU! Hmpf! You still owe mi a date! Interest + Tax + GST = ur treat out! Hmpf!

Nemo i miss u.. & many others etc la.. Ya ya.. So wad if Kor & mi is on MTV? Not much of a big deal wad.. I look soo ugly.. Wait. I am U.G.L.Y. Haix.. Sobx sobx.. Too tired le.. Fingers cant move.. Zzzzzz..

Friday, October 22, 2004

Junior. &. dunno-wad-to-blog.

Packed my luggage.. Kinda heavy.. Anyway got Kor, Zen, Edison & Alex to help mi carry! Weeee.. Gonna enjoy myself as usual~!

So many tings i haven do.. Arghx..

Kinda made a pact with Nemo.. I talk in a deep voice.. He slims down.. Heee.. Both seems soo impossible :x

Wanna know sumthing? Im stil tinking of dyeing my hair dirrty ash or juz buy my rip curl boardshorts.. Arghx.. Cant believe i haven gotten over it.. Maxel Kor gotta scold mi more..

Stephen said sowi.. Say he'll never doubt my words again.. Diao.. Im lyk ???????

Forgot muz pass my digicam to Charles Kor.. Arghx.. Shiat~

I really luv the msn function BLOCK. 19 ppl currently blocked.. I got no time to entertain their petty games.. Or im juz too pissed.. Oh wells..

Does it matter? I'll rather have less fwens.. Totally hate ppl saying i got lotsa fwens.. Im popular.. CUZ IM NOT.. FUCK U MOFOS!

Thursday, October 21, 2004

Junior. Daphne. &. Celeste. - U.G.L.Y

"U.G.L.Y - you ain't got no alibi you ugly!
U.G.L.Y - you could make an onion cry
U.G.L.Y - like an alien chased by the F.B.I.
U.G.L.Y - you ain't got no alibi you ugly!"

http://www.angelfire.com/un/carolsheaven/ugly.wma

Copy the link above to ur Internet Explorer to listen.. (>.<)~* I juz cant stop laffing.. Heee.. Learning how to rap it out.. Wahahaa.. Back to napping.. Zzz..

Wednesday, October 20, 2004

Junior. Mambos~

Chant "Bunshinsaba" and scribble on an "Ouija" board with a pen.. I curse u dead! Wahaha.. Kept squeezing my Kor's hand.. Soo scared.. >.<

Valerie, Min Min & Serene. Heee.. Min min looks abit lyk Sun Yan Zi rite? Wahahaha.. Soo many guys keep asking her for her hp no.. =_=" Den soo many whispering wen i sat at Mac with her.. "Is tt Yan Zi? Why look so much lyk her?" Dotz........

Mich & Monica. Best fwens 4ever~ Mich got mi Famous Amos Cookies! Weee.. Budden share abit here.. There.. Everywhere.. Den no more le.. Sobx Sobx.. Sadded.

Ah Long, Kor & Bernard. I "hate" Bernard! He's soo strong.. Arghx.. I wan muscles too.. He can carry mi & my Kor.. Bleahx.. Heee.. Thought Ah Long is lyk a typical Ah Beng.. But his soo nice.. Hailed a cab but let mi & Kor go off 1st.. Gonna meet him for dinner tml.. Weee..

My 3 fox sisters Yan, Esther, Stella & Mr Congo Bushman! Wahaha.. See their cultivation skills.. All 3 of them look so flirt lor! Stil kept callin mi 1000-year fox-spirit.. They 10,000-year fox-spirits lor! Hmpf! All becuz of them.. I down'd 3-4 jugs of Heineken.. *secret* Arghx.. Had such a horrible hangover.. Puke..

Banged into Vera on my way out.. Hee.. Huggies! Missed her soo much soo much! Wahahaha.. More huggies! Imagine a bamboo stick hugging a human jumping up & down.. =_=" Im stil soooooo skinny!

Yvonne & her bf + black gorilla Ah Bi! Heee.. Stoopid gorilla kept saying mi & my kor lo.. Say we oways MIA.. Say my Kor in Melb can be excused, but i in S'pore but nvr jio her out.. *pull ear* Ouch! Don lyk her! Oways bully mi! Hmpf!

My cuzin Jamie & her classmates. Wahaha.. So happy they all can make it! Thought Jamie & her Hello Kittys not cumin.. Got soo many free kiss kiss & hug hug! Heee..

Off to make more ginger tea.. The tea Kor makes TASTED SOOO HORRIBLE.. I guess is his ginger tea tt made mi puked.. Bleahx.

Tuesday, October 19, 2004

Junior's. Rainy. Day. Out.

Went to meet up with my two idiotic fwens Kingsley & Iris.. Grrr.. Bluff mi all da way to Laselle juz to tell mi xxxxxxx.. Heee.. *secret* Thanks alot! Luv u both! I hate rain. Feet wet. I hate.

Lyk my ass? I do have an ass ok.. Grrr.. Jen, Siew, Fred & my ass.

Summary of today: Made 5 new fwens in e arcade.. Wahaha.. I muz have better social r/s with other ppl..

Saw a very disgusting person.. Imagine tight yellow top, high waist jeans & disgustingly gay posture. Eeeeww.. Stop staring over here plz~

Xiao Zong your bf rocks.. So shuai.. So cute.. Worst is Xiao Zong say:" Jun stay AWAY hor.. He's mine.. All mine.. Muahahaha.." *cough*

Fuck.. Tml going out with Marc.. Ewwww.. Bo-bian.. He say til lyk he's gonna die if i don see him.. My god.. Another day of cheapskateness & cheaponess..

Gonna havoc Zouk tml! Mambo~

Junior's. Schedule!

For the remaining:

October
19th Out with Apple & fwens to shop
20th Zouk!
21st Rest day! No plans yet!
22nd Prepare luggage!
23rd
to HOLIDAYS! HAWAII HONOLULU!
30th
31st Haloween! Time to party @ Devils Bar!

November
1st week Outing with MB class!
2nd week Nemo datex!

Oh ya.. Jasen Kor u owe mi a datex too! Grrr.. Soo bz.. So packed.. Arhgx

Junior. &. Twin. Jack.

Stop commenting on how we dress can? So wad if we wear the same Tee.. Same Levi's 518.. Same Converse sneakers.. So Wad? So wad if we look alike?

Cant stand ppl staring.. I hate the extra attention.. I hate the stares..

Watched Vanity Fair! Its not a bad show! It about how a woman strives to get herself a better life. All her hardship.. Describes tt all ppl, Me.. You.. Everyone has materialistic wants.. & we are all working towards tt goal of living a better life..

Dropped my hotdog on Scott.. Den my Kor spilled 1/2 of his popcorn on him.. Hee.. Poor Scott! Soo poor thing! Kana "kiap" in between mi & my Kor.. Wahahaha..

Ivy! Aiyo.. Mi & Kor met up with her for dinner.. Waited for her to cum out from the toilet for 20 mins.. Thght she died in there wanted to call security liao.. Her not-so-excited face after we made soo much noise den she strolled out.. Grrr..

Nice? Infatuated with strawberries lately.. Sooooo yummylicious! Weeee.. The cream.. OooHh AhhHh~

I got in contact with quite a no. old fwens.. Fwens from the past.. Suddnenly all popping out from dunno whr.. Soo many things to do.. Soo many ppl to meet up with.. Soo many soo manys..

I feel lyk a genie in a bottle, baby, gotta rub mi e rite way hunni.. *winkz*

Monday, October 18, 2004

Junior. Finds. Out.

I found out e wonders of blocking ppl on MSN! You nvr ever have to talk to dem anymore! Weee.. I am a stuck-up, spoiled-brat, arrogant, fucked up, bastard & flirt. Sooo its best u get off my planet.

Shot Nemo so many times on the phone.. Called him "fat pig" & "Eric Tsang" countless times.. Felt kinda bad (naH!).. Cuz my cordless no batt.. Den "Kup" him again.. Lub him lots lots.. But his dam stingy! Very kiam-siap! Very "n-giao"!

I made a promise to my Kor--->

NOT TO WHINE SOO MUCH.. SO THERE. NO MORE WHINING OR SULTRY VOICE..

I dropped soo many hints.. Gave ya too many chances to ask mi out.. Too many too manys.. Too many "i luv u" le.. Why am i always lyk tt? I show interest in ppl nt interested in mi.. Yet i am disinterest towards those tt lyk mi?

If only u knew.. Y are u soo stoopid? Arghx.. My blog's gettin messy again..

Sunday, October 17, 2004

Junior. &. Oscar.

I need a new haircut.. My hair is exploding.. =_= Hmmm.. Or shld i dye first?

It shit mathar fucker fuck shit rained wen i stepped out of my lift.. But it didnt rain 3 bustops away.. FUCK.. Both is AMK.. But y i soo suay..

Met up with Oscar again.. He was nice.. So sweet and all.. Helped mi carry my stuff.. Budden.. Jasen Kor knows y la.. Arghx.. Oscar reali looks lyk Jasen.. Wahahaha..

My Kor joined us l8r.. His back AGAIN.. Fuck.. He has soo much ching ching to fly here there everywhr lo.. Heee.. Oscar treated us to Hagen Daaz! Weeee.. Double Choco Fudge! Oscar oso helped mi dried my clothes.. Heeee..

I left to go CCK.. Eric took my jacket home.. HmpF! Nothing much happened today bah.. Except an accidental kiss, goodbye hug & a touching sms..

Saturday, October 16, 2004

Junior. &. Summary. Of. Events.

I luv'd this movie! "2046" By Wong Kar Wai! Damn nice! Its even better den "In The Mood For Love"! Wahahaha.. I do have a liking for this kind of deep thought movie.. (Not only horror & sadistic shows hor!) Especially wen Takuya Kimura is in it! His sooo shuai~ @_@# Buden his cameo appearance damn freakin short..

Nvm.. There's Tony Leung~ @_@# Thnks BQ for the treat~ Lalalalala..

Woke up with a ok-ok-not-so-bad hangover.. Wanted to puke.. But nothing came out.. Anyway was way dizzy.. Called Nemo to entertain him.. Wahahaha.. & dont shoot mi e nxt time i say i lub u! Hmpf! We both have a common enemy. It is a FAT, DISGUSTING & FUCKIN POSER. Guess who???

Got to know Oscar today.. He looks soo much lyk Jasen Kor! Wahahaha.. The looks, movement & even talking voice! =.=" But.. He's damn sissy. Oops. I shldnt say tt. Buden his "niang-ness" = Jasen + Junior.. Worst is his str8!!! *Ka-Pui*

Gonna find out more about him! Totally spies with Kelly! muAhahaha..

Didnt go China Black eventually.. Ended up at Acid Bar.. Grrrr.. So freaking expensive there.. *cough blood*

Read Zach's blog juz now.. Felt soo hurt.. He called mi a flirt.. Haix.. Mayb tt's wad i am.. A flirt.. A social-butterfly.. I go around br8king ppl's heart.. I juz need the right guy/gal to guide mi. Someone firm with mi..

I dont have tt many Kors & Jies.. Y should he mind about all these if he truly cares.. Is a social status title tt impnt if u truly cared about someone?

I hate the word POPULAR.

Jeph & Gary gt r/s probx.. Poor Gary.. Muz be tt thing bully him again.. Seriously i cant bring myself to sympathise with Jeph. I hate him. Alot. Only he knows wad he has done. He's a total stranger to mi now. Anyway, cheer up Gary!

List of things i gotta do:
1. To dye or nt to dye hair dirrty ash -$60
2. M8 appointment cut hair -$14
3. Save $ for Hawaii trip -$500
4. Clear debts -$150
5. Get x present -$50
6. Prep for Halloween -$x
7. Clean room
8. Buy my checked jeans -$75
9. Gain 2 kg
10.Buy Sun Yan Zi's Album on Oct 28th -$20
11.Buy Britney's Compilation Album -$20
12.Buy Celestial Zone Book 19!

I need a job.. I cant stay home be 2nd young master liao.. Arghx..

Friday, October 15, 2004

Junior. &. Zouk.

Edison e freakin smoker. I went home smelling lyk a cig butt ALL bcuz of him.. Eewww.. But thanks for treating mi the Takopachi.. Heee.. No mayonaise.. No garlic.. Sowi wor.. Heee..

Apple's frens.. Wahahah.. Siew Ting, Apple & Pam! Weee.. Gonna go shopping wit them this Sunday~ Weee.. I need to get some arsehole a present.. Bleahx.. *secret*

I need to get myself new trunks! Gonna go on a holiday to sunny sunny Honolulu, Hawaii! Cant wait to meet Kor thr! I miss him sooo much.. Zen, Edison, Rachel, Fiona, Michelle & Benny goin! Weeee.. Hope no terrorists attck.. Or else my mum will freak out.. *pui*

My jies! Wahahaha.. I lub them lots lots lots.. Thanks for consoling mi yst.. Felt damn bad to ruin both ur moods.. Heee.. I will try to talk to September.. Haix.. & you both owe mi a Franpucinno each! Grrrr...

Michelle & some of her weirdo fwens.. One of dem is looks alot lyk Fiona Xie.. Weeee.. Thnks Jerry for getting mi my AK45! I finally had drinks with alcohol content! Missed my shots sooo much~

My "blackie mamas".. Wahaha.. Thy are getting more & more tanned.. Im getting less & less tanned.. Izit a good ting or bad situtation? Anyway promised dem Monday go swimming.. Muz bring more more sun-tan lotion! I wanna get fair! *winkz*

*cough*cough* Willie & ??? secret character.. Wahahaha..

Fiona with Gillian acting paranoid.. Heee.. Fiona getting a modeling job.. So happy for her.. Wahahaha.. Muz force her treat mi go out eat eat to celebrate!

Poor Justin! Have to carry "Beverly The Elephantress".. Wahahaha.. Had a gr8 nite out with my bimbotic crew! Weee.. I had Avril Lavigne's eyes! Thnks Rachel for helping mi look sooo xxxxxxxxxx! Wahahaha.. Had such a gothic look! Weee..

Shit mathar fucker fuck shit fabulous time ystday! But felt damn shittified.. Cuz i dampened everyone's moods.. I guess society is stil v. conservative bah..

Tt's maybe why i got the slap from September.. I broke her heart.. She gave mi a slap.. I guess we're quits now.. Feeling lyk a jerk.. Feeling lyk shit.. But tt's mi..

Junior. &. Mugging.

DARK EYE RINGS.... DARK EYE RINGS.... DARK EYE RINGS....

I mugged from 1am-7am.. Shocking? Stunning? Unbelievable? Miraculous? Weee.. I am soo dead beat.. Praying i can store data till exam ends.. Arghx..

I need some Zzzzz or else tonight not going anywhr.. I miss Zouk.. I miss Thumper.. I miss China Black.. I miss Rouge.. I miss Acid Bar.. I miss Double O.. I miss Phuture.. I miss Liquid Room..

I miss clubbing! I seriously need shots b4 i go crazy.. Wait.. Im already crazy.. Too late! Weeeeee.. Weeeeeee.. Bleahx..

Junior's. Crap-Shit.

Felix finally moved back home.. Soo sad.. No one hum song to put mi to bed le..

Thnks Christian & Stephen for e sms! V encouraging! Will try not to be depressed.. Felt reali low.. Cheered up abit when talking to Nemo..

Darryl soo poor ting.. Broke his leg.. Dum dum.. Told him to be careful wen bike riding at night.. How to look after mi wen cant look after yrself? Tsk Tsk..

Thaddeus tt idiot cumin to find mi l8r at NYP.. Weeee.. Want to see mi look shagged onli.. Grrr.. Wearin glasses tml.. EYES PAIN PAIN PAIN!!!

I luv Jasen Kor! But im tokin less & less to him.. Arghx.. Sharing less & less secrets with him.. I wonder y.. I miss whining to him.. Heee..

I am suppressing lotsa stuff.. I am not happy & cheerful lyk wad everyone thinks i am.. I hate my parents.. They are gr8 parents, but thy dont understand mi & my Kor..

I need.. I want.. I guess its time.. Time for a..

Hershey's Cookies & Cream Chocolate! Wahahaha..

Thursday, October 14, 2004

Junior. & Club. 21.

I went shopping with September today. Let mi correct tt, WINDOW SHOPPING.. Spent all my ching ching for this week on food & rubbish.. Soo broke now..

Went Club 21. Sept she bought herself a top.. $144.. *vomits blood*.. Sooo freaking expensive! But its damn unique!

Saw Alex & his fren in town.. Got to know his fren Tian Le! Sooooo shuai! *winkz* Thnks for footing the bill at Crepes & Cream!

Home now.. Took a nap.. Damn shagged.. I made lotsa ppl disappointed today.. Don wanna tok abt it..

Junior's. Hatelist.

01.I hate fat freaks
02.I hate cheapskates
03.I hate corn, peas & baked beans
04.I hate AMK Central
05.I hate Joanna Ho tt slut
06.I hate studying
07.I hate Diet Coke
08.I hate salads
09.I hate watchin political shows
10.I hate Jephthah! Welcum into my Top 10!
11.I hate slpin early
12.I hate being too social
13.I hate poverty
14.I hate bullies
15.I hate yogurt of any sort
16.I hate posers
17.I hate insects
18.I hate Ho Yeow Sun
19.I hate churches
20.I hate pastors
21.I hate christians
22.I hate indians
23.I hate negros
24.I hate 5566
25.I hate ego ppl
26.I hate vain ppl
27.I hate sticky r/s
28.I hate boy bands
29.I hate beer
30.I hate rainy days
31.I hate cheena
32.I hate cheena ppl
33.I hate eating & nt get fat
34.I hate little india
35.I hate nt having ching ching $$
36.I hate torturing my stomach
37.I hate travelling to far places
38.I hate lame ppl
39.I hate jokes
40.I hate body odours
41.I hate Jonathans
42.I hate Stanleys
43.I hate cheena names
44.I hate guys wit long nails
45.I hate borin ppl
46.I hate my parents
47.I hate my uncle
48.I hate nerds
49.I hate x70
50.I hate snoring ppl
51.I hate basketball
52.I hate soccer
53.I hate fair ppl
54.I hate housework
55.I hate cleaning
56.I hate no sex
57.I hate copycats
58.I hate old pervert
59.I hate Chinatown
60.I hate nice ppl
61.I hate angels
62.I hate exams
63.I hate teachers
64.I hate NYP
65.I hate statistics
66.I hate accounts
67.I hate maths
68.I hate finance
69.I hate Giordano
70.I hate KFC
71.I hate crying
72.I hate kids
73.I hate r/s
74.I hate attch'd ppl
75.I hate married ppl
76.I hate being early
77.I hate waiters
78.I hate heat
79.I hate oldies
80.I hate homophobics
81.I hate judgmental ppl
82.I hate bus rides
83.I hate Ah Bengs
84.I hate Ah Lians
85.I hate Newton
86.I hate SengKang
87.I hate Khatib
88.I hate gettin hurt
89.I hate stalkers
90.I hate tinkin
91.I hate fishin
92.I hate calculators
93.I hate JCs
94.I hate army
95.I hate life
96.I hate good ppl
97.I hate God
98.I hate injections

100.I hate my complicated life

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

Junior. &. Suay. Day.

Kaoz.. Today damn suay.. Saw "suay-shen" in town.. EEEwwwww.. Stil come forward say "HI!" to mi.. Siao liao.. Looks lyk i gonna be suay siao a few days.. Shittified!

I ate & studied at The Coffee Conneisseur (TCC) today.. Arghx.. Damn broke le.. Buden the food thr was gr8.. Especially the cheesecake $4.90! WooHoo! The Choccocino $5.90 was not bad too! Wanted to try After-Dinner Mint Tea.. Buden $11.90.. Ouch! Spent cloz to $20 eating alone today.. Bought $9+ of sushi..

Y CAN'T I GET ANY FATTER? Grrr..

The service was nt bad.. Except e guy tt kept gaving mi dirrty looks.. Lyk i cant pay lyk tt.. Found out alot of foreigners lyk to dine thr.. Studied til neck cramp.. Arghx..

Went PS play arcade.. Wanted to meet Steve.. Budden he wit his fwen shoppin.. Hmmm.. Actually i juz asked him 4 fun.. Heee.. Darryl came to pei mi.. Weee.. Den I reali reali ANGRY with this bunch of super sissy grp of gays.. Eeeewww.. Ok i may be abit "niang" too..

BUDDEN THY WERE DAMN DISGUSTING.. Especially the 300kg piece of shit.. EEeewww.. One of e guys quite cute la.. Buden.. He "sa-shayed" hip left, ass right along with his sistas.. Sooo disappointing..

I totally gt nothin against dem la.. Buden thy reali attitude lor! Haix.. I'll nvr forget tt fat pig's face.. Especially wen thy did e clapping.. Yucks.

Nearly gt banged down by a car today.. Sobx.. Thnks Darryl for pullin mi back in.. Abit more hit my skinny legs liao.. *Sweat* Fine.. I cross roads blindly.. Will learn to lookout for myself le.. Went shopping instead of studying.. -_-" Got a shirt.. & some bracelets.. Wahahaha..

Gonna study my biz law liao.. Weee.. Haven reali started revision.. Countdown 12 hrs be4 my paper starts..

Last but not least..

I TOTALLY HATE JEPHTHAH ANG WEI JIE.

Eeewwwww.. Yucks.. Hmpf!

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

Junior & September.

Was supposed to study today.. But ended up meeting September! Weee.. Went PS to watch "Wimbledon". Damn nice show! Wahhaha..

Shopped with her.. Chit-chatted.. She kept pinching mi.. Cuz i kept annoying her.. *winkz* Saw Ling & gals.. Thnks for the caramel chocolates!

I sent her back home.. Sembawang wor.. I dozed off on my way back & over-sat all da way to Novena.. Arghx..

She said: "Cupid shot mi with a poison dart & ure my antidote" B4 i left.. Dunno wad it means oso.. But i lyk'd da sentence!

Junior's. Deep. Thoughts.

Feeling kinda shittified. Exams are cumin soon & im stil slacking my days off.. Im stil not feelin the exam heat..

Oh.. I found out i hate to share my Bf/Gf. Im a very selfish person. I dont lyk to double date. Eeewww.. I hate to share my best fwens too.. Edison, Zen & my Kor will be my best fwens ever.. We're lyk the cast from Sex & The City..

Kor is Carrie
Edison is Miranda
Zen is Charlotte
Junior is Samantha

I luv sex.. My voice suxs.. Sounds lyk Samantha's. The sultry slut kind.. I whine alot.. Maxel kor says i have a flirtish voice.. Arghx.. I guess im stil a social-butterfly.. (i invented the word "Social-Butterfly" Copyrighted by Junior)

Thought abit abt my r/s wen Edison asked mi.. Whu do i reali lyk? So mani ppl asked mi.. Whu's my new Bf? Whu im seeing? Wen im gonna be attch'd? I am totally clueless.. I onli noe im single & available.. Mayb unavailable? I dunno..

Did a review of ppl goin aftr mi:

Malcom is sweet & cute.. His actions touch mi.. Budden he toks too much about himself.. But i lyk his hugs.. I felt secure in his arms..

Stephen is very good to mi.. He doesnt force mi.. He treats mi real good.. Very gentle with mi.. *winkz* Can provide for mi too.. Wahahaha..

Darryl is Darryl! He makes mi happi! I kept laffing wen im with him.. Heee.. He luvs to hold my hands.. He pushes mi in carefour trams.. He scolds mi for my own gd.. His character is lyk a replica of my Kor's..

Felix is stil aftr mi.. I thght he'll give mi up.. Its been 3 months oredi.. He's staying at my house.. He's super duper cool.. His damn sweet to mi.. He doodles pictures to make mi happi..

Thaddeus was gr8.. He knew wad i lyk'd to dwink.. Sex On The Beach! He knew wad i lyk.. Wad's my fav color.. Wad i dislyk.. Wad am i tinkin.. Very patient with mi.. Treats mi juz rite.. Not too bad.. Not too shabby..

Christian is the most stylish.. I luv his hair.. I luv his bod.. Wahaha.. Make mi satisfied everywhr.. *winkz* His oso very caring towards mi.. Very open abt his "gay-ness".. Muz hold onto mi.. I lyk it tt way.. I dont wan a "shadowed" r/s..

Gary is stil aftr mi though his attch'd to my fwen.. Arghx.. He makes mi feel wanted? But i guess i made use of him as a spare tyre.. Sobx.. My bad.. But i moved on.. I juz hope he doesnt hurt my fwen.. Haix..

Shawn is quiet.. He juz listens to wad i have to say & tells mi wad to do.. He pays attention to mi.. Tt's wad i need.. He sms mi alot.. But he doesnt lyk to TALK.. I need ppl tt TALKS.. Cuz i TALK alot..

Brandon is thr for mi everytym i feel sad.. Everytym i wanna cry.. He can sense it.. He can tell wen my eyes decides to drop tears.. He understands whr my sadness cums from..

Eric is sumone i juz knew.. But i didnt let anyone noe.. Heee.. His capable of gettin wad i want.. (loaded wit lotsa ching ching) But he appears to mi as overly agressive.. Im being scared away..

e.g. If i say i wan Levi's N3Bp, he'll juz swipe his credit card & buy it for mi.. Arghx.. Tt's not wad im lookin for! Im not reali tt aftr materialistic wans!!

Oh ya.. Nemo is LTT.. I luv tokin to him.. I luv shootin him.. I luv learning more abt him.. Wahaha.. *winkz* I miss him. (sum ppl jealous wor..)

These are the 11 guys im seeing.. Sooo STOP ASKIN MI WHO DA HELL IM SEEING!

Monday, October 11, 2004

Junior. &. Famous. Amos.

Wahaha.. Im gonna appear on MTV soon.. Sooo happy.. *secret* Not gonna tell anyone! Wahahah.. I found out the wonders of make-up! Got to noe a few ppl thru xxxxxxx.. Kinda weird though.. Arghx..

Junior's Theory: "Gals can be very H.O.T after putting on make-up"

In town with Felix today.. Wanted to study but didnt had the mood.. Was shopping for Charles Kor's B-day present.. Haha.. Went Topshop.. Weee.. So mani nice shirts thr.. Wanted to go Crystal Jade Restaurant to eat.. But i saw someone i dont lyk eating thr.. Major eeewww..

So bo-bian chilled at Kinokunia.. Met up with Adam oso! Grrr.. Tt idiot oways hit mi on my head wen he sees mi! ANGRY! Im not a kid! Idiot! So long nvr see him he bcumin more & more shuai.. More & more fit..

I am starting to have very very weird cravings.. Wanted to eat Sushi.. Hokkien mee.. Soya beancurd.. Oyster omelette.. Omg.. Gonna go broke juz eating.. Haix..

Thnks Adam anyway.. Heee.. Bought mi Famous Amos no-nut cookies! I lub u! Wahahaha.. So long nvr eat it le.. Cuz no one treat mi! Weee..

Sunday, October 10, 2004

Junior. &. CCK.

Been goin CCK ystday & today.. I hate town.. I hate seein ppl i noe.. Im soo troubled! Arghx.. Lucifer ge gave mi this! (actually is i force him gib mi de!) Hee.. Budden its soo nice! I luv it!

The back view of the pouch! Wahahaha.. So simple & cute design! Stil haven thought of using it to store wad.. Hmmm..

28 books of Samurai X.. I kinda got addicted to it! Watching AXN every 11am-12noon.. Den 6pm-7pm.. Wahahaha..

Borrowed all from Banana.. So heavy wen i carried it home.. Worst is i hav to take gd care of it.. All the comics are soo NEW.. Typical of Banana.. Protect stuff til so well..

So troubled now.. Feeling sooo frustrated.. So confused.. So.. I dunno.. Gary is in a r/s with someone i noe.. Buden my fwen tells mi all thy talk about is me.. Arghx.. Wad the hell is goin on?

Worst is he tinks im the 3rd party.. -_-" Managed to clear tings up with mi fwen.. Buden.. It now has a permenant scar on our fwenship..

Some ppl are oso tryin to be mi.. I hate it soo much.. Yucks.. Totally hate it.. They need a life.

I guess im ending my social-butterfly days.. Know soo many ppl for wad? Haix.. Fwens everywhr so wad? Is it reali tt good to be popular? Popularity brings mi trouble onli..

I wanna be someone normal.. Someone whom no one takes notice of.. Someone tt will fade into the shadows ..

Friday, October 08, 2004

Junior. &. Jie-Fu!

Weeee.. So long nvr meet up wit Jeff a.k.a "Jie-Fu" (Brother-In-Law).. Met him at Admiralty & travelled down to Chinatown.. Den back to Choa Chu Kang.. Arghx.. I muz be damn free sia..

Felix gonna be my room-mate for 1 week! Weee.. His room under renovation.. Hee.. I totally forgot his cumin today.. He ended up waiting for mi at the void-deck.. Arghx..

Nvr went clubbing today.. Sooooooo sorry guys.. I dunno oso.. I totally dread goin to town.. I reali hate seeing certain ppl.. Sold my "The Exorcist" tix to Rach! Wahahaha.. *winkz*

Time for my bath! Weee....

Junior. &. Posers.

I totally hate certain names.. They turn mi off completely.. I found out im damn damn damn naive.. Trusted the wrong person.. Believed the wrong person.. Fooled by some idiot..

Juz now msn'd with Jeph Kor.. Ewwww.. Totally copying my words.. Yucks.. Feeling sooo betrayed now.. Sooo much bottled up frustration in mi.. Reali reali reali reali reali hate tt someone.. sometwo.. somethree.. etc.

Angry! Angry! Angry! Mayb the old mi will be awakened soon.. Cold-hearted, money-minded mercenary, scheming, cautious, manipulative, emotionless & smart! Im lyk soooo dum now.. Practically STOOPID.. Defenceless against certain chee-byes.. Starting to miss my dictatorial-self..

Am i gettin too sociable? I feel tt im gettin nicer & nicer everyday.. Believing wadever ppl tell mi.. Sooo low-B.. Am i tt trusting in the past? NO.. Am i tt forgiving in the past? NO.. Am i tt gulible in the past? NO..

I miss the manipulative old me. Tt's the real mi. I'll be back soon. Soon after i had enuf fun.. Soon ppl will all start to hate mi..

Thursday, October 07, 2004

Junior. &. Nua-day!

I went for softball practice today.. Was damn shiong today! Damn shagged wen i got home.. Den called Mr Nemo! Weeeee.. Talked practically almost the whole day away with Mr Nemo!

Heeee.. Dunno.. But I like talking to Mr Nemo! Weeee.. Although he oways oways shoot mi.. Grrrr..

Sowi Edison, Alex, Kor & peeps.. Im toooo tired & lazy to go town today.. I went lyk almost everyday.. Today day off!

Talked to Stephen juz now.. So confusing.. 9 guys to choose from.. Whu am i reali in luv with? Even i myself dunno.. I dont tink anyone will noe..

I still wanna meet more ppl.. I don wanna settle dwn yet.. But im almost ready to commit.. Soo contradictin.. Mayb e one for mi stil out thr? I dunno..

Yay! kor left for KL! Weee.. Attending some school function tingy.. Haix.. I reali reali lookin forward to my trip to Honolulu, Hawaii..

Junior. &. Nemo!

Weeee.. I juz gt to know some idiot called Nemo!

FINALLY I FOUND SOMEONE MORE LOW-B DEN MI!! Wahahaha..

Dunno.. V nice tokin to him! Weee.. Except he oways shoot mi back! Grrr.. Den oways make fun of mi! Grrr.. Muz "jio" him out one day! Wahahaha.. *hintz*

My new blog song oso he help mi upload! Thnks wor! My Kor sleep le.. Heee.. *winkz*

Wednesday, October 06, 2004

Junior. & Studying.

Wahahaha.. I studied alot toady! Was at PS's mac at 730am! Edison & Alex sooo er xin! Kept making fun of mi! Grrrr.. Stephen tt useless dum dum nvr study for his test! Ended up dozing off!

Thy all left for thier exams in e aftnn.. Den i went to meet Jephthah Kor! Wahaha.. *Note* Im trying to be NICE to him.. Wahaha..

Studied with two of his fwens.. Ariel & Gen.. Weeee..

My Kor gave mi a surprise wen i reached home! He took an earlier flight back! I shld have guessed.. Wah.. My Kor is soooo tanned! & of cuz shuai la! Wahaha.. Now its double trouble! Budden his hair is sooo nice! My hair totally suxs!

Kor will be off by Friday.. So gonna spend lotsa tym wit him.. So don be surprised to see 2 Juniors in town! Wahahaha!

Tuesday, October 05, 2004

Junior. &. Laziness.

Heee.. Lazy to blog wad i did today.. Went out in the morn with Christian to shop.. He bought sooo many clothes! Sooo rich.. I bought a top from Topshop & my heart *piangz* already.. sobx sobx..

At nite Stephen came to my place.. Had supper.. Den played games til the nxt morning.. Arghx.. Sooo tired..

Monday, October 04, 2004

Junior. Is. Lazy!

Got to noe Jephthah Kor better these few days.. Thanks for helping mi out.. Will learn nt to bully him.. Haha.. Learning to be more "ting hua" now.. Heee.. Budden wrote e above poem for him.. Am i realli tt notti? Grrr..

I hate Zen's grandma.. (In Mandarin) "Xiao Feng! Why are u so skinny? Your legs are skinnier den a gal's.. Eat more! Eat more! Why ur hands so skinny? Eat more! Eat more!"

I luv prawns! I luv Rach! I luv Zen! I luv Monica! I luv _____!

Walked to Newton Circus to meet Darryl.. Den we went to AMK central to eat.. Heee.. I got a cut on my toe.. Sooo pain.. Darryl was nice? Tt's all!!

Im soo tired.. Not bcuz i had FUN *winkz*.. But emotionally stress'd bah.. Haix.. Darryl slpin already.. Lights out!!

Sunday, October 03, 2004

Junior. Hates. Today.

Sooo many shit happen'd today.. Went arcade win 12 budden kana shouted "fucking chee bye" by sumone.. Hey! I lost $1.50 lor! He lost $6 his probx la! Whu ask him KOF lousy! Den stil slam machine.. Piss'd mi off..

Borrowed $40 from Christian.. Soooooo sowi wor.. Worst is i threw my tantrum at him wen we're havin dinner.. All e friggin Cafe Cartel's fault! Hmpf! Don wanna elaborate.. MuAcks.. Thnks for being soooo understandin..

Had to return to Cathay Cine's K-Box to verify we DID pay ching ching.. Told Christian to go off 1st while i went back to look for Steve.. Den Steve pun-seh mi lor.. Angry! Angry! Angry!

Fucking stood @ K-Box for 20 ovr mins.. Until e manager Dino Hoo came to "rescue" mi..

On my way back to Orchard saw Joanna & her bitches.. Fuckin point point point wad fuck?! Fucking wanna point, fuck ur own V-hole la! Fuck sia.. So wad if i fucked u before? Ure a fuckin slut, every guy tt has a dick has e right to fuck u.

Way back got Ah Siao singing behind mi.. Ewwwwww.. Train gt fuckin kid crying his fucking lungs out..

WORST IS AT AMK MAC.. I was lyk fucking piss'd.. I order'd coke float, she came back with e normal coke.. den ice lemon tea.. den SPRITE FLOAT..

Major EEeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwww.. Worst is my fries are fucking soggy..

Home now.. Forgot Malcom cumin ovr.. Made him wait sooo long at my void deck.. Emotionally unstable now.. Muz cool down.. ANGRY!!!

Junior. Goes. Question. Mark?

@ the airport with Christian now.. Sooo tired.. Arghx.. Juz had a game of tennis.. & i totally sucked.. William ge! Take note! Grr..

Gary juz gt back from New Orleans.. Waiting for mi this slow idiot to finish this entree.. Muahaha.. Wanted to tell u guys earlier.. But decided to keep it a secret!

Gary is sun-kissed lyk mi! *winkz* But im stil lighter.. We are both skinny.. But Gary's gt muscles! I dont have! Unfair! Wad do i have? Skinny ugly chopstick legs.. Skinny thin hands.. No butt..

I found out tt i have this deep hatred for someone.. Worst is i dunno this person at all.. Hmpf! Thnks Maxel, Jeph, Christian, Fiona, Benny & Zen for wakin mi up.. Heee.. Tt's all for today! Im gettin lazier & lazier to blog..

Saturday, October 02, 2004

Junior. &. Christian.

Was out the whole day with Christian! His a big idiot! Grrr.. Kept tickling mi! HmpF! Actually wanted to take more pix.. Budden my cam's memory was full.. Arghx..

Met him at Chinatown & had lunch at Mac's.. Dunno wor.. I felt quite comfortable with Christian.. Although he either hugs mi from behind wen we're walkin.. Or else he'll slot his hands into e back of my jeans.. Or he'll juz pull mi near him..

Soooooo much physical intimacy!! Grrr..

Went to K song at some weird KTV.. Weeee.. Sang lotsa songs.. Gt quite a sexy voice now.. *sorethroat* Arghx.. Hee.. I did a lap-dance for him while singing Toxic wor.. WAHAHAHA.. *winkz*

Thnks Christian idiot for treating mi out! Went to his house l8r to have a look arnd.. Now @ home! Soooo tired.. Finally finshed ystday's entree, I seriously hate HTML codes!

Friday, October 01, 2004

Junior. &. 2. B-days!

Went out with my crazy class gals to celebrate Chewlian & Miranda's B-day @ PS's Pizza Hut!

Miranda's 1st present = Pink Roxy Cap

Miranda's 2nd present - Pink Adidas Shirt

This is e card i made for Miranda but decorated by Wendy! Muahaha.. Nice anot? Bleahx..

Xin xin's present = Bag from PS

Front view of Xin Xin's B-day Card designed by Wendy! So nice rite? Den gt a flower at the side of e card!

Inside of Xin Xin's B-day Card! See all our scribbles & doodles! Weee..

This is e Tiramisu cake we got for them! Soooo creamy! Sooo yummy! Wahahaha..

Went to take many soups! Abit dissapointing cuz e pizzas is really small.. Budden im qt full, cuz ate lunch wit Stephen in the aftnn..

Grp photo taken by Pizza Hut staff!! Heee.. Vig ask her to climb out from Pizza Hut to take a pix of us.. Wahahaha.. They went to Istana Park while i went to meet Gary & accompany him to eat his dinner..

Went PS arcade wit Gary l8r.. Budden ystday was soo dead.. V few ppl.. Xin xin thy all came back to PS to find mi in e arcade.. Was rushing mi to go off.. Grrr.. Bad ppl!

Headed down to Boat Quay to cont'd with e celebrations! Weee.. The 7 ghostly gals of my class.. MuAhahaha.. Dunno y gates of hell cloz le thy haven kana locked up.. *winkz*

Ended up at quite a lousy KTV pub "The Risk" Ewww... Cuz Evvone canot find the "Feng" pub.. Ok la.. Had lotsa lotsa fun! Was playing "guess punch" all e way.. Wahahaha.. All of sudden thy become very pro le.. Had quite a drink too.. Cuz lost abit! Grrr..

Ate ice too! Cuz i gamble with Wendy loser eat ice! MuAhahaha! She ate 4! I ate 3! Momo lost alot to mi & ended up eating lotsa of er xin peas! Ewwwww...

Wahaha.. Exchanging flowers with Evvone which Miranda gave us.. See my hair! Its growing!

*Note.. Compare her hand & mine.. Mine is lyk sooo skinny! I wanna get FAT!!*

Thnks Jazlyn's Bf for sending us back wor.. Had lotsa fun ystday! Unforgettable moment i spent with dem!