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Monday, November 01, 2004

Junior. Is. Confused. &. Sick.

"Higher" by Christian Dior is such a major turn on for mi.. Christian over came my place to look aft mi.. Im running a 39.7 degrees fever.. Feeling soo weak now..

Maybe bcuz of Christian.. I got hotter wen he leaned & gave mi a light peck on da cheek.. Coincidence abt e perfume? Or izzit fate tt _____?

I dropped so many hints to tt "someone".. Maybe i should juz give up.. Wad i need is lotsa attention now.. After this.. I guess im ready to give up my freedom for security from tt "someone"..

I felt secured wen tt "somone" chided mi wen i wanna go clubbing.. Arghx.. Mayb tt "someone" is not into mi at all.. One-sided luv from mi?

Heee.. Got scolded again by Christian for whining too much.. But seeing da' worried grin on his face.. My heart beat went all messy..

Haix.. Maybe it's time i gave up dropping hints to tt "someone".. Not appreciated anyway..

But juz as i was about to msg tt "someone".. He called mi.. Felt secured wen "someone" scolded mi.. Maybe he didnt meant anything.. Juz concern from a fren bah..