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Friday, December 31, 2004

Junior. &. Tsunami.

I was watching the news on channel newsasia just a short while ago. Shocked to see the death toll so high now & its still rising fast.

While we see the effects of the calamnity slowly surfacing, its good to see tt many Singaporeans & people everywhere who have a heart.

People have been giving money & clothes to the singapore red cross, & within 2 days, thy have raised more than 2 million dollars including corporate donations.

How lucky we are not to have gone through the tsunamis here. Becuz tt would be unimaginable.

So please, do your part for them. No one might know tt you're helping. Its ok, u know it in your heart tt ure doing something good for mankind.

Tt's good enough.

Im usually quite strong, but i find myself trying to hold back the tears, thinking of all those people who have lost their lives in this disaster, as well as those who have lost their families and homes.

My heart goes out to all of you. I cant do much, but i will donate whatever i can. Tts the only thing that i can do, & tts exactly what i'll do.

"To those who perished, may your souls find peace even though fate has dealt you such a cruel blow.

To those who lost families, i share in your pain, but the pain i feel is nothing compared to yours.

I just hope tt u'll be strong and carry on with your lives. Thy are not here now, but they will always remain.

In your heart and minds."

Thursday, December 30, 2004

Junior. &. Old. Photos.

Feeling lotsa lotsa emotions running thru me as i rumaged thru e box of photos, neo-prints, silly "jia-you" cards, get-well, frenship, xmas, new year, frenship day, nice-knowing-you cards..

Found the staack of Post-It stickers which Kor used to stick on e com to remind mi to study hard.. Haix..

Did soo many stoopid & freaking lame stuff in the past.. Haha..

Den i finally found the friendship band i lost sooo long ago. I miss her.

Hmmmm.. Back to studying for ICT ICA.

Junior. &. SKOOL.

Project SRS 4th Anniversary!

3 dope designs!

Super Limited quantities!

Sold out in Japan!

Available in SKOOL right this moment!

Some rich bastard plz give me some moolah!

Wednesday, December 29, 2004

Junior. &. Gerald.

Fucking Wednesday started lyk shit~~~

Fucking xia lan'd by Biz Finance tt mother of all bitches. Cheebye! I late so wad?

Its my 1st time lor! Its definitely not in my biological clock to wake up 630am and reach school by 8am for ur freaking chimology lesson.

Anyway she's a fucking vagina-wipe out to get mi. I'm not being childish here. She says cuz im 1st on e index, so its easier for her to fucking call out my marvelous name.

Had fun out with Gerald today. Though i met him only once in my hi-bye scenario..

And spent 1/2 my day with him today.. Its kinda fun? Yeh.. Thnks for treating me dinner wor.. Muack!

Nice guy lo.. I travelled alot alot alot today..

From--->

Home
NYP
Plaze Singapura
Pacific Plaza
Tangs
Pacific Plaza
Far East
Heeren
Queensway shopping centre
Harbourfront
Bugis
Home

I cant feel my legs now.

Verdict passed--> Gerald is a nice guy.

I miss Kor soo much.. He left for Las Vegas for his term-break.. Arghx.. My life juz plain suxs.

No one to nag at me now.. Kor i'll TRY to be a GOOD BOY k?

Dont expect too much from mi though..

Tuesday, December 28, 2004

Junior. Edwin. Shopping.

Hmm.. Today was great. I was thinking wad to post as i was MSN-in with Miranda.. BUT.. When i logged onto blogspot, i juz clean forgotten about it..

Today's the 1st time in my entire arcade life tt i have 47 wins before i get up & leave.

Heee.. Edwin has been the sweetest sweetest guy on da' planet.. Although its juz da' 2nd date.. But i feel as though we noe each other for a long long long time..

Apparently good news muz be accompanied by bad news in this world.. Arghx..

Maxel Kor set mi up on a blind date? Or rather a blind shopping date? DAMN...

I'm sooooo sabotaged by Edison & Alex already.. Now i have Maxel to pair mi up..

Is being attached tt much of a norm in this society? Is it a must tt we come in pairs?

As i sit wondering.. I happen to pop in 2 marshmallows..

Maybe life's lyk this.. Wad is important to u, may not be important to others..

My priorty? MY FUCKING FREEDOM.

Haix.. Bad news is tt guy is an AS guy.. Refer to table below..

Junior's Table of Guys:
A= AJ/Gay
S= Straight
AS= Act Straight
SS= Sissy

Yah.. Soo i guess.. Arghx. Blind date. Fuck.

Da link for 'Crying out for love, in the centre of the world': http://www.artstudio.com.tw/project/sesang2004/

It sooooo nice!! Ken Hirai's singing e theme song.. While Sun Yan Zi is singing the chinese version~

My god.. I'm gonna go on a hunt for this movie~~

Click & see the trailer!! ITS DAMN FUCKING TOUCHING... Thnks to Kathy for da' link~

Ok.. Any nice saints out thr can get it for mi?

Junior. Resolution.

I cant sleep. My mum bought mi & Kor yong tau fu to eat.. Den woke mi up..

Haix.. My mum kept asking mi to eat more to get fatter.. But i juz cant fucking gain any weight..

Anyway i dont tink i'll be spending tt much from nowonwards.. Had a long talk with Kor..

Dont really wanna tok abt it..

This is maybe wad i would do in 2005 every month:
->club once only
->1 new shirt only
->save $50 prestigiously
->2 movies only
->high-tea only when special occassion

Hmmm.. Tt's my New Year Resolution.. Anyway.. Idiot Shuchi i luv u~*

Oh yah.. I'm no longer goin Nation Countdown.. Gonna hang out wit Maxel Kor & go aj clubbing!

Kor gave mi da' GO sign~ Soooo happy~

But knowing him.. He sure have many ppl keeping a cloz eye on me.. Grr...

Sunday, December 26, 2004

Junior. Xmas. Eve. & Xmas.

Muahaha.. Merry Xmas peeps! Really enjoyed my Xmas this year..

Xmas Eve

Had Xmas party @ Zen's place.. Heee.. Found out his dating this gal from SP.. Muahaha..

I muz now net-work to find out who izit..

Aft tt headed to town to meet Michelle for da' countdown. Grrr.. Had to meet Maxel Kor too..

Pass him his present.. But his sooo stupid.. Made mi & Mich walk arnd town to look for him..

Hee.. Thnks wor Maxel Kor for da' MINDS shirt.. Although its lyk a size too big..

Hope u lyk wad i got u~

Met up with Mich's fren, had a Hagen Daaz moment.. Walked arnd town..

IT IS SOO FUCKING PACKED & CROWDED.

MR JUN FUCKING GOT SPRAYED BY DA' FUCKING FOAM.

I seriously don mind if its abit.. Fun wad.. But imagine ME being surrounded by a group of ppl & being sprayed..

All Mich fault. Her & her stoopid frens. Hmpf. Apparently thy got Xmas presents from mi too--->

A fucking hard whack on thier head with the metal can & some fucker got hit by the can i aimed at his head.

Ho Ho Ho Merry Xmas may u end up in hospital~

Other den tt got to know a few new frens from NYP lyk Joy, Anthony, Mr A & Mr B.. Forgot thier names..

Mi & Mich took sooo many pix too~ Muahaha.. But she havent send mi yet.. Grrr..

We even went da' hotel nxt to Chi Black to steal thier Xmas decor! I got a silver butterfly! I gave her da' blue one! Muahaha..

Town is definitely a BIG strike-off on New Year's Eve. Ppl went crazy wen its 12 midnight.. & some gla got sexually harrassed in town too..

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Aft tt i headed down to Zouk to meet da' gang! Dancing dancing & more dancing.. Soo many ppl puked..

I had lyk 2 jugs of Chivas Regal, 1 jug of Bourbon Coke, 1 jug of Vodka Lime, 10 Tequila Shots, 4 Graveyard shots & Long Islang Tea all by myself~

Was soo drunk.. My kor was at Zouk being a guest Dj too.. But its juz awhile.. Wahahaha..

Headed home with e gals..

Xmas

Woke up with a fucking hangover.. Surprising i kept imagining it was Sunday already.. Wahahaha

Slacked at home & went out on a date with Darryl. Arghx.. Its ok? I dunno..

Dont feel lyk commenting..

Left him for Zouk! Hee.. But i went thr for awhile.. Meeting Mr X thr.. Got my Xmas present from him & his fren gave mi one too.. Weeeee..

Now i'm home.. TIRED.. Soo many presents not opened yet.. DAMN THOSE TT GAVE ME FRUITCAKE!!

Heee.. I luv u Maxel Kor for da' MINDS Shirt la.. Come to think of it.. I'll most likely wear it at home? Heee..

Nitey nites.. I promised him to be a good boy & sleep early.. Yawn~

Friday, December 24, 2004

Junior. &. Good. News.

Forgot to say this:

I got my 1st pay cheque from Anna Sui~!! I'm soo happy~!!

Its lyk DHL'd over to me.. I was lyk which retard would send mi sumthin thru DHL..

And guess wad? Its not alot of money..

BUT..

Wahaha.. I'm gonna continue drooling over it..

Junior. Xmas. Eve.

Weee.. Was counting presents.. Had lyk 23 and counting! Muahahaha..

And to those hi-bye frens.. Stop stop stop giving mi chocolate or fruitcakes or cookies!

I have lyk tonnes and tonnes of fruitcake. And i totally hate it.

Thnks Amos for da' present wor.. Luv ya..

Thnks Veron, Kai Ling, Hansel, Fiona, Kingsley, Charmaine, Oliver, Christian, Stephen, Hazel, Beverly, Alaric, Kendrick, William, Donovan, Gillian, CJC gals, Edwin & etc. etc.

Luv u guys/gals sooo much!

Sorry if i fgt anyone.. Too many to rembr le..

Wahaha.. Gonna have high-tea @ Hyatt or Hilton.. Sooo pampered.. Cant wait to have a group gathering.. Miss u guys soo much.. And all da' fun & crap we're gonna start up..

Everyone better appear b4 mi.. Muahaha..

Heeee.. I think i better get ready to go out.. Have to put on foundation.. Concealer.. My JPG bronzer.. Muahaha..

OK.. RACHEL WHR R U?

Thursday, December 23, 2004

Junior. Tired.

Finally woke up. Body aches all over~

China Black was ok.. But da' DJ SUXS.. Dont wanna comment much. Went with my classmates..

Fun? Hahaha.. Aladdin i knw u read my blog.

FYI: I FUCKING HATE U.

Jasen Kor came ovr from Zouk, had a long talk with him. Or was it short? Luv u kor~

Talked lots.. Muahaha..

Xinxin & her frens were thr too.. Wahaha..

Can tell i'm lazy to blog? Actually.. I'm kinda pissed with someone now.

NOTE: VERY PISSED

Zen ge ge & my Kor came pick mi up. Grrr.. Kor scolded & nagged at mi all da' way home..

AND GINGER TEA COLD IS BETTER! hmpf

Quite a squeeze with 3 ppl on my bed.. Didnt sleep well.. Thinkin lotsa stuff..

We ended up talking & ________________. (Fill in da' blanks)

Now im trying to act non-chalant lyk i dont care at all.

Ciao~

Wednesday, December 22, 2004

Junior's. 12. Days. Of. X'mas.

http://www.playingsafely.co.uk/12stisofchristmas/

Click & enjoy~*

Tuesday, December 21, 2004

Junior. &. Silent. Hellos.

I am soo goddamnfuckingtiredthati'mtypinglykthis.. Haha.. Apparently its TOWN again today..

I've been in town for da' past week., the week be4 last week, this week & i presume nxt wk would be very very much da' same.. Arghx..

Shopped wit Charles Kor, FOR A BLOODY EEYORE. Fuck. Tt grey/purple donkey is sooo freakin hard to find.

From Suntec back to town. Found one at Wheelock's place. Some Dollz Inc shop. Haha..

@ Suntec saw a red Adidas jacket, $89.. I want it sooo bad.. Ok.. Gonna find ways & means to get it liao..

XinXin did her hair! Looks more goddess-like now~

YOU ARE MY GODDESS! (charmed~*)

Had dinner @ Marche.. Tried the Rosti & Cheese Hotdog.. Arghx.. Doesnt suit my tatsebuds..

Amos u can eat it yrself! Heee..

Tml's Xin Yi's B-day! Wahahaa.. Happy B-day!

Oh ya. I saw Chrissypoo today. He's better lookin in real person den on teevee.

BUT..

I fucking hate ppl with weird accents. Plain sucks. Period.

Main Topic

I freakin saw countless faces in town today. Actually i didn't actually see. I juz walked past.

Arghx.. Maxel Kor says im "dao".. But im juz blind. Spare mi plz.. If we really did walk past without mi saying hi..

DO NOT RUN UP BEHIND MI & GRAB MI

Or dont expect da' usual hugs and jumping if i dont know u well.. Grrr..

Wad u get is a HELLO. Or a NOD. FULL STOP.

Im weird~ Maybe its da' holiday blues?

Junior. Deja. Vu.

Heee.. Been sooo tired & lazy lately to blog..

Once i reached home.. I have to reply da' buggers on MSN.. Check mail.. Eat dinner.. Drink milk.. Eat medicine.. Shower.. Eyedrop.. Chat on MSN.. & its time for bed already..

Sunday

Its da' best day of all!

WHY?

Cuz im with da' gang! Shopped around town.. Crapping all da' way..

Especially when Zen went into Zara & this gay sales fella was touching him all over..

HAHA.

But thanks sooo much for gettin mi tt Gucci wallet!

Brief description: Black leather with da' prints all over it.

Gucci was great although we seem to be makin more noise in there.. Heee.. Rachel got herself a bag too. Rich tai tai~

Gossip'd @ CoffeeBean. Tt's when we played Truth or Dare. Haha.. Its juz our fav game.

No pretense. No awkwardness. Juz plain madness.

Haha. I had to kiss some guy cuz of a dare.

Headed to Goodwood Park Hotel for our dinner~ Sooooooooooo yummilicous.

Honey-glazed turkey, prime sirloin steak, pudding, ice cream log cake, lobster salad, pasta & lotsa lotsa deserts marked my day~

After tt we all headed down to Rouge. Haha.. Sorry gals, PAY UR FREAKIN CVR CHARGE!

Muahahaa..

I wan get myself e VISA MINI liao. Benny has it & its 15% off da' total bill! Soooo worth it!

Oh yah.. Presents i got.. I'm not da' sussy-wussy kind tt wait til X'mas.

1 ) Gucci wallet [Zen]
2) Ralph Lauren Romance Silver [Benny]
3) $XYZ [Angel, Monica, Rachel]
4) Agnes B Curtain [Dior]

Haha.. I promise i'll save da' ching ching u gals gave mi! Wont spend it!

Dior i luv u to bits~~ Thnks for da' Agnes B Cavalulu curtain!

Zen. nuff' said. I juz luv u.

Haha.. Stoopid Benny, hope u lyk wad i gave u.. :)

Monday

Haix.. I felt weird. Did 20 laps at da' pool today. Am i gettin old? Whr's my usual 40?

Oh yah.. Im stil sick. Fuck. Cough cough cough. Phlegm phlegm phlegm.

Arghx~~

Shopping is my cardio. It juz is. But, i guess i "over-shopped", & now its giving mi stress.

Didnt manage to get da' sneakers i want~ Arghx..

I'm lyk "Hello~ I'm a size 7 pretending to be size 8.. & u don't have my size?"

BUT..

Tt freaking Converse shop onli has size 6. nuff' said.

I have 3 intelligent sisters. Angel, Monica & Rach. Tt declared tt i'm a good shopper, but when it comes to purchasing, i'll have da' hesitation-syndromme.

Arghx.. Soo after NYDC, thy had a French Manicure.. Wahaha.. & NO i will NOT wear a wig & dress up lyk a gal.

Kor's back. Kinda fed up & had a quarrel. He was at Far East DJ-in all da' way. I went over to accompany him, but ended up juz seating thr stoning by myself.

Hmpf.

Gals, u have given mi a supppeeerrrr gr8 X'mas present.. Plz don buy tt sneakers for mi..

I luv u guys/gals/gays/lesbians.

Wow. I didnt know i luv all sexes. Wahaha..

Sunday, December 19, 2004

Junior. &. Mr. X. "Boys" feat. Britney. Spears.

For whatever reason,
I feel like I've been wanting you all my life
You don't understand
I'm so glad we're at the same place at the same time
It's over now

I spotted you dancin'
You made all the girls stare
Those lips and your brown eyes (Oooh)
And the sexy hair
I should shake my thang (Ooh)
Make the world want you (HaHaHa)
Tell your boys you'll be back
I wanna see what you can do (Uh)

What would it take for you to just leave with me?
Not trying to sound conceited but
You and me were meant to be (Yeah Yeah)
You're a sexy guy, I'm a nice girl (Uh)
Let's turn this dance floor into our own little nasty world

Boys!
Sometimes a girl just needs one (You know I need you)
Boys!
To love her and to hold (I just want you to touch me)
Boys!
And when a girl is with one (Mmm)
Boys!
Then she's in control!

[Pharrell From N.E.R.D]
Pull the girl off the dance floor
Whisper in ear
Must've said somethin' bout me (What you say)
Cos now she's lookin' over here
You lookin' at me (HeHeHe)
With that sexy attitude
But the way your girls movin' it (Uh)
It puts me in the mood
(Ow!)

What would it take for you to just leave with me?
Not trying to sound conceited
But meeting you was destiny
I'm from N.E.R.D, Aren't you Britney? (Don't you know?)
Let's turn this dance floor into our own little nasty thing (Get Nasty!)

Girls!
I can't speak for no one (I get nasty)
Girls!
But I need her all the time (It's just me and you baby)
Girls!
I don't know 'bout your girl
Girls!
But I know she's on your mind (Get Nasty)

[Britney]
Have no Fear
Baby what you waiting for?
Uh-huh
Let me see what you can do

Boys!
Sometimes a girl just needs one (Ooh)
Boys!
(I like that)
To love her and to hold (The way you move)
Boys!
And when a girl is with one (It's gonna turn me on)
Boys!
Then she's in control (Ooh)

[Pharrell]
Girls!
I can't speak for no one (I get nasty)
Girls!
But I need her all the time (It's just me and you baby)
Girls!
I don't know 'bout your girl
Girls!
But I know she's on your mind (Get Nasty)

[Britney] Boys
[Pharrell] Girls (Ow)
[Britney] Boys
[Pharrell] Girls
[Britney] Boys (Can't live with them)
[Pharrell] Girls
[Britney] Boys (Can't live without them)
[Pharrell] Girls (Get Nasty!)

Don't give mi da' cock & bull-shit on monogamous r/s or open r/s.

FYI: My prerogative lies in m-o-n-o-g-a-m-y.

Show mi da' sex & ur fucking hot package.

& show mi da' P-A-R-T-Y!!

Junior. Drunk.

I am drunk. I am not even typing this entry. Mr X is doing it for me. I've gone verbal.

Attended Zouk's dance party tonight.. But i am not in the mood to dance or move in the packed crowd..

Spent so much on drinking, i juz wanted to drown my sorrows.. Guess it didnt work?

p.s: I am naked on Mr X's bed. Haha. j/k

Saturday, December 18, 2004

Junior. Lost.

I JUZ SOO WANNA FUCKING RUN AWAY

Junior. Stress.

Its amazing tt i have weird dreams everynight since im sick. Tt made 3 weird dreams.

Is it a premonition? I don believe in such hula-hula but.. It all seemed soo real..

The touch.. The words.. The face.. Arghx. Period.

Are we living in such a stressful world? OK, im tokin s'pore here soo..

YAH

We're stressed from family, friends, colleagues, work, exams, relationships, whether do we have money to shop blah blah & da' list goes on.

But wad baffles me is why am i feeling soo shittified all of a sudden?

Izzit becoz of da' tok i had with da' gals da' nite be4? I should really consider my position now.

I should plan for my future. My personal well-being. Sooo i guess.. Its time for a reformation.

In other words...

Juz ignore mi for now. Im feeling ------> l-o-s-t

Junior. & OSIM.

Had a bitchy day with my 3 sisters Angel, Rachel & Monica~

3 gals + 1 guy = lotsa bimbotic moments

THANK YOU RACH FOR FORCING MI ON DA' WEIGHING SCALE..

Arghx. I lost a kilo. Back to 47kg now. FUCK. I hate being sick!!

Oh yah. I saw my crush today in town.

I need medicine. Oh yah. I not going out often. I need more slp. Rest. & da' holy-mahomy.

Thursday, December 16, 2004

Junior. &. Police.

Fuck 1. I feel as though a truck juz rammed over me, reversed & sped off again. BODYACHE!!

Fuck 2. Im in a pretty bad mood. Worst is i have no energy to bitch. Soo if i decide to be sarcastic & hurt ur feelings im soo not sorry. Its not my fault tt u happen to coexist in my territory at tt point in time.

Fuck 3. When im sick, it means im sick. Tt's it. Dont ask me to go jogging or swimming. I dont fake illnesses.

Fuck 4. I FUCKING HATE PS SISSIES.

Fuck 5. Mr Gary if u run bail. I WILL PERSONALLY SKIN U ALIVE. (not forgeting to add salt on ur open wounds). AND FUCKING THANK YOU FOR MY SPLENDID EXPIERIENCE IN PRISON.

Fuck 6. Dont comment when im in slippers & stuff. It means i rushed out juz to fucking meet u. Or im plain lazy.

Fuck 7. Fuck i need more tissue!! Mummy whr are u with my tissue?!

Fuck 8. Do not laff wen i say "fuck shit motherfucker fuck shit" Its juz me. U have to let it pass.

Fuck 9. FUCK. Why do i hate my hair. Why do i look soo butchy. Ok im gonna shuddup now.

Fuck 10. I need GOOD sex. Excuse me? Im dying from da' lack of it.

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

Junior. Uh-Huh.

Ok i cut my hair today. Period.

Today sux'd. I forgot to bring housekey. Kana lock'd out da' house. Had X'mas dinner with Christian @ Marche juz now.. Muahaha.. I collecting lotsa Heeren points!

Ok.. I'm very very sick now.. Think too heaty.. ARGHX..

I feel really really really shaggified. I'm under a viral attack!!

FUCK damn it.

Junior. Jeph. Ariel. Amos.

Went for softball practice. Fuck. Getting rusty. Missed dunno how many balls..

Late meeting my babe Ariel.. Arghx~ Kinda overslept.. Soo tired..

Didn't even bother to change.. Juz rushed down to town.. Haha..

A-W-K-W-A-R-D

Although i didnt say it. But i juz feel dis way. (ok ignore dis da' 3 of u)

In case u 3 wondering who i saw @ da' cafe.. Its Felix.. He's kinda dating someone.. But his stead doesnt lyk mi..

Maybe its my faulty 6th sense la? Haha..

Amos if u do read my blog.. I dunno why i sms u those stuff.. If i hurt u, i'm sorry.

But..

You dont have to be lyk soo nice to me. Ur simple actions lyk askin to use my Heeren card.. etc. etc. Its lyk.. I feel soo guilty.

ANYWAY. HEEREN IS OUT OF VOUCHERS! FUCK DAMN IT.

I want to buy my Quiksilver singlet ar~

Ok.. I wan new boardshorts!

ZEN U ASSHOLE IF U READING ITS TIME U RETURNED MI DA' 3 U FUCKING BORROWED.

Haix.. Walked past tt fucking Sony Cybershot promotion stand again.

I need a digi cam! All da' pix i cant take! X'mas, NYE etc. Need Rach send mi again..

I feel soo distracted today.. Sorry if im not spontaneous or wadsoever.. I dunno.. PMS? Haha

Gary got mi my Strawberry Shortcake. Sooo sweet~ Im gonna die from
diabetes liao.

Grrr.. Tt bloody idiot took a wrong turn & he had to drive da' bloody long YCK to Khatib road den can U-turn back to AMK..

Heeee.. Ok i gave him a BJ along da' way.. Those tt understand juz SHHHHH!

Ok.. I plan to cut hair on Thurs.. Muahaha.. I'm gonna try something crazy. (*0*)

Which i know in da' end im gonna regret~~~

Xinxin should i heed ur advice~~?

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

Junior. Kor. Chat.

Chatted with Kor til 2:27am. Why cant i juz sleep early?

Soo many things running thru my mind.. I juz feel soo lost. I wonder why..

Ppl always think i have a crazy life, lotsa peeps for company, parties & sex-fest.. Arghx..

But it all boils down to n-o-t-h-i-n-g.

I juz feel soo miserable. I miss my kor terribly. I haven seen him for months. Its not tt long actually..

But.. Sometimes i can feel tt his hurt & need a crying shoulder.. Yet im always nt thr for him..

When i feel upset or sad he'll call & crap mi up.. We juz share da' telepathic bond..

But why cant i show any emotions? I feel weird. When im sad, angry, or wadever.. I juz give ppl a feeling tt im happy.

Anyway..

Zen, Rach, Ed, Benny, Alex, Angel, Monica, Mich, Fiona, Hansel & Kendrick we're best buds forever!

I know u guys are worried for mi. I tend to be lyk a kid @ times. But.. Dont worry..

I juz woke up from my dream. Back to harsh reality. Time for work.

Monday, December 13, 2004

Junior. Misses.

Wahaha.. Had a gr8 gr8 gr8 day today..

Seriously i can say i hate town, BUT i will stil go down anyway to shop/window shop~

Malcom tt bloody idiot, WAS FUCKING LATE MEETING ME

Grrr... ...

See ure sooo sweet to have gotten mi Famous Amos cookies..

F-O-R-G-I-V-E-N!

Haix.. Reminded mi of someone though. Felt weird not calling him.. Felt weird not hearing his voice..

Period. His an idiot.

Haix again.. Malcom got Casio Exlim Z55!! WHICH IS LYK WAH!!

Ok.. Very very very jealous.. But will start saving.. Hope can get after CNY!

Spent soo much on food today.. Puuuuddddddiiiiiinnnnnggggg~~~!!! It totally brightened up my day~~~!!!

TCC kept mi & Mal thr for lyk 4 hours? Flipped thru da' magazines & books Mal got @ Borders..

Finally i forced him to da' arcade & watch mi play KOF.. HAHA..

Dined @ Marche.. My 1st X'mas dinner with someone!

Had my usual pasta.. ( juz let it go. i muz eat pasta if i'm thr) oysters, sashimi, some cheesy hotdog & pepper steak!

Feeling sooo bloated bloated now.. Contented contented now..

Anyway tml shopping with Ariel~ Its gonna be a blast! I'm gonna get a Quiksilver singlet for NYE countdown~!

Muahaha..

Junior. Adidas.

Sunday, December 12, 2004

Junior. Wonders.

WHERE DA' FUCK ARE YOU WHEN I NEEDED YOU DA' MOST?

WHY AM I ALONE IN DA' POURING RAIN?

i hate u. if i never bothered to call u at all. its u.

Junior. &. Movies. Galore.

CLICK TO ENLARGE. JUZ FUCKING CLICK IT.

Saturday was a loooonnnggg day..

Saw lotsa lotsa ppl i don lyk in town.. Edison u idiot.. Thnks for accompanyin mi & shop aimlessly..

Later went to meet Jasen kor @ Cineleisure.. My god. I hate tt place. Saw Jeph, Xiao Gary, xxxx, Jasen Kor & Charlie..

Worst is i saw HERs & HIMs.. I was lyk darting thru da' crowds.. But in da' end i was still spotted by certain ppl..

Its not tt i don wanna stop & say "hi-bye yada yada" or da' usual "how r u" or "wad u doin here"..

Its sooo cliche & i'm in a rush to meet Gary..

Arghx.. I hate da' crowds.. Have to squeeze myself thru it.. Esp wen i'm soo skinny already i stil have to squeeze~~

Along da' way say Darryl & his class-mates.. Soo embarassing wen he came over & hugged mi.. Grrrr..

Had a rushed kind of dinner cuz mi & Gary late for our movie "Blade: Trinity"

Wah.. Tt bloody negro soo F-A-T stil can jump & kick..

After tt i sucessfully whined Gary to bring mi go clubbing @ WHYNOT.. Its soooo happening thr..

But didnt make any new friends.. Cuz i was juz sitting in a corner with Gary.. Haix..

Some old-man was trying to be funny with mi.. Gary juz pushed him off.. Arghx..

Ok.. I need to wake tt idiot up. He stayed over my place.. I'm stil feeling soo headache from all da' shots i had..

Gary didnt drink.. CUZ DRINK-DRIVING IS AGAINST DA' LAW.
(& he had to send mi home mah..)

Saturday, December 11, 2004

Junior. -_- !

Took these snapshots wit my Godzilla sister~

Mr >.< & Ms -_- !

Wahahaha...

Da' pirate-bag i wanted! Finally i decide to buy it.. Ok.. i regret buying it liao..

Becuz of this idiot tt says i look lyk a kid with it.

Heee.. Thnks for pacifying mi.. & accompanying mi in town da' past few days..

Lazy to blog anymore.. Rushing out for a photoshoot~

Thursday, December 09, 2004

Junior. &. Retail. Therapy.

If i lose my temper @ anyone in particular today.. I'm terribly sorry..

I finally bought da' pirate-kinda-bag & FleshImp tee i wanted = 25% anger gone

BUT..

Tt's not da' design i want!! Grrr.. It'll only be here in January~

Such a loonnngggg wait~

Heeren is nw my self-proclaimed 2nd home. Muahaha..

Wasted my day with my dearest pal in RE- which is lyk a totally gay shop.. Outside stil paste Fridae poster..

I was lyk "wad da' fuck"..

Sushi sushi sushi + sashimi = 20% anger gone

Met up with Edison for cuppa' chill break. Haix.. I lost my temper @ him too..

Went PS play arcade.. Thrashed a few bloody losers =20% anger gone

Had a not-so-bad-dinner consisting of curry chicken & potatoe wedges =20% anger gone

OK... I have some bottled-up anger left.

B-E-W-A-R-E

Wednesday, December 08, 2004

Junior. Materialize.

Haix... Am i really tt materialistic? I admit sometimes i can get really overboard on shopping & branded goods..

BUT... ...

Isn't everybody da' same? Don't u want to be seen carrying a LV wallet or Gucci purse?

Tt Dior watch u've been eyeing, or da' Tiffany ring u've been hoping to get?

So wad if i own 7 pairs of Levi's? So wad if i luv FleshImp tees? So wad if i enjoy coffee breaks @ Starbucks?

So wad if i luv being pampered? So wad if i'm a drama queen? So wad if i have mood swings?

So wad if i'm abit sissy (i'm nt ashamed to use dis word) on some days, abit whiny on others, abit attitude on recent & crazy @ certain moments?

SO WAD?!?!

Does pin-pointing mi make u any happier? Any skinnier? Any prettier? Any wiser? Any stronger?

ANYWAY... ...

I'm gonna get da' Jean Paul Gaultier "Better Than Tan" Sunblock Powder~

And my pirate bag! I'm gonna go get it tml! Muahaha~

Left out a X'mas present for someone soo impnt in my life...

$58 (powder) + $24.9 (bag) + $60 (present) = $142.9

OK... ...

Maybe i'm reali a spendthrift, good-for-nothing-social-leech.

Wadever.

Say anything u lyk. I cant be bothered.

Excuse mi while i go enjoy my bubblebath~

Junior. Haix.

Feeling...

R-E-J-E-C-T-E-D

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

Junior. &. America's. Next. Top. Model.

Click to enlarge da' pixs.. Shows all da' photoshoots thy did and its in da' sequence each of them is eliminated..

Yst was da' end of America's Next Top Model. Yoanna House is da' eventual winner..

Muahaha.. I knew da' results long long b4 da' show started.. Blame it on S'pore censorship 4 delaying da' show..

I was hoping Shandi won.. Cuz she has da' gr8test transformation among them..

Maybe becuz she's blonde? Arghx.. My silly bimbotic moments strike again!! Ignore me..

Hee.. Off to town~ Meeting Zen ge ge & Gary to do some shopping.. Guess i need to change da' term..

WINDOW SHOPPING..

Arghx~~ I need ching ching $$!!

Junior's. Blue. Blue. Monday.

LONG LONG LONG DAY TODAY..

Ystnite Mr Gary stayed over.. Quite a squeeze but least gt someone to cuddle up to..

School again IS DAMN FUCKING FUCK UP'D!

Imagine lessons 10am-12nn.

BREAK FOR 5 FUCKIN HOURS.

Lesson 5pm-6pm.

Arghx~~

TCS called again.. Haix.. I rejected e job offer.. Shockingly.. Too lazy to organize events for dem..

Had Pizza Hut for lunch~

$100 - $20 = $80

Ok.. I'm soo screwed for da' month of December..

Had a ssssuuuppppppeeerrr filling dinner wit Christian.

FULL... SATISFIED...

OK. I shldn't be feeling this. BUT..

I miss Mr Amos.

Sunday, December 05, 2004

Junior. &. Mr. Gary.

Ok thanks to this guy Mr Gary, i totally want IXUS40..

&..

I WANNA PAY FOR IT WITH MY OWN CHING CHING $$..

Off to Regent Hotel with Mr Gary for dinner~

Feeling super pampered~

Junior. Yes/No.

Yes/No doodle. Arghx.. Sooo frustrated.. Especially da' hangover..

ITS KILLING ME..

IT HURTS SOO BAD..

Mr. Gary making ginger tea for mi now.. Weee.. Playing with HIS IXUS40..

Thinking yes/no to _______.

Thinking yes/no to go for dinner @ Regent Hotel not..

Thinking yes/no shld i give up?

Life's full of choices. Yes/No.

Ok. I'll shut up & drink my ginger tea. My blog's sounding all confucian. Yucks.

Junior. @. ZoukOut2004!

ZoukOut 2004 is da' highlight of my life!! It totally kick ass!!

If u missed it, u ought to shoot urself!! Wahaha.. Partied for more den 12 hours non-stop~!!

Body aches.. Mosquito bites.. Slight bruises.. Credits to squeezing on da' fucking ZoukOut Bus..

Caught RESFEST screening.. Some crappy art shit.. Wahaha.. Ppl dressed funnily too.. Lotsa performances..

Lotsa HOT HOT HOT babes.. Not to mention super cute guys~

Made lotsa new frens lyk Anson, De Wei, Nicky, Pei Pei, Xiao Ai & etc.

Thr is lyk graffiti streetart, CARNIVAL RIDES!! & those reali reali moronic buskers. Fuck dem.

But one thing bad is e DJs shld strt playin arnd 8pm. Not 10pm.. MAMBO JAMBO mi~

Headed to Siloso Beach to checkout da' international band compeitition. Thy really can play wor..

I thought its juz a bunch of hola-hola-bullshit.. But i'm soo wrong!!

Oh yah. I was cleaning da' fishtank of Underwater World again.

Blessed tt i brought my CK Crave.. Or i'll be smellin lyk a fish da' whole fucking day..

Off to bed now.. Soooo tired..

*Jun's Cliques take note : Pixs are all available @ Jamie's blog! Or juz ask her email u.*

FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN
HIGH HIGH HIGH HIGH
HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT

MANY THANKS TO ____. IF NOT FOR U I WON'T BE ABLE TO HAVE THOSE FREE TIX. CHILL CUPPA'S ON ME NXT TIME WE MEET.

I simply luv my fwens~

Watched "Bridget Jones Diary -The Edge of Reason" b4 heading dwn to Tanjong Beach. Its a muz watch movie!!

Ok i need to get fatter. I need a digi-cam. I need Zzzzz..

Ciao~

Saturday, December 04, 2004

Junior. &. Lindsay. Lohan's. "Rumors"

Saturday steppin' into the club
And it makes me wanna tell the DJ
Turn It Up
I feel the energy all around
And my body can't stop moving to the sound

But I can tell that you're watching me
And you're probably gonna write what you didn't see
Well I just need a little space to breathe
Can you please respect my privacy

Why can't you just let me
Do the things I wanna do
I just wanna be me
I don't understand why
Would you wanna bring me down
I'm only having fun
I'm gonna live my life
Like I wanna do

I'm tired of rumors starting
I'm sick of being followed
I'm tired of people lying
Saying what they want about me
Why can't they back up off me
Why can't they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is

Here we are back up in the club
People taking pictures
Don't you think they get enough
I just wanna be all over the floor
And throw my hands up in the air to a beat like (What?)

I've gotta say respectfully
I would like it if you take the cameras off of me
'Cause I just want a little room to breathe
Can you please respect my privacy

Why can't you just let me
Do the things I wanna do
I just wanna be me
I don't understand why
Would you wanna bring me down
I'm only having fun
I'm gonna live my life
Like I wanna do

I'm tired of rumors starting
I'm sick of being followed
I'm tired of people lying
Saying what they want about me
Why can't they back up off me
Why can't they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is

I just need to free my mind (my mind)
Just wanna dance and have a good time (good time)

I'm tired of rumors (rumors)
Followed (followed, followed, followed, followed, followed)

What they (follow) me
Why can't they (they they they-they-they) let me live

Take this for just what it is

I'm tired of rumors starting
I'm sick of being followed
I'm tired of people lying
Saying what they want about me
Why can't they back up off me
Why can't they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is

I'm tired of rumors starting
I'm sick of being followed
I'm tired of people lying
Saying what they want about me
Why can't they back up off me
why can't they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is