Tuesday, December 14, 2004
Junior. Kor. Chat.
Chatted with Kor til 2:27am. Why cant i juz sleep early?
Soo many things running thru my mind.. I juz feel soo lost. I wonder why..
Ppl always think i have a crazy life, lotsa peeps for company, parties & sex-fest.. Arghx..
But it all boils down to
n-o-t-h-i-n-g.
I juz feel soo miserable. I miss my kor terribly. I haven seen him for months. Its not tt long actually..
But.. Sometimes i can feel tt his hurt & need a crying shoulder.. Yet im always nt thr for him..
When i feel upset or sad he'll call & crap mi up.. We juz share da' telepathic bond..
But why cant i show any emotions? I feel weird. When im sad, angry, or wadever.. I juz give ppl a feeling tt im happy.
Anyway..
Zen, Rach, Ed, Benny, Alex, Angel, Monica, Mich, Fiona, Hansel & Kendrick we're best buds forever!
I know u guys are worried for mi. I tend to be lyk a kid @ times. But.. Dont worry..
I juz woke up from my dream. Back to harsh reality. Time for work.