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Saturday, December 04, 2004

Junior's. Story-time.

Its a true story.. (or at least, thats what I heard)

Jun & Jen were a pair of young couple...
Jun was very charming and many girls couldn't help
falling in love with him... Therefore, he became
quite a flirt. (Hmmm...)

As for Jen, she was an ordinary girl with
average looks. Although there were quite a number of
guys wooing her, Jen only had Jun in her heart.
Although she knew that one day Jun would eventually leave her...She still continued to love him whole heartedly...

Jen loves rainy days... She loves playing in the
rain, & whenever Jun wanted to join her, she'll
always stop him from joining in.

Jun then asks her, "Why don't you let me join
you?"

Jen replied, "Err..er..because I don't want you to
fall sick."

Jun then ask her again,"If playing in the
rain will make me fall sick, then why are you
still doing it?"

But each time Jen would always keep quiet and force a
smile at him...

Although Jun wasn`t able to join her, he felt
happy. To him, as long as Jen was happy, he'd be happy as well. :)

However, nothing lasts forever... Jun soon fell for
another girl after two months. He loves the girl more deeply den he loved Jen.

One day, while Jun & Jen were having their
dinner , Jun told Jen that this would be their
last dinner together... Jen looked
at him. She knew dat this was going to happen, but
she chose not to ask any further. Jun then
requested for a break up. And Jen...
She accepted willingly partly because, she
knew, Jun was just like the wind; never stopping
at any one point.

That night was to be the last time Jun ever sent Jen
home. Jen kept very quiet although deep down she wanted to
know the reasons but she choose not to
ask. Just when Jen was about to step into the
lift, Jun stopped her.
He said, "Jen, I'm really sorry that I've let you down.
But I'll never forget those days when I see you playing in the rain...
Those are the most happy & unforgettable memories I had with you.

After listening to Jun, Jen could't help it but cried..

Jun hugged her tightly. He said:,"Jen,
There's one question i wanted to ask you long ago...

Why is it everytime when you are playing in the rain,
you just wouldn't allow me to accompany you?

Jen was stunned..

pausing for a few seconds,

Jen replied...

Because...

"Because i don't wish to let you know...

.....I was crying."

2002-2004
To those whose hearts I have broken to earn the reputation that I wanted. To those whose souls I have manipulated for my own sadistic glee. To those whose bonds of friendship I killed with a sentence.

I am sorry. Nothing can ever make up for it. You, you and you might never see this, because of how much you hate me. But I've changed. Forgiving me is too much to ask. And all I can do, is pray that your wounds have healed, just like mine. And that one day, you'll be able to get on your feet, to live, and love life again.

To guys, who might be reading this.
If you think being a playboy is cool.
All the girls are crazy about you.
All the guys are envious.
You are dead wrong.
Because every heart that you break.
Every tear wept for you.
Every lie that you tell.
Will come around one day.

With the deepest sincerity my soul can muster.
I am truely sorry.