+| Embrace da' vices_____________

Thursday, April 28, 2005

Junior. Missed. Canoe-ing.

Grrrr.. Supposed to meet dear n his fren "cum lan" go canoe at East Coast today..

BUT..

Dear too slow motion le.. We reached n the guy told us e water conditions nt suitable for canoe-ing..

Tamade..

So we went to sing K.. Muahahaa..

Better slp early.. Cos tml meeting his frens for dim-sum..

Gonna be a busy busy Friday~~

Yay! Finally 1st month together~

Luv u dear~

Junior. &. Jesse. Mccartney. "Beautiful Soul"

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Your beautiful soul, yeah
You might need time to think it over
But im just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon lets try

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know if you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Your beautiful soul, yeah

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

Junior. Hates. Sketches.

Met up with dear at Sketches for dinner..

Mental note to self: Nvr eat thr again.

I had a tummy ache all e way home.

Junior. Busy. To. Blog.

BUSY BUSY BUSY!

Was kinda busy, more of LAZY to blog.. Hahaha..

Most memorable day last wk was when dear brought mi to Foster's at Holland V for dinner..

Very very good steak~~~

Sang KTV after tt! Heeee..

Dear thght last fri is our 1st mnth anniversary but its dis coming Friday lo.. Grrrr..

Anyways..

Watched XXX2 & The Interpretor.

Stupid blockbuster tt goes BANG BANG BOOM!

While e Interpretor u oughta have a brief knowledge of Africa's politcis..

Anyway.. I cant watch Summer Storm.. Grrr..

Dear caught it n said some parts got cut off..

Oh wells..

Time for my Bimbo show! Da S n Xiao S! Hahaha..

Thursday, April 21, 2005

Junior. Bert. Ernie.

So e rumors were true!

BERT & ERNIE ARE GAY!

(nxt suspect. elmo & cookie monster?)

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

Junior. Maxel. Kor. SMS.

"Di this cant go on.. No matter wat happen i will always consider u as my di.. Cos i nv had a god bro b4. Be it younger or older. U r my only didi. I really dun believe anything should even come near 2 spoil our relationship.. I know at times i maybe wrong.. But i need time to learn also. Stop ignorin me.. Tell me if u r unsatisfied with me in anyway n i will change.. This is 2 my 1 n only di junior ang"

"I'm upset whenever u hang up on me.. We used to be so close.. U dunno how i feel n may not be able 2 imagine it.. I can only sms u.. Cos this way.. I'm more assured that u will read.... I miss those days when u always whine on e phone.. Share with me wat happen 2 u.. I may not say it.. But i really appreciate that.. Very much.. Cos it jus shows how close we r.. i miss you.. I nv expect i would say all this.. But if u really jus wan 2 leave me.. Then i wish u all da best 4 your future.. My 1 n only didi.."

Idiot kor.. Make mi cry.. Hmpf..

Its been only a week since we squabbled.. I dunno..

Sometimes i just need to shut ppl out from my life for awhile.. Sometimes i need to distant myself away for awhile..

Maybe tt's y i find it soo hard to talk to you n dear.

The conversation we exchanged is soo freaking awkward.. No longer e close-proximity we shared before..

I do luv u both.. Its just tt one made mi ridiculously angry.. The other made mi freaking upset..

In e end both tell mi tt i mean alot to them.. Then y hurt mi in e 1st place?

PLEASE LISTEN TO JOLIN TSAI'S "DAO DAI"

Maxel Kor u said im real, frank, direct til the bad way..

But tt's wad i am.

I luv u scolding mi n stuff.. But sometimes i really cannot tolerate u e way u deal with things..

I know ure jus gonna say mi also.. Always soo immature abt stuff.. Always anyhow spending money.. Always whining.. Always out for fun.. Always playing..

But isnt tt what u liked abt mi in e 1st place?

Im lyk stil 18?

Sooo much for mi to do.. To see.. To party..

Its e prerogative the 18s enjoy.

Dear isnt my personality tt attracted u?

Im like trying to brainwash myself to lyk answer e phone n talk.. But each time it seemed soo hard.

Soo many things i wanna tell u.. Soo many i luv u to say to u.. But its lyk..

Both of u know very well..

I bear a grudge.

Those tt hurt mi i'll have dis force-shield up.. I won't trust so easily..

Im sorry if im egoistic or wad.. Arrogant.. Selfish.. Wadever.

When it all boils down..

Wat u see is wat u get; No mask No pretense.

I'm for real.

(Maxel kor finally u read my blog.. If u do happen to read it again.. Call mi..)

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

Junior. Lester. House.

Sang KTV with Lester til 2+ in e morning..

Haha..

Walked from Cathay Cine all e way back to Lavender..

Not really far..

Laughed alot with our bimbotic moments..

His room is damn nice! Minus off e garbage his dad dumps in his room.. Hahaa..

Watched anime..

Jus reached home n totally drained~

Junior. Needs. Ching Ching.

FUCK E BANK!

I DEPOSIT MONEY IN & NOW I CAN'T WITHDRAW ANY OUT!

FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!

I owe it to my bimboticness to try out several pin no. till my card is now no longer functioning

Monday, April 18, 2005

Junior. Samara.

Bimbotic day~ Wahahaa..

Watched e practically stupid show "Samara".. Ended up shouting "samosa, samosa!" when tt fucking bitch appears on-screen.

For e stupid ppl out thr, "samosa" is those triangle lyk popiah tingy.

Rachel broke her heels when she slipped while leaving e cinema, totally unglam~

E rich tai-tai insisted tt we go ALL e way from PS to Taka so she can get her VIVI heels.. Grrrr..

Had dinner ovr at Crystal Jade.. Sooo full..

Talked alot.

Maybe i shld give up.

Maybe i shldnt.

I dunno.

Damn im becoming stupid lyk e gals..

Just to gloat.. Im out with my "admirers".. Fiona, Rachel, Monica, Michelle & Angel.

I got lyk soooo many admirers..

Argh. This is totally stupid n beneath mi.

Anyway if nothing goes wrong.. Weds will be Chi Black.

I totally miss her~~

Junior. REALLY. FRUSTRATED.

I wonder wad e fuck is his problem. Going all cuckoo abt my nick.

Being sooo freaking concerned abt mi which i do not need.

Like going out with Fiona n gals, he thinks thy are my admirers..

WHICH I DO NOT HAVE ANY.

Can u like go find urself freaking frens n stop assuming stuff abt mi?

Or do u need mi to bind live wires arnd u n fry u like an egg?

If ure not Maxel's bf i wldnt even bother talking.

I don need anyone's care nor concern.

U can say im arrogant, selfish wadever.

I dont care.

CAN EVERYONE LIKE LEAVE MI ALONE NOW?

Sunday, April 17, 2005

Junior. Junior/WeiHao.

Sorry cldnt go for ur birhtday party.. Heee..

U know mi so well.. Don angry ar.. Heee..

Happy Birthday!

Junior. Frosted.

I like u because u gave mi freedom.

Now u eradicated my freedom.

I feel soooo lost.

We had little little quarrels.

Now u hurt mi.

Remember Emma Frost?

Other then her telepathic powers what else can she do?

Cold, emotionless, hard diamond.

Tt's what i am now. (minusing her big boobs of cos)

Saturday, April 16, 2005

Junior. Movies. Galore.

Caught "Wet Dreams" with Stefanie.. Damn hilarious show.. Soo soo sexual humour.. Wahahaa..

Watched "Infection" later with Fiona n e gals later.. Rather stupid show.. Tamade..

Home watching tv..

Junior. Moody.

I'm moody.

Dont feel lyk blogging.

Thursday, April 14, 2005

Junior. Dear. MB0303. Zouk.

Wednesday
Went Zouk with Xinxin, Orange Juice, Vig, Godzilla & Jasmine.

Dear i know u spent alot today. Hmmm.. U spend ALOT everyday.

Let's eat hawker!!

Had fun.. Happy dear clicked with my classmates.. Although he felt old.. Heeee

I hate Jasen Kor.

But i hate Maxel Kor more.

Im not longer angry, surprisingly. Maxel don even bother to ask mi out. I wont go. If ure going, im not.

I wont even ans ur freaking calls.

Thursday
Had a haircut today.

"A" shape.

I hate it.

I hate it.

I hate it.

I hate it.

I hate it.

I hate it.

I hate it.

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

Junior. Dear. Baker's. Inn.

Im sooo tired n full from today's outing with dear.. Soo gonna blog in point form.. Heee..

1. Saw many aj ppl at e pool today.
2. Finally finally did my 25 laps.
3. CHEE KO-PEK!
4. Jill is a biker-chick!
5. I dropped $30. Tamade.
6. Dear pick mi up go town.
7. Got mi a Fleshimp Teee.
8. Had Wanton Mee Heeren 5th floor.
9. PS Indonesian Ayam Pangang.
10.Dessert at Baker's Inn.

*Most impnt*

Maxel kor i know im not always thr for u to give a listening ear, but i'll try my best to be ur best didi k..

Lyk ure always thr wen i needed u e most.. Although ure fierce with mi.. But its for my own good..

I know im not in a gd temper wen i just get back home.. Sooo many things i wanna tell u..

But..

My lips are sealed.

Monday, April 11, 2005

Junior. MMX.

Junior had a mini concert at K-Box with MMX!

MoMo!
Mama!
XinXin!

& of cos..

Mi!

Hahaa..

Sunday, April 10, 2005

Junior. Good. Luck!!

Spent e day watching Good Luck!!

Takuya Kimura is sooooo shuai~~

Heee..

I hate Korean dramas.. Too much crying too many ridiculous plots..

But its e overdose of crying parts tt turn mi off..

Back to watching Good Luck!! & squashing e ants crawling all ovr my room..

Junior. Bored. Of. Clubbing.

Went down Whynot with Jasen Kor, Charlie n Merci yesterday nite.

Think we enjoyed sitting down at Maxwell market eating & crapping rather den inhaling the toxic fumes Whynot sprays out..

Charlie got burnt by someone's light. HAHA.

Thx for e wantons n dumplings~

Miss dear so much. Guess wont be clubbing without him.

Yes, im serious.

Saturday, April 09, 2005

Junior. Curses.

Tamade.

The gruesome-twosome is back. Eeew.

Singapore is gonna be plagued by their digustingness.

Damn. I got to get a life n stop whining like a loser.

Oh i totally forgot.

My life kinda got photocopied many times over. I didnt use e word "scan" cos i have been cheaply copied over n over n over again. Im lyk totally numb.

Haha.

I googled n found someone's blog which i read with great indepth. The location, e ppl, e food, e time.

Shit mother fucker fuck shit.

I have some mad stalker after mi tt obviously hates my guts. SURPRISINGLY he's willing to tail mi all around town all day, n go home to blog abt it.

N in one post i got cursed for walking to n fro town. From Far East to Cine to PS back to Far East again.

I have weird shopping habits. Hmmmm.

Anyway.

Missing dear soo much while he is having premium grade sashimi with SOMEONE.

Curses. U owe mi one Mr Koh. Grrrr.

I shall now continue to degrade myself n have Long John's for dinner.

Hahahahaa.

Junior. Need. For. Excitement.

I AM STONING AT HOME ON A SATURDAY.

FUCK.

Back to reading comics.

Friday, April 08, 2005

Junior. Dear. Ajisen.

Woke up early by dear n Ms HEE-HEE..

Grrr..

Slacked n played games at dear's house till evening when dear brought mi to Ajisen for dinner..

Tamade. I hate scissors, paper, stone.

Drove to have Rochor Beancurd again.. Wahahaa..

Dear ur parking reali reali SUCKS!

Heee..

Luv u dear.. So hard to slp without u..

Time check 3:12am.

Oh ya. Im bleeding to death. My ear stud got caught with my towel n i pulled..

Now my ear hole is spewing out blood.

How cute.

Argh. Im such a drama king.

Thursday, April 07, 2005

Junior. Fuck. Blogspot.

I lost all of what i blogged this morning..

Tamade.

Anyway in short summary..

Dear drove mi, Merci n Gerald arnd this fucking small country.

Pissed off this god-damn mother fucking indian at Bishan CPF. Haha.

I BLOGGED ALOT ABOUT THIS FUCKING INDIAN. AGAIN, DAMN U FUCKING BLOGSPOT!

Picked up Merci n went to Lasalle,

Met up wit Gerald n walked arnd Queensway,

Headed back to town pick Merci again,

Went to Holland V to have XO fishead n "San Lao" some Teochew Kway Teow tingy, prawn rolls & veggies..

YUMMYLICIOUS~

Back to PS caught The Pacifier..

Waahahahaa..

Sent Merci home..

Went dear home..

Zzzzzzzzzzzz..

Junior. Not. "Dao".

Some mother-fucker says im dao..

ARGH..

I AM?

Shit mother fucker fuck shit.

Damn u.

Junior. @. xxxx's. Blog.

Read up someone's blog.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Im laffing in a sadistic glee.

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

Junior. Gets. Bimbotic.

Stayed home n lazed around the whole day..

Omfg.

Watched some 5pm show on CH U with host Xiao S n Da S.

Omfg.

I laughed thru e show lyk some stupid bimbo at a launch of LV's cherry monogram collection by Takashi Murakami (i tink tt's his name if i nv remember wrongly).

Omfg.

I was pratically laffing ovr manicured nails n what u cant do with it. For eg. u cant dig ur nose n many othr lame stuff tt makes u bimbotic.. Wahahaha..

Omfg.

Then i laughed abt e way u die. How pain will it be.

Omfg.

Im not leaving the house after 6pm now.

Omfg.

Everyone is sooo gonna hate mi for being late.

Omfg.

My life is getting soooooo boring~~

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

Junior. Avril. Lavigne. "He Wasn't"

There's not much going on today.
I'm really bored, it's getting late.
What happened to my Saturday?
Monday's coming, the day I hate.

Sit on the bed alone, staring at the phone.
He wasn't what I wanted, what I thought, no.
He wouldn't even open up the door.
He never made me feel like I was special.
He isn't really what I'm looking for.

This is when I start to bite my nails.
And clean my room when all else fails.
I think it's time for me to bail.
This point of view is getting stale.

Sit on the bed alone, staring at the phone.
He wasn't what I wanted, what I thought, no.
He wouldn't even open up the door.
He never made me feel like I was special.
He isn't really what I'm looking for.

Na na na na na, we've all got choices.
Na na na na, we've all got voices.
Na na na na na, stand up make some noise.
Na na na na, stand up make some noise.

Sit on the bed alone, staring at the phone.
He wasn't what I wanted, what I thought, no.
He wouldn't even open up the door.
He never made me feel like I was special.
He isn't really what I'm looking for.
He wasn't what I wanted, what I thought, no.
He wouldn't even open up the door.
He never made me feel like I was special.
Like I was special, cuz I was special.

Na na na na na.

Junior. Link. Mi. Up!

Did a few "HEAD-LINKS".. Heeee

Kinda takes some time to load..

TA-MA-DE.

Anyway.. I'm lazy to continue..

Muahahaha..

I got lyk 40+ "HEADS" to link up..

ARGH~!!

Monday, April 04, 2005

Junior. NYDC.

Met up with dear in town.

Played KOF while dear played Guilty Gear.. Wahahaa..

Perfect lazing weather.

Walked from PS to Wheelock's Place to have dinner @ NYDC.

Had a suuppeeerr cheesy ham baked pasta..

Both of us had tummy aches later.. Argh..

Drove mi home..

AND..

SUPER THX TO LUCI-GE FOR MAKING MY BLOG SOO NICEE~!

Sunday, April 03, 2005

Junior. Fat/Crazy. Lunatics.

I seriously detest/loathe fat ppl.

The toxic stench thy emit from thier bodies are excruciatingly repulsive.

Thy shld all be shot dead n buried under e sea to avoid thier fumes from spreading.

They look down on skinny ppl lyk mi.

OH PLS.

For Pete's sake,

Get a grip on urself bacon chops. Be glad ure not butchered n sent to e market for human consumption.

Wait.

U FAT FREAKS will most prob posison those tt consumed u.

I know im freakin skinny n i whine abt it, i don mind comments from NORMAL ppl not FAT FREAKS tt goes "he must be anorexic n i vomit after every meal." ( im not some stupid bimbo. i understand wad it means)

AND.

Just to aggravate my pain in this fuck'd up world..

I just MSN'd with some lunatic tt went all emotional saying im hurtful with my words..

He asked how old is my dear n i gave a "nt ur bizness ask for wad"

AND.

He goes all emotionally insane saying i hurt him n he log off without a chance for mi to explain.

Is it mi or is he crazy?

I talk lyk tt.

Straight to e fucking point. So deal with it.

AND.

Monday is dear n mi day.. N he asked if he can tag along..

1st time i see someone soooo enthusiastic to TAG along with couples..

Its been long since i BLOCK someone from MSN anyway.

Anyway this is e new cvr for Brit's new album out in late 2006 or early 2007.

So why dont u do somethin'?

Junior. Master. Of. Procrastination.

Ok.. I know im fucking lazy to blog.. Fucking lazy to reply sms too..

So here's a update..

Friday
Went with dear to East Coast.. Haha.. He ate e famous Beff Noodles.. E soup is sooo sweet.. ALOT OF MSG lor..

Had a so-so Oyster Omelette.. Damn e bloody pictures. I was misguided.

Cycled to e piers whr i got curious at what 2 fucking malays are doing..

Digging for crabs.. Dear n mi joined in e fun..

N guess what?

I tell dear careful don slip n i SLIPPED ON E SEAWEED n landed butt 1st on e EWWWW sea-water.

Totally unglam..

Not to forget e loud "ARGH" i shouted when i went down...

Watched House Of Fury n i kicked e fucker sitting infront of mi.

His hair is atrocious styled HIGH N SPIKKY fucking hell blocking my view.

I come with a serious attitude problem.

Saturday
Woke up late for Pokemon.. Haha.. Watched TV together.. Played fighting games.. Wahahaa...

Had some really nice chicken rice near dear's place..

Went to PS play arcade..

Had Pizza Hut for dinner..

BUT i went on a coughing frenzy lyk i just contracted Tubercoulosis.

Cough n cough n cough n cough..

Wasted dear's money bring mi thr to eat.. Had to "da bao" back in e end..

N damn im hungry lor.. But cough n cough cnt eat.. Hmpf

Soo dear suggest we go have Rochor beancurd instead..

Quarreling cold or hot one tatse better.. Grrr..

Avril Lavigne's Bonez Tour 2005 02/04/2005 @ e Singapore Indoor Stadium.

Enjoy~!

Sunday
I AM SOOO FUCKING BORED AT HOME.

SICK COUGHING. (but im getting better)

SICK OF E FUCKING WEATHER. (nv rains but pours)

I miss dear soo much.

He had to go for some family gathering every Sunday.

Ok.. Time to slp.

Im starting to really have no life.