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Tuesday, May 31, 2005

Junior. Black. Hair. Day.

Yay yay!

Finally had my hair re-dyed black with tinges of electric blue.

I luv my black hair. But ppl i met today were lyk: "black hair?"

Wadever. I fucking luv black/blue.

Sang K with dear dear n Lester today.

ANYWAY.

I AM NOW OFFICIALLY SICK AGAIN.

FLU + SORETHROAT + HEADACHE + FEVER = ME

Many unhappy tings fucking happended on my way back. Im sooo tired from e medicine i ate.

I don wan to be a fashion designer anymore. I wan to be a doctor.

Medicine + Midnite consultation = $60.

Honestly do i look as though i fucking print money?

Monday, May 30, 2005

Junior. Wans. Shuffle.

I need an iShuffle!

I hate travelling alone all e way back with no-one to tok to n have fat gays biatching how skinny i am.

Kor called ask how m i. Talked abt certain stuff.. Tt's all.

*prays* mum give mi $100 tml.

If not my shuffle plan will be postponed.

ANYWAY. Maxel kor's b-day is nxt Tues. Argh.. In a dilemia. Shld i be a gd didi n get him something on my own?

Or share a present with Gerald & Ivan?

*pauses* Im tinking of Mr Shuffle..

Fuck e asshole tt invented money.

Junior. Madagascar!

Things i did recently:
Went to Bugis with dear to eat pasta
Watched Madagascar with dear
Window-shopped around
Drew dear a shopping list
Made dumplings
Cut my toe nails
Dug my ears

Yada yada yada. My life is sooooo boring.

Ok im heading out now! To window-shop more.. Argh..

Sunday, May 29, 2005

Junior. Triple. Tiredness.

3 sleeping pills 1 glass of water.

Zzzzzzzzzzz.

I promise to blog tml. I promise. I promise.

Saturday, May 28, 2005

Junior. Broke.

As of now, I am super broke and in debt. Sigh. Need to get my allowence asap, clear all the shit up and starve for the rest of next month. Which is DAMN DAMN DAMN sad can?!

Its the GREAT SINGAPORE SALE! I mean, they didn't call it GREAT for no reason right? It ain't BIG, it ain't GIANT, its GREAT! And I feel GREAT to be broke. Fuck.

Friday, May 27, 2005

Junior. Shops.

Dear got mi a replacement phone. Yay yay! I'm all contactable again.

Not a fancy hp. But rather gd to use. Samsung E800C. Mayb gonna change again once my plan ends in Sept.

Anyway. Dear got a very good bargain for e Samsung D500! Damn him! Grrrr.. Cannot wait for dear go re-service den i use~

Shopped round Bugis with dear today. Bargained his Wolverine & Ghost Rider from $70 to $45. I stil find it v ex to spend sooo much on toys.

Got a tee from P.O.A from Don. Muahaha..

Sat n talked at Bugis e fountain. Guess im gettin sick soon. Or rather v heaty. Had a weird/good talk with dear.

Muacks! Luv u dear. (I luv u also. lol)

Dear got more comics AGAIN.

Dear got sooo many stuff. All his shopping bags e past few days!

Nvm! Dear im gonna make u broke tml! Grrr..

Junior. GSS!

GREAT SINGAPORE SALE!!

I NEED TO SHOP!!

*Busy writing a list of items to get*

Thursday, May 26, 2005

Junior. Walks. Round. Town.

I know its no big deal to walk round town. BUT its lyk for 8 hours; n town is pratically borin if ure a person lyk mi tt goes town almost everyday.

Anyway did abit of shopping with Lester, got myself a new stud (i fuckin do not look beng), a new chain which i happen to break it @ Spinneli (fuck damn e world!).

Im seriously marveled with my remarkable abilites to create mishaps.

Walked practically almost every shopping centre.. Haha..

I VISTED DA SAO! I fuckin hate u. I wan freebies.

BTW. I fuckin need a hp. My hp jus died on mi this morn. How fun. Im now totally uncontactable.

Do not call mi. I will call u.

I got rather pissed at this fucker who DIDNT have a spare phone to lend mi n asked mi a bunch of retarded/redundant qns.

For eg. Wad phone u using, how long u using, how u spoil it, why don buy new hp etc.

I find it rather ridiculous to ask mi wen my MSN nick "who got spare hp to lend? my hp is fuckin spoilt"

This world is soo full of fuckin stupid shit-heads.

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

Junior. Misses. U.

Sorry dear i kept losing my temper. Come to think of it, having u back again in my life i better learn to treasure u once more before its too late.

I luv u Dear Dear.

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

Junior's. Shopping. List.

Need to get myself Lipbalm too. My lips r sooo cracking.

Decided to get color contacts. Grey will be a nice color! Or green?

Hopefully Gerald's free on Thurs to color my hair.

I tink i need to see e dentist abt my teeth soon too. Argh.. I fuckin hate dentists.

Time for mi to slp. Im fucking cultivating good habit to slp early.

Junior. Exposes. NYP. Slut.

This is a true story! Susan Chua / Sek IC number S1606310Z, a lecturer from Nanyang polytechnic (NYP) school of business (SBM) had a year long sexual affair with an ex-student.

They had sex almost every other day at her office, lecture theatres, her home and some public places. When her husband found out of the affair through his private investigators, he filed for divorce.

To attempt to reconcile with her husband, she dumped her ex- student without a word and even filed a false police of harassment against him.

However after what she'd done to salvage the broken marriage, her husband still divorced her as he considers her as "soiled goods" and knew her true intentions of returning to him.

Do you think she should be punished for : 1) Abusing school authority by having sex with her ex- student in NYP premises. 2) Making a false police report against her ex-student to save her own skin.

Susan Chua is still with NYP and can be contacted by email : susan_chua@nyp.gov.sg Tel number : 65501129 or 64515115 dial 0 and ask to be transferred to Susan Chua of school of business (SBM).

She drives a champagne colour Toyota Corolla with registration plate SDS 6452 S, and lives at no. 5 Bassein Road, # 10-03 Bassein Court, S'pore 309836

I guess no one will believe this. But go to www.yahoo.com or www.google.com.

Type in Susan Chua n click search.

READ ALL ABOUT IT IN SGFORUMS! SHAMELESS SLUT. FUCKIN NYP!

Fuckin lousy school no wonder got fuckin lousy students n sluts for teachers.

Monday, May 23, 2005

Junior. Starwars. 3.

Watched Starwars 3 with dear today. Freaking boring movie. 3 hours long n i kept on dozing off. My back stil hurts from or e bad sitting positions i had on GV's seats.

WATCH IT ONLY IF URE A TRUE FAN! IF NOT, DON BOTHER ACCOMPANYING UR BF/FRENS TO WATCH!

Was shopping with Dear before e movie. Grrr.. He bought a Mambo Tee 20% off. Bought Reef Boardshorts!

Tamade.

Anyway he got mi a Fleshimp Tee. Yay! Thx Phoebe for extra 5%.. Haha.. Im such a cheapo.

Spoiled Dear's mood when i got highly irritable at stuff easily today.

Sorry Dear! Muacks!

Anyway, I stil couldnt forget e old fucker tt pointed his finger @ mi. Let mi see him again n i'll make sure his kids "accidentally" roll off e escalator.

Y hurt e old fuck wen i can cause him more grief if his kids get damn hurt instead.

I tink im getting more violent.

"Think of da sao" hahahahaa... Amitabha.

Kor's new lizard tatoo. I also wan to get a tatoo!

Life is getting mundane.

Junior. @. MaMa.Chalet. Pix.

Dear, Mi & XinXin

Group Pic @ Noon.

Group Pic @ Nite.

The 21 Birthday Cake.

Mama! The birthday gal!

Junior. Fleshimp. Great. Singapore. Sale!

Sunday, May 22, 2005

Junior. Sunday. Dogs.

I'm still lazy to blog.

Anyway its Pre-Vesak day. A fucking day whr all e fuckin black shits in our lovable country congregate together n fucking stink it up.

Thy fuckin got no brain nor balls. All thy got is thier fuckin stench.

I punched e car horn for a fuckin long time cos dear stays near a fuckin temple whr e fuckers pray to thier shit gods.

Brought Jackie n Ryu to Mount Pleasant Pet Clinic.

Stupid fat Ryu feigned illness. Wasted $28 just for e vet to say ur dog is too fat. Ur dog needs to go on diet.

Poor Jackie is sooo sick with bacteria infection. Hurts alot to see it get skin scraped in order to get skin samples.

Went to have Chicken Rice @ Queensway. Sucks.

Returned e dogs n drove to PS to buy pet stuff but ended up @ Holland Village instead.

Got a carrier bag, leash, bonesp& a portable bottle.

Went to Cold Storage buy some groceries. Fuckin biatch.

She was fuckin tryin to squeeze 3 middle sized cans of Pringles, 3 Ruffles, 2 baby cookies, 1 large Calbee Hot & Spicy ALL into this middle sized bag.

I fuckin asked for tt fucker to give another bag she fuckin dare to say watse plastic bag.

For fuck's sake, u fuckin work thr, pls use ur fuckin brain. I do not wan to walk 1/2 way to have my chips fallin out, NOR do i wan to walk around with a bloated plastic bag.

One fuckin plastic bag doesnt cost more den 1cent. Guess she wans mi to fuckin throw coins at her face.

Better control my temper.

Saturday, May 21, 2005

Junior. Day 3.

HAPPY BIRTHYDAY MAMA & WENDY!

1.Took cab meet Xinxin. Fucking cab driver fuckin rude.

2.Cycled with e gals in e rain.

3.Haha.. Unforgettable expierience.

4.Played cards. Cut cake. Cook BBQ for Mama's flower vases frens.

5.Left abt 11+ to go clubbing.

6.I bathed faster den Dear.

7.Managed to avoid e midnight charge.

8.Danceed with Dear.

9.Thx Sham for e shots.

10.Went to eat Bak Ku Teh near Zouk.

11.Patch back at e bus-stop.

12.Dear stayed over.

13.Feeling loved.

14.Woke up damn early to drive dogs to e Vet.

Friday, May 20, 2005

Junior. Day 2.

Went out got my LV bag. Verified its authentic! Yay! 2 LV bags in my posession now!

Thx to those tt helped mi. Haha.

Went clubin too.

My life may seem to get much better but in fact my heart stil hurts.

Pretending to be happy is so difficult for mi. Mayb i shld stop trying n just dissappear.

Everytime i tink of u i bite my tongue to hold back e tears. Mayb i shld jus stay at home from now onwards.

Junior. Day 2.

Had a sleepless nite thinking of him. So hard for mi to let go.

We didnt end it cos our luv has died, he ended it cos he doesnt want mi to feel e stress his family gave him.

I'll rather he end it with mi in a more normal way. A big quarrel? A fight? Or we don suit each other anymore.

I dunno. Fucking poor now. Fucking sad. My heartache died down. Only to resurface every now n den.

Btw i lost e Zippo i just bought yst. Fuck! The no. of Zippos i lost cld get mi an ipod by now. Haha..

Thursday, May 19, 2005

Junior. Day 1.

Headed down town. Drank all by myself. Nv felt so alone before.

Smoked another pack at Taka stairway. Haha.. Saw a few frens.. So i ran away..

Walked back home from town.

Fucking far.

Do i care?

I dunno. My mind's a total blank.

*To e star person in my tag-board, just to make u happier; my throat's burning from all e alcohol i drank. Haha.. Mayb i wil heed ur advice.

But y not let mi smoke to death? I watse money, i die from lung cancer n throat cancer n many other fuckin illness.

So much more suffering den immediate death. Who's u to talk to mi abt death. Slitting wrists is more for fuckin "gu-niangs" lyk u.

Btw i know who u r. Surprise surprise. Ever heard of IP check?

Junior. Day 1.

I finished 5 packs of smoke today.

My best fren now is Davidoff n Dunhill.

Thx Edison for e bottle of Absolute Raspberry.

Proceeding on to my 6th pack.

How long can i torture myself to cure my heartache?

Junior. Breakdown.

Went down to China Black, no idea how much i drank, just know e bill sums to fuckin $200+

I bit my tongue all e way to hold back my tears. Guess i fuckin overdid it, felt a burn on my tongue wen i drank.

I got no idea how many Lambos i had, but each glass i take, it reminds mi of u. Your obsession with it n screaming orgasm.

Was hoping i get alcohol poisoning, at least i'll feel much btr, mayb it'll eventually be soo pain tt i cant feel my heartache.

I don wanna breakdown in e club, but i did.

My heads spins now. Its still spinning, vomitted alot yst nite. But i didnt feel any btr, i jus felt worse.

My hearts aches. No fuck-head wil understand hw i feel.

Everywhr i go, im reminded of u.

How can i pull myself up wen i'll breakdown at places we went, n i tink of tings we used to do?

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

Junior. Sometimes. Luv. Just. ain't. Enough .

My heartaches alot. It hurts soo much fuckin more den e physical wounds i gt on mi, e bruises, e scratches & e fuckin bites i got from e fuckin Zoo.

It hurts lyk fuckin god knows wad. I dunno im capable of handling such fuckin pain, but it hurts so much jus tinkin of life without u, or e simple thought without u in it.

By now all u fuckers tt's reading my blog will know tt we broke up. His relatives, his mum, his sis fucking screwed us up. No more comments abt this fuckin shit.

I stil luv him. I don fuckin give a fuckin care abt u fuckin ppl tellin mi all e crap/ opinions but i luv him. My heart just fuckin aches.

It fuckin hurts more as each heartbeat pumps blood out.. It fuckin hurts more as i type each fuckin word n more tears jus drips..

Im in a complete loss for words.. Said kinda fuckin stupid stuff to Merci, Jasen Kor n Lester. Haha.. Wad sell myself for money? Haha.. Mayb i would do it.. Its not lyk i nvr done it b4.

Or shld i just fuckin pop sleepin pills n pray i sleep thru dis fuckin chaos.

My mind's really really fogged up now.. Eyes r sooo fuckin red from crying guess it hurts.. But my heart is hurting real real badly..

Tried hammering it to fuckin stop.. But it just goes on n on.. Hurt Hurt Hurt Hurt Hurt.

My sweetest breakup while we ate Tiramisu n cried together, holding hands walking down e rather short stretch from Wisma to Borders..

Ouch. My heart jus fuckin thumped.

Smoking my 2nd pack of cigs. Feeling high, mayb i can smoke enough cigs to give myself a fuckin asthmatic attack n jus fuckin die with 2 black lungs..

I don hate u, i really dont. U loved mi with all ur heart so as i did with mine.

To all e fuckin blog readers which i have here. Leave my bf alone. His e good guy, Fate is e fuckin biatch.

Finally heard Zen ge ge's car horn.

Heading down to China Black.

Mayb i shld jus pick up some random slut n fuck her, or a guy n fuck him, mayb i'll feel much btr.

How can u ask mi to move on when i luv u fuckin so?

Ciao~ Mayb im better off with e thumping music ringin in my ears.

Even e hangover which im gonna fuckin get wont envelope my heartache.

(btw im just gonna totally shut down from everyone. ciao all u ppl. gonna get my LV bag n go *poof*)

I don't wanna lose you,
I don't wanna use you
Just to have somebody by my side.
And I don't wanna hate you.
I don't wanna take you.
But I don't wanna be the one to cry.
That don't really matter to anyone, anymore.
But like a fool I keep losing my place
And I keep seeing you walk through that door.

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much.
And it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough

Now I could never change you
I don't wanna blame you
Baby you don't have to take the fall
Yes I may have hurt you
But I did not desert you
Maybe I just wanna have it all
It makes a sound like thunder
It makes me feel like the rain
And like a fool who will never see the truth
I keep thinking something's gonna change

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much.
And it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough

And there's no way home
when it's late at night and you're all alone
Are there things that you wanted to say
Do you feel me beside you in your bed
there beside you where I used to lay
And there's a Danger in Loving somebody too much
And it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch.
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough

Junior. 10. things. abt. e. Zoo.

I went to e Zoo today. Many things happened.

1. Lester got purple bird shit on him
2. I scared e fuck out of a baboon
3. I saw baboons fucking each other
4. Lester luvs white horses
5. I luv tram rides
6. I ate 2 KFC meals today
7. Lester had ants biting him all day
8. I almost step on a butterfly
9. I paid $11 to get in! im 18!
10.Lester we both need a digi cam

We both concluded tt ppl tt goes to e Zoo becomes HAPPY PPL n those tt work thr R HAPPY PPL..

Thus e Zoo is a HAPPY PLACE which makes UNHAPPY PPL lyk mi HAPPY.

Anyway i wont pay $200 for e 1 year Zoo membership (minus transport) to go smell animal shit to kp myself HAPPY.

Bring mi on a shopping spreeeeeeee~~

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

Junior. Scrimps!

Went shopping with Lester today. My feet fucking hurts from all e walking i did.

I found out i did rather ridiculous stuff :

1. I slapped a biatch tt stepped mi on e bus
2. I pee'd on e bus cos i cant tahan anymore
3. I shoplifted

Anyway.. I got myself a few accessories..

AND I SAW A BAG TT I FUCKING WANT SO SO SO MUCH!!

Its either i reserve tt fucking bag n start scrimping n starving myself,

Or e easy way out is to get myself a sugar daddy.

Fucking hell.. I better make sure e bag is genuine 1st!

BUT.. I better listen to dear n start having some trust fund thingy..

Save up for lyk bad days..

Argh..

Lester if u read my blog, wad i told u abt my dad is true! Argh..

*Crumbles*

Junior. Kylie. Showgirl. Tour. Postponed!

The Frontier Touring Company,and Live Limited promoter of Kylie’s upcoming Showgirl Tour today confirmed that Kylie’s tour has been postponed due to health reasons.

The following statement was issued by Kylie’s management:

Whilst at home in Melbourne with her family this week prior to her Australian Showgirl Tour, Kylie was diagnosed with early breast cancer. She will undergo immediate treatment and consequently her tour will not be able to proceed as planned.

Kylie said today “I was so looking forward to bringing the Showgirl tour to Australian and Asian audiences, and am sorry to have to disappoint my fans. Nevertheless hopefully all will work out fine and I’ll be back with you all again soon.”

Kylie’s Showgirl Tour was scheduled to tour Sydney, Melbourne, Brisbane, Adelaide, Perth, Singapore, Bangkok and Hong Kong over the next month.

TOO BAD FOR ALL E GAYS TT BOUGHT TIXS!

TRIPPLE EVIL LAUGHTHER~

But get well soon Kylie!

Junior. Paris. Burger?

Paris Hilton did a fucking hot n sizzling commercial ad for Carl's Jnr Burgers!

Got mi totally hot n bothered!

Btw its banned! Haha..

Junior. SP. Trucker. Caps.

Helping a fren out in selling Trucker Caps he imported from overseas.

Japanese Cult Label CHILDHOOD. Fucking HOT in Tokyo, Japan now!

Retailing for $50 each.
Original Price $100+

I just fucking luv e design of this cap! Haha.. V punk/skateboardish!
Retailing for $20

This Stussy Trucker Cap is goin for $20! Best buy! Mi getting one too! Haha..

FUTURA Trucker Cap $50, cousin of rising streetlabel UNKLE.

MUDSOUL Trucker cap US famous label going for $50! Much more ex elsewhr!

Grafitti VOLCOM Trucker Cap goin for $20! Another good bargain!

FAT 03 is going for $50 each. Current rising trend in Tokyo, Japan also! $100 plus elsewhr!

As most of e pieces offered here u wont be seeing on e mainstream stores, thus it'll be rather exclusive to u only. (except Stussy/Volcom caps)

So its really a good bargain!

You can contact mi @ 96725442 or add mi in MSN juniorang@hotmail.com if ure interested in purchasing e caps!

While stocks last~!

Junior. Brit. Kev. Reality. Bites.

OH MY GOD! I MUST SOOO TOTALLY DOWNLOAD IT! GRRR!

Junior. Hil's. Hamster.

"cute eh? but hamsters are just born to look cute n innocent, they could hav given u a terrible bite on ur finger n when u started to get pissed. They would just roll up into a tiny softy ball at a side n give u that pathetic look like "hey u human! thou i fucking bite u, u are not gonna get even with me right? C'mon man check out my cute little adorable face how could u ever be that cruel enough to lay a finger on my me huh!" N of cuz most of the pple wont hurt those smart hamster n instead they will just go yelling around that they are bleeding from the bite. N without saying the hamster's tactic work again."

"But for me, they will be just any lamb to slaughter."

"Its rather a good thing that the hamster above ran away from me."

Quote from Hil.

Monday, May 16, 2005

Junior. @ttica.

Last Saturday went to @ttica with dear's sis, cousin n frens.

E drinks r lyk so so.. E Waterfall fucking sucks.

Waterfall= stacks of cups with liquour dripping down

NOT PREPARED LYK A LAMBOHGHINI.

@ttica isnt my crowd, isnt my music, headed Whynot aft tt..

Made new frens..

Ya ya.. im fucking lazy to blog abt my life..

Anyway its kinda screwed up now.. Many ppl tokin to mi abt irrelevant stuff..

Im lyk jus shutting ppl out from my life..

Soo much happier now..

Yay yay!

Goin downstairs meet dear get my hp charger n SK2.

"i am sooo not a small boy mr jin"

Junior. Wheel. Of. Fortune.

I found a greater way to pass time at home while earning "invisible" money.

PLAY WHEEL OF FORTUNE WITH LESTER!

Haha..

I'm soo godamn motherfuckin BORED.

I fucking need money to shop!

Junior. Luv. Dear.

Junior. Dazed.

Watched The Amityville Horror last wk.. Noticed LAST WEEK?

I'm lyk blogging it down today.. Damn fucking lazy to do anything wen i got home..

Anyway i wasnt home most of e days..

Wanted to borrow Coach Carter from Zen but he lent it to his frens already.. Tamade..

Been real traumatic the past wk..

Troubles are stacking up one by one..

Argh..

Hopefully thy'll all just blow over..

Finally i found someone i can really relate too.. Someone tt been thru tt much in life.. Someone whom most ppl tink as bad..

But..

I don fucking give a damn.

He's cool. Or rather fucked up.

Just lyk mi.