Thursday, May 19, 2005
Junior. Breakdown.Went down to China Black, no idea how much i drank, just know e bill sums to fuckin $200+
I bit my tongue all e way to hold back my tears. Guess i fuckin overdid it, felt a burn on my tongue wen i drank.
I got no idea how many Lambos i had, but each glass i take, it reminds mi of u. Your obsession with it n screaming orgasm.
Was hoping i get alcohol poisoning, at least i'll feel much btr, mayb it'll eventually be soo pain tt i cant feel my heartache.
I don wanna breakdown in e club, but i did.
My heads spins now. Its still spinning, vomitted alot yst nite. But i didnt feel any btr, i jus felt worse.
My hearts aches. No fuck-head wil understand hw i feel.
Everywhr i go, im reminded of u.
How can i pull myself up wen i'll breakdown at places we went, n i tink of tings we used to do?