Friday, May 20, 2005
Junior. Day 2.Had a sleepless nite thinking of him. So hard for mi to let go.
We didnt end it cos our luv has died, he ended it cos he doesnt want mi to feel e stress his family gave him.
I'll rather he end it with mi in a more normal way. A big quarrel? A fight? Or we don suit each other anymore.
I dunno. Fucking poor now. Fucking sad. My heartache died down. Only to resurface every now n den.
Btw i lost e Zippo i just bought yst. Fuck! The no. of Zippos i lost cld get mi an ipod by now. Haha..