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Monday, August 29, 2005

Junior. Alone.

I am fuckin worried wen u told mi fucking shit lyk dis. Damn it. Y do i have such a lousy yet fuckin adorable kor?

Must be bad karma. Very very bad karma from my past life.

Anyways, cheer e fuckin hell up. Cos ure bringin mi down with ur mood swings at god-knows-whr-u-are-now.

YES i am affected. Im so goddamn mother-fucking moody.

Damn u have no idea hw much i wanna punch u now.

Gonna go for a smoke nw. Priviledge for perfectly healthy ppl lyk mi.

Luv u lots kor. (minus our telepathy i luv u more)

Friday, August 26, 2005

Junior. Credits.

I wld lyk to thank these ppl:

Dear for helping mi out here n thr on my b-day.

Merci n Jasen (da sao n er sao) for dinner @ Fish & Co. Esp. da sao for helpin mi take lotsa lotsa pics.

Xinxin, orange juice, mama, momo n vig for coming my b-day. Though i know u all uncomfortable at 1st but glad u all had fun in e end.

Fangster, Lesby, Ivan, Maxel kor, Gerald, Bob niang niang, Nigel for coming dwn to whynot n celebrate with mi.

Sham for getting mi e tables at whynot. Thx boy.

Thx Jet for e fun nite too.

Xinxin n frens, da sao n frens, Timmy, Jasper, Imram n JasTaro for e presents!

Zen ge ge, Rachel, Angel, Monica, Michelle, Alex, Edison, Penelopee & ur bf for e treat at Hilton. Thx for the "ang bao" oso.

Wakeboard cliques thx for e surprise celebration! LOL. SHUDDUP ABT TT DAY.

Lucifer n Evo jie n the banana gang too.

N DAMN U BASTARDS TT DIDNT GET MI ANY PRESENTS!

Thursday, August 25, 2005

Junior. @. MIA.

Hello everyone. I know ive been MIA for quite awhile now. Thr's been sooo many many events tt happened in the past 2 weeks.

Im kinda shagged now. Feeling soo godamn tired.

THR'S SOOOOO MANY MANY PICTURES TO UPDATE!!!

My birthday @ Whynot.
My birthday @ Hilton.
My birhtday @ NYDC.

All my frens from my kors to da sao n er sao to spin's gang to NYP gals to Lasalle gals to Zen n gals to wakeboard comittee to chi black regs.

BUT I CANT FUCKIN UPLOAD THX TO FUCKING HELLO!

It jus crashed on mi. I downloaded a new one but its not workin. Damn it. I hateeeeeeeeeeee it wen im all prepared to blog n this shit happens.

Its lyk "argh argh im abt to cum... argh argh..." but the guy shoots empty bullets.

"Its lyk sooo totally depressing." - Quote Summer Roberts The O.C. 2

Fuck now. Embrace life. Feed yr addiction. Rite nw im smokingggg~~

Sunday, August 21, 2005

Junior. Happy. Birthday.

Finally 19!!

Happy Birthday to Kor! (n of cos mi)
Happy Birthday to Kor! (n mi again)
Happy Birthday to Kor! (nt forgetin mi)
Happy Birthday to Kor! (u fucking asswipe whr's my present?!)

Missing u alot. N thx alot for e fucking phonecall telling mi ure shagging 2 blonde bitches.

*Do not call mi wen ure having sex. Most lykly due to e time diff im having my breakfast or doing my big business in e toilet. n u tend to crash my delicate process*

Luv u kor. Miss u alot. Miss ur credit card even more :)

Thursday, August 18, 2005

Junior. Back.

Im back from the long slumber n yoda yoda crapshits.

Will try to blog daily lyk in e past. *pinky promise*

Anyway, my dearest bloggie, i have sooo much frustrations pent-up inside mi.

1st- i feel depressed
2nd- i feel more depressed
3rd- i feel fucking depressed
4th- u get e depressing pattern yet?
etc.

I feel tt im not appreciated by my frens.

Maybe its jus bad karma since i dun appreciate anyone.

Oh wells. Time for a puff :)

Thursday, August 11, 2005

Junior. Sick.

Im sick n tired of helping ppl. I gt no idea will u see this, but its gettin on my nerves tt i have to lie for u to cvr ur ass. Im nice. But im not SUGAR-COATED to help ppl til tt much.

Im sick of blogging. Im tired, exhausted, lethargic, dead, zombiefied, frustrated, irritated when i get home. I have tons n tons of pictures dating last last last wk which i havent uploaded. I have tons n tons of homework incompleted. I have tons n tons of clique meetings which i skipped.

Im sick of my family. Im sick of my dad. Im sick of my mum. Im sick of my relatives. Thy shld all die n give mi thier fucking money :)

Im sick of my school. I hate travelling so far so long so early almost everyday. Im a fucking pig. I luv to slp.

Im sick of my life. I need new excitement. I need to meet new ppl. I need more spice. I need more fireworks. I need new frens.

Im sick of stupid ppl. I meet them everyday. Thier capability to hold an intelligent conversation with mi is close to negative. I have to tolerate thier nonsense n crap everyday.

Im sick of home. I do luv my little room, but i want to move out. I want to get abt.

Im sick of my unhappiness. Im so grumpy even felicia can tell. Im sick of my mood swings. Im just tired. Leave me alone.

Maybe i shld make a signboard tt says "bad mood. get lost". This way ppl will steer clear of mi.

Im starting to get really sick of my frens. I dunno y. Thy are good frens, always thr wen i need them, but it just seems sooo sooo sooo insignificant nw.

Im sick of ur insecurities n low-confidence. I need someone tt can stand side-by-side me. I need to feel assured. Ure jus adding onto my stress.

Sometimes is nt abt my bad temper. Ur insecurities n low-confidence is lyk e catalyst for our quarrels. I dont ask for much, I dun need no superman, spiderman, wolverine or zorro.

I jus need someone thr to give mi logical reasons to why tings happen. I jus need someone to let me lean upon n tell me tings will be ok, tings will get better.

I feel stressed. Project dead-lines are sooo due nxt week. Mon, Tues, Thurs r all presentation days. 4 projects not cleared yet.

Sometimes i jus wanna watch a movie with u n jus be a normal happy couple but NOOOOOooooo.. Ur mum have to play a BIG role in our relationship.

That adds more stress to me. You feel stressed cos im not willing to share ur family problems, I feel stressed cos u shared with me too much. I have information overload moments too.

My parents are giving me stress too. I hate home. I wanna move out. I wanna be free.

Sighhhhhhhh. Y do i feel so sad now. Y do i feel so restricted. Y do i feel lyk crying. Y am i such a dick-head.

Time for some puffing action. Sigh.

"Why you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated"
-Avril Lavigne

Monday, August 01, 2005

Junior. 50 Things. You Probably. Didn't Know.

Well..

1. Apart from hotels, I cannot poop anywhere else except home. And to boot, I must read something-anything when I poop, be it TopGear, FHM, Classifieds, right down to a McDonald's brochure, as long as there are words on it.

2. I smoke 37 sticks of Davidoff Classic on moody/hangover days.

3. I can live without my ciggies but not my cellphone.

4. I lost like 829174498326 zippo lighters thanks to my carelessness n e mother-fuckers tt steals from mi.

5. I can buy at least 2 Ipods with the no. of lost zippos + change for 5 packs of ciggies.

6. My hanyu pingying name is Wei Feng, which in my opinion, is quite fucked up.

7. I scored 9 points for L1R4. 12 for L1R5 when I fucking didnt bother to go sch thru my Sec4 years.

8. I'm actually one of the few guys left on earth who actually gets touched whenever I have ppl peeling prawns for mi.

9. I don't eat peas and corns.

10. I luv eating carrots.

11. I dislike travelling with company, especially when I have to entertain them when I'd rather be listening to my iShuffle.

12. Facial hair isn't the only thing I shave, for hygenic reasons.

13. I hate going to town on Mondays.

14. My first girlfriend was an Ah Lian.

15. My first boyfriend was a JC student.

16. I don't eat popcorns when I watch movies in cinemas.

17. Whenever I smoke, I must have a sweet OR drink with me.

18. Sometimes I get so chee-bye, I frighten myself.

19. I hate to go fishing.

20. Kor and i used to say the same sentence out at the same time. Imagine "FUCK YOU KANINABEI CHAO CHEEBYE!" same time same tone same pace.

21. When I buy a new shirt or jeans I really like, I'd wear them over and over until I get sick of it, and never wear it again.

22. Yes, I do wash my favourite clothes before I wear them over and over again.

23. I like gazing at my dates, but I dislike ppl with low self esteem and shy away. Confidence is a very sexy thing.

24. Naive Junior used to be a "good boy" in school. The teachers just nvr knew the gangfights, thefts, pon-schs, vandalism, bullying etc i commited with a smile on my face.

25. I was caught for shoplifting thrice, distorment of truth once.

26. 1st time was at ToysR'us. I stole n sold Gameboy Colors at $100 each.

27. 2nd time was at Lido. I stole some fucked-up toy.

28. 3rd time was fruits with Wei De n cliques. FUCKING STUPID.

29. YES i got arrested 3 times only. And was held up at CNB (Central Nacotics Bureau) for suspected of taking drugs. WE were all high from e Chivas n Vodkas.

30. I'm still very good at shop-lifting.

31. I have this very strong urge to go play at playgrounds everytime I pass by one.

32. I like sleeping in the buff.

33. When I was young, my ambition was to be a 'petshop owner'.

34. I suck at Maths.

35. My alcohol tolorence is getting ridiculously low.

36. I luv taking cabs.

37. I hate riding motorcycles because the helmet messes up my hair.

38. I don't have a 'main' clubbing khakis anymore. Guys, if you read this, I want you to know how fucked up life in SG is without you whores :)

39. I remember eating tissue paper because I was bored in Kindergarden.

40. The only 'live' thing thats ever been in my mouth is a beatle(Fear Factor style), including women.

41. When I lie, I lie through my teeth with so much ease, I don't even think of it as lying. Just as Zen and the gals.

42. I've never cleaned up my room more than 5 times in the past months because my mum does it for me.

43. I refuse to wear anything that isn't ironed.

44. I luv the strong smell of perfume on ppl's clothes.

45. I just started collecting ear-studs.

46. I am probably the only design student in the whole wide world who doesn't own a thumbdrive and a digital camera. So sue me.

47. I am quite narcisstic. I have a big ego. And I have an equally volcanic temper.

48. Last week when I took my weight, I am 47.6kg only.

49. Kor and I have a very strong psychic bond.

50. I luv my boyfriend very much although I'm losing my temper at him most of the time.